This is my home, and although it is dilapidated, he is also my home! Golden nest silver nest is not as good as their own nest, I am a poor family child, I was born in the northeast, a rural area in Heilongjiang, here is ice and snow, the winter is long, minus twenty or thirty degrees, remember that it was 1993, more than 10 o'clock at night, only to listen to the light when a sound, I was born, I came out, before listening to my mother, my fate is actually very bumpy, eight-year-old father died, my father died when he was 34 years old, at that time I didn't understand anything, I didn't know what my father meant when he died, at that time my mother was 28 years old, My mother took me to my relatives' house, suffered from the snub of my relatives' family, and my mother was dependent on each other, at the age of ten, my mother remarried, and my stepfather lived together, my relationship with my stepfather was not harmonious, when I was at home, I was more silent and taciturn, I developed my introverted personality, I didn't like words, I liked a person, I was in a quiet daze, when I was young, it was not good to study well, it was not the first to last, or the penultimate, when I was in the exam, the villagers often joked with me, and the first exam? At that time, I didn't understand anything, said that the exam was the second to last, the first to last exam that the boy did not come to the stomach, my life was destined to be more bumpy, from childhood has been doomed, grandma is not in pain, uncle does not love, and aunt, uncle, uncle, uncle, they do not care about me, I have no feelings for them, including now no contact, when my father died, none of them took me in, I remember that during the New Year, my mother returned to her hometown, left me in my relatives' house, my aunt, after the third year of junior high school, sent me to another relative's house, I was small at that time, I didn't understand anything, now that I think about it, I really feel cold, after all, it is my aunt, so can't tolerate me? Afraid that I will eat more at his house, afraid that I will stay at his house for a few more nights, will I be so annoying? At that time, I can say that I can be said to be a broom star, who bothers me, think about it, when I was young, I couldn't help but cry out, thanks to my mother, I didn't hate me, raised me as an adult, otherwise I was a wandering child, when I was a child, I was raised in an insecure environment, especially unconfident, well, more inferior, but also more lonely, I am now thirty, there is no stable job, the rent can not be paid, I think si is also right, I now think clearly and want to understand, people in this life, In just a few decades, no matter what kind of role, we have to accept it, no matter how unbearable, it is also ourselves! [Roll your eyes] [Roll your eyes] [Roll your eyes]
