To be alive is to be happy— to live in a person's illness is to be happy; to live in good health is to be cared for by heaven; and to live carefreely is to be the greatest satisfaction in life. Come to this conclusion

To be alive is to be happy

Testimonials of a person in the midst of illness

To live is to be happy; to live in good health is to be the care of heaven; and to live carefreely is to be the greatest satisfaction in life.

This is my thoughtful experience in the last 24 hours, and it is also my experience of a fragile life.

24 hours ago, that is, the late night of the eighth day of the first lunar month, that is, at 4:00 a.m. on the ninth day of the first lunar month, I was originally Pepsi, and suddenly felt pain in the lower abdomen, and then the abdomen was swollen, and there was a feeling of thousands of troops and horses in the abdomen as a battlefield. By dawn, I still got up on time and did the most ordinary chores of boiling water, pouring water, sweeping the floor, taking out garbage, and unloading electric vehicles that were charged with electricity. At that time, my wife had already gotten up, distributed the coals, and then went to the vegetable garden to make some busy arrangements for the family's day's life. When breakfast approached, I had no taste, and in the face of the delicious temptation of spring cakes, I did not get close to it, said hello to my wife and went upstairs to rest. It is said to be a rest, when the abdomen is pouring into the sea, a butt is sitting on the toilet, the hand rests on the head on the table, the brain door and the sleeve, the pain is sweat. Near noon, I forced myself to endure the discomfort and gave hot dry noodles to my late grandson, when the uncle and cousin of the new year's child came, and in the face of the full table of meals taken care of by his wife, they were tasteless, so they had to go upstairs to fight the disease again.

Before that, my wife asked me if I was going to the hospital? But I forced myself to endure the discomfort in my heart and gave a categorical refusal. Am I reluctant to go to the hospital? not! At that time, I wondered in my heart, the pain in my abdomen was uncomfortable, either the recurrence of the old disease, or appendicitis or gastrointestinal disease, but did I walk away? The wife has half a life, the son and daughter-in-law have their jobs, the grandson is about to go to school, and he wants someone to go to the hospital to help, who has the time to serve? It is said that it is easy to die generously, but it is difficult to be righteous. It is no exaggeration to say that the mood at that time was like this, and I was eager to avoid the feeling of suicide dragged down by the family heart. In the midst of illness, in fact, the psychology should be very fragile, just like Mr. Lu Xun, during the illness, he paid attention to the flies flying around in the ward, and thus left the famous sentence "The warrior with shortcomings is a warrior after all, and the most beautiful fly is a fly after all". When Chairman Mao was old and infirm in his old age, he also told the staff around him that he would feed the ashes to the fish after leaving his death. As an ordinary person, what you think in your heart must be known to passers-by.

If you are not in love with things, why should you ask for death? However, as people with seven passions and six desires in their hearts, in the face of their families, they must have something to do with their hearts and feelings; in the face of relatives and friends, they must love and take something, and they will return to friendship; and in the face of society and nature, they will also have their ambitions and express their intentions. It is really a laugh to see the red dust people, each with some estranged relatives; all sources are one, and the breath is derived.

Happiness in the broad sense is undoubtedly based on "serving the people", while its broad sense requires countless individuals as support. As long as everyone is happy, it will be happy for everyone. Only by living can you enjoy the gifts of nature; only by living in health can you give yourself happiness and the care and desire that others need for yourself; and if you are carefree, such as a bird entering the jungle and a fish returning to the sea, it will undoubtedly benefit all sentient beings in the world! Or not? This is just a glimpse of the rest of the pipe, through the state of mind during and after the illness.

Written at 3:39 a.m. on the 10th day of the first month of the first lunar month of the Year of Nongyin