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Preface
It is hard to imagine that a mother would frequently pretend to be dead in front of her daughter.
Zhao Xiping, whose head was covered in blood, lay on a recliner, motionless. It wasn't until her daughter Horton pretended to call to break up with her "boyfriend" that she rushed to "wake up" and stop it.
Netizens still wonder: How can Horton be so calm when he sees his mother's face full of blood?
It turned out that the first time we saw Zhao Xiping pretending to be dead, in Horton, it was already the third time.
To be honest, the first time I saw Zhao Xi, I had the same idea as netizens: "This mother must have psychological problems." Nowadays, after chasing the drama of "Female Psychologist", what makes me most memorable is not the ups and downs of the consultation case in the play, nor the sweet love of Horton and Qian Kaiyi, but the great maternal love of Zhao Xiping.
Why is Zhao Xiping's maternal love particularly great?
If Junjun's death is a lifetime of self-blame and guilt for Horton, then Junjun's death is even more devastating for Zhao Xiping.
The two children drowned at the same time, she only saved her daughter, watched her son being washed away by the water, and from then on, the yin and yang were separated, and the pain of the heart was broken.
What followed was an otherwise happy family of four, torn apart.
What was even more painful was that Zhao Xiping could not say this pain, nor did he dare to say it.
Because, the daughter is blind, the husband is broken.
Horton, 13, often asks: Shouldn't my mother save me, should she save my brother? Didn't Mom save my brother so Dad wouldn't leave us?
Decades later, Zhao Xiping is still in tears in front of Junjun's tombstone:
"(Junjun) After you left, my mother thought countless times, if your mother can wash away the water for you and leave you behind, how good it would be... It's not that Mom is afraid to die, no, Mom really wants to see you. You know that your mother is not only your mother, your mother is also the mother of Sister Dunton, at that time, your sister was also very young, and your sister also needed a mother when she was growing up... Another reason for Mom is that Dad collapsed because of your departure... So my mother chose to stay. ”
Junjun is gone, and the most painful one is Zhao Xiping.
However, she did not dare to show pain, and she had to shoulder the responsibility of being a mother and let her daughter live well.
Sometimes, choosing to live takes more courage than facing death.
Why did Zhao Xiping repeatedly pretend to be dead?
After Horton grew up, Zhao Xiping became an old man living alone.
It was natural for us to think that Zhao Xi had pretended to die in order to get her daughter's attention.
However, Zhao Xiping was not.
Horton wanted to move back home, but Zhao Xiping wouldn't let her, and she joked: "Live with an old lady with me, you can't find a partner." ”
When Zhao Xiping suspected that she had a brain tumor and died soon after, the first thing she did was psychological counseling.
She did not feel that she had psychological problems, but did psychological counseling for her daughter Horton, because she wanted to find a way to treat Horton's heart disease in her lifetime.
In that year, after Junjun's death, Horton was blind for half a year. Today, Horton still has frequent nightmares, afraid of closed, dark spaces.
Zhao Xi pretended to die, indeed, she was overly concerned about death, but she was not afraid of death, what she was afraid of was to be separated from the person she loved most.
Write at the end
Psychologist Adler said: "Lucky people are cured of childhood all their lives, and unfortunate people are cured of childhood all their lives." ”
Deeply.
However, in Zhao Xiping's mother and daughter, I would like to say more: Lucky people are healed by love all their lives.
If Zhao Xiping, like her husband, had blindly vented the pain and resentment of losing her son on her daughter, then Horton would have been the child who was "better off alive than dead".
Zhao Xiping did not only pull Horton in the water, but more importantly, she watered Horton's life with love.
Today, Horton is a psychological counselor who "treats the sick and saves people".
It was her mother who made her life.
Today's topic: What do you think of Zhao Xiping's "repeated feigned death"? Welcome to leave a message to discuss.
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Author: Suzune Qinxin; every life is worthy of being cherished!