Post-85 people, when they were in middle and high school, absolutely did not allow early love, even if there were people who liked, they could only have a crush, at that time we were asked to read only the sage books, and did not hear anything out of the window.
But after going to college, just like the birds in the cage being released, they suddenly let go, their thoughts were released, their behaviors were also released, there was a lot of freedom, less discipline, more communication, and more acquaintances of the opposite sex.
The long hair lost in high school can be waist-length in college; high school does not allow perm and dye hair, in college as long as it is not exaggerated and dyed casually; high school is not allowed to wear skirts, casually worn in college... Girls become very beautiful, boys become very talkative.
College is a magical place, it makes girls who don't like to dress up beautiful, it makes shy boys talk, it makes naïve people mature, it makes confused people know what they want.
And love blossoms everywhere in college. Once under the control of teachers and parents, I did not dare to fall in love, and I felt that falling in love was a difficult thing to talk about; in college, not talking about love became a shame.
Xiao Li, who has entered the threshold of university, has a deep understanding of this aspect. She originally wanted to continue to work hard in college with the attitude of high school learning, but she knew that she was in a classroom surrounded by a couple of couples, and she couldn't sink her heart to work hard.
Everyone else was in love, and she had always been alone, and she was bound to be privately talked about what was wrong with her, and they threw themselves at her as if they were looking at the alien, with sympathy, pity, and ridicule.
In the atmosphere of love, the pair of out and out is the standard, and Xiao Li, who is not in love, seems to be invisible and at a loss. Unless she is particularly strong inside, does not envy their sweetness, and does not care about their gaze, she can do her own thing.
But people are easily influenced, especially when her good friends and her roommates are in love, it is difficult not to be forced to fall in love, because it is a common practice.
Even if there is still a single in the dormitory, Xiao Li Is not so much psychological pressure, at least there are people in the same camp as her, she will not feel too lonely.
Unfortunately, Xiao Li is the only one who is single. On weekdays, others go to classes, eat, and study with their boyfriends, and return to the dormitory at night to sweetly cook phone porridge.
On weekends or holidays, everyone is with their boyfriends, and only Xiao Li is left alone in the empty room. That loneliness, that kind of coldness wrapped around her, and her heart was very unpleasant.
Therefore, under the "pressure of the situation", Xiao Li was forced to decide to fall in love as well. It's as if falling in love is an urgent problem that needs to be solved. Otherwise, she was a "light bulb" at a dinner party with friends, which was extremely embarrassing.
Through the introduction of her girlfriend, she met a boy from another college~ Xiao Yang. The two of them were not right in appearance at all, Xiao Li was thin and tall, and looked pretty, while Xiao Yang was short and half her head, and her face was round, like a child who had not yet grown up.
Although Xiao Li can't wait to get rid of the order, he has not reached the point of hunger and food choice. The two met, but Xiao Li did not look at Xiao Yang, and Xiao Yang liked Xiao Li at a glance.
The spirited woman is afraid of pestering the lang, and it is not false at all. Since the day they met, Xiao Yang has pursued Xiao Li in every way, all kinds of flattery, all kinds of dedication, and in the name of friends, he has been good to Xiao Li.
Countless confessions, countless days and nights of companionship, Xiao Li began to move in his heart and slowly accepted him. Since then, she is no longer a single-minded outlier, she has also become a member of the love army.
In the eyes of outsiders, they are not a good match, with Xiao Li's conditions can find a taller and more handsome boyfriend than her, Xiao Yang is not worthy of her regardless of appearance or height.
But falling in love is not about height, but about people's hearts. Xiao Yang knows that he is not worthy of Xiao Li, but he is absolutely good to Xiao Li, too good, so that the whole dormitory envies her.
Every morning, before Xiao Li woke up, he had already bought breakfast and stood downstairs waiting for her; every lunch and dinner with her, she only had to sit and wait, he went to buy the meals she liked to eat; every night after separation, he called her to chat until she fell asleep.
Since the beginning of their love, they had not seen them blush once, quarreled once, or even spoken to her loudly.
People in the dormitory say that looking for a boyfriend should be like Xiao Li to learn, don't care about appearance, must find a love for themselves, so that they will not be hurt. They are envious of their love.
Xiao Li said more than once in the dormitory that although she was with Xiao Yang because of loneliness, although at first she did not look at Xiao Yang, but she now loves Xiao Yang more and more, so much so that she can't do without him, fortunately she didn't reject his confession at the beginning, otherwise there would be no later.
Women's feelings for men are always shallow and then deep, deep in it, unable to extricate themselves; and men's feelings for women are just the opposite, after a long time, the sense of freshness is gone, they will change their hearts, like the new and tired of the old is their instinct.
Xiao Li and Xiao Yang did not escape this law. Both of them have kept up for graduate school, and it is reasonable to say that they can continue the sweet graduate school life without having to graduate and fall out of love like other couples.
As a result, they broke up within a few days of the beginning of the first year of the study, and it was Xiao Yang who wanted to break up. Xiao Li fell too deeply, relied on him too much, coveted his good too much, refused to break up, cried and begged, and kept, all to no avail.
Once a man wants to break up, it is a real breakup; and women often mention breaking up, but not once do they really want to break up, just want to be cared for, cherished.
Xiao Yang gave Xiao Li all the love, all the tenderness, all the good, but when he left her, he was so righteous and ruthless. There is no new love, that is, the feelings are weak and tired, so I don't want to continue.
This is the best and highest means of revenge against a person. First be wholeheartedly good to her, so good that she can't leave him, and then leave with absolute love, and hurt her heart fiercely.
Watching her wash her face with tears for a long time, watching her lose weight day by day, watching her listless, never smiling again, I don't know what he feels like in his heart? Uncomfortable, or the thrill of revenge?
Knowing that the wound was so deep, even if she died of loneliness, she should not have known him and fall in love with him. Whether it is a conspiracy or a mispayment, this is the price of not being lonely.