Have you ever suddenly wanted to do something, and the brain is already evolving for what you want to do, and all kinds of fantasy coping scenes keep appearing, and you feel that your heart is about to sublimate for it.
This is how I feel after watching a cycling blogger, and what I appreciate more than his content is his courage.
On the other hand, I myself, who has been out of society for more than ten years, has not had a single ups and downs in my life, and I can hardly see my head in a straight line.
There is no sharpness in living a life, high is not low, career success this kind of thing is not at all possible, part-time life, this kind of life is too long, feel that they have passed.
This kind of life is enough, if it continues to develop in this way, sooner or later it will be eaten like a salted fish basking in the sun, and the food that is forever fixed in one place is the most easily obtained.
It was as if I was fixed here, the world around me was strange to me everywhere, the compatriots on the land of the motherland, the joy of singing and dancing, I could only watch and hear in a limited small screen, and the vastness of the motherland I could not remember a few places.
I admire the walk-and-go travelers, whether they're on foot, on a bike or in a car, who are already executing, wandering along the way to their goals.
I should do something, I should work harder, to achieve it, to find it, to remember it, to save the me in my heart.
Thoughts burst forth
2022-2-9
