When he parted, he was a spirited young man, and when he said goodbye, he was a sick man with two white sideburns, not a soldier but better than a soldier, and at the sound of an order, he and his wife and children left only three words and hurriedly packed up their bags and went to the northwest.
He dedicated his life to the motherland without complaint or regret, "bowing down to exhaustion, and after death" is the best description of him, he is the pioneer and founder of the Chinese nation's nuclear weapons cause, this person is deng Jiaxian, the founder of the two bombs.
His wife waited for Deng Jiaxian for 28 years, and the two met again, one of whom was already terminally ill.
Choosing you is the most correct thing I have done in my life
"If there is an afterlife, I will still choose China, choose the cause of nuclear weapons, choose you!" The best love is that "you" dedicate your life to the country and the people in the front, and "I" silently support you in the rear.
Deng Jiaxian was born in a family of scholars, his father was a famous master of traditional Chinese studies and a professor at Peking University, and he was familiar with various books under the influence of his father since he was a child, and was admitted to the Department of Physics of Southwest Union University in 1941.
In 1948, he went to the United States to study and obtained a doctorate in physics, and resolutely returned to China after graduating at the call of the motherland.
Deng Jiaxian's wife Xu Luxi is a famous medical scientist, Xu Luxi's father is Xu Deheng, the founder of the Jiusan Society, because Xu Andeng's two families are family friends, so they met when they were very young, often playing together and frolicking.
Later, deng Jiaxian returned from studying in the United States and saw his former playmates, at this time Xu Luxi was mature and stable, and he knew the book and was very polite, and Deng Jiaxian fell into it at a glance.
Xu Luxi was also impressed by this talented and affectionate young man, and soon, under the control of both parents, the two were married in 1953.
After the two were very affectionate after marriage, they had a daughter and a man, although Deng Jiaxian was a standard science and engineering man, he was not stereotyped at all, straight man, every holiday would go to listen to concerts, visit the garden, see the exhibition with Xu Luxi, life is colorful, and when the anniversary day will also prepare surprises and romance for Xu Luxi.
Occasionally, he would pick up Xu Luxi from work in his free time, and it should be said that Xu Luxi married the man that all women dreamed of living a fairy-like life.
The two were like-minded and therefore had a lot of common topics, and the days were so plain and happy, but the issuance of an instruction broke the tranquility.
In 1958, Deng Jiaxian received instructions for a state secret mission, and for several days he tossed and turned and could not sleep, and he did not know how to face his wife.
If you choose to go, then the burden of taking care of your children and parents falls on the shoulders of your wife, and you choose not to go, and you are sorry for the cultivation of the country and your own enthusiasm.
His wife also saw his heart and asked what was going on, and he only said plainly, because of the work need to be transferred for a period of time, and may not be able to come back for a long time.
The wife asked when to come back? What do you do? Can I leave a contact detail? Deng Jiaxian said helplessly, "Can't say." ”
After that, every day Deng Jiaxian had to be busy until the early morning to come back, in the past, all kinds of guests would come to the house, very lively, and now the home has been closed to customers, even the neighbors feel very confused about its various speculations.
Suddenly, one day, the wife came back from work to see that the husband who had returned early was not too late to be happy, and saw that the husband was in a hurry to pack his luggage, at this time Deng Jiaxian only said "I am gone", this difference is 28 years.
I'm waiting for the wind and waiting for you
In the 28 years since Deng Jia left first, Xu Luxi was not only busy with work but also took care of his two young children and served his in-laws.
Every night she could not help but shed tears of longing to remove all the strong tears in disguise, especially when the child asked where her father was, and the tears in the corners of her eyes could not stop flowing.
For so many years, she knew nothing about her husband, but the only thing she firmly believed was that he must be doing something great and right, and it was the only spiritual pillar she had had for so many years.
In 1964, the first atomic bomb on the mainland was successfully detonated, and the whole country cheered, and Xu Luxi did not know that his husband was one of the people.
Deng Jia first rooted in the northwest desert land, and used his youth and blood to dedicate his life to obscurity.
During the study, Deng Jiaxian had two rectal cancer surgeries, and even though his body had suffered great pain, he still stuck to his post.
At that time, because the national scientific research level was relatively weak, the scientific researchers could not get good protection, and the body of nuclear weapons research would be greatly damaged by nuclear radiation, and Deng Jiaxian was not spared.
Deng Jiaxian's body was already in the advanced stage of cancer, and in 1985 he had to leave his lifelong career to return to recuperate.
When he left, he was still the graceful young man, but unexpectedly, when Xu Luxi saw her husband again, he was already a terminally ill old man, and when he saw his husband lying on the hospital bed, his wife's eyes were full of heartache and heartache.
During the time when her husband was hospitalized, his wife accompanied him every day to tell him about all the things that had happened over the years, and the two recalled the beautiful life when they were just married, and it should be said that this period of time was the happiest time in the 28 years that Xu Luxi waited for.
Later, after the nuclear research mission was made public, the wife realized what a great thing her husband had done over the years.
Happiness is always short-lived, on July 29, 1986, Deng Jiaxian died, leaving his wife alone in this world, on the occasion of his death, Deng Jiaxian said to his wife, "If there is an afterlife, I still choose China, choose the cause of nuclear weapons, choose you!" ”
What a tear-jerking passage, and how much love and guilt are contained in this sentence.
Spend the rest of your life chasing you
After Deng Jiaxian's death, Xu Luxi packed up her grief, and her life had to go on, she wanted to see through this great China for her husband and continue to dedicate herself to the motherland for her husband.
Xu Luxi visited more than a hundred people who had worked with her husband and wrote the book "Deng Jia First Turn", and wrote full of love into the book.
She has been living in a house of more than seventy square meters when the two were married, cleaning the room clean and tidy, as if her husband was still alive, guarding their love in her way.
Seeing this, I can't help but think of the love story of Premier Zhou and Deng Yingchao, Who also dedicated his life to the motherland, and finally said to his wife before his death, "I am a staunch materialist, only you, I hope to have an afterlife." "What a sincere expression, touching.
In our generation, the most beautiful love should be to grow up with each other and become the best version of ourselves together.