"I can't afford it"
At the scene of the trial on October 26, 2017, the white-haired mother cried.
Seeing this scene, the surrounding police officers were all moved. The old man took the initiative to surrender and admit the fact that he had murdered his son, but his inner grievances and reluctance could not be told!
Since the birth of her youngest son, this mother has given him all her love! This son was like glued to himself, never left! However, his son, because of his birth, was plagued by illness, and he had exhausted his mother's torment!
You can only choose this way to liberate yourself!
So what caused this mother to poison her own son?
Why does this mother see the "death" of her child as "relief"? What was the final verdict of the old man? It all started in 1971.
Fate suddenly changed, and he almost lost his family to save his children
The old lady, whose name was Huang Juan (not her real name), was a worker at a radio factory in Guangzhou when she was young. In her early years, Huang Juan was beautiful and well-formed, and was very popular in the factory. She chose left and right, and finally entered the palace of marriage with a young man named Li Gang (pseudonym).
With the efforts of the two, although their lives were not rich enough, they were barely strong enough to the point of being well-off. But the fly in the ointment is that the young couple has been married for many years and has never had children. Parents and relatives are very anxious, so every year during the Spring Festival family gathering, the matter of "giving birth" must be emphasized by parents and relatives.
However, Huang Juan also felt very anxious and had been preparing for pregnancy. But the two worked hard for years, but there was no news of the pregnancy. Later, Li Gang's family even suspected that Huang Juan had infertility and encouraged Huang Juan to go to the hospital for a gynecological examination, but the test results showed that "everything was normal".
Li Gang finally couldn't sit still when he saw the examination report, and then he simply ran to the hospital himself to check it out. However, the inspection report also shows that the indicators are very normal.
This is really confusing, why the indicators are normal but can not get pregnant! So the little two tried a lot of folk remedies for children in private.
Until Huang Juan was thirty-seven years old, she was nauseated when she ate, and her menstruation was delayed. Go to the hospital to check it out, and sure enough, she is pregnant! Years of hard work have not been in vain, and finally ushered in good news!
Huang Juan knew that this child was not easy to come by, so during the pregnancy, she carefully raised the fetus, and the atmosphere did not dare to come out. When Huang Juan was five months pregnant, she had symptoms of seeing redness, which frightened Huang Juan.
She was originally an elderly mother, and this fetus was not too stable. But if she can't give birth to the child smoothly, she may not have a chance to get pregnant in this life.
Fortunately, I went to the hospital in time, and finally saved the child. In order to prevent other accidents, Huang Juan was simply admitted to the hospital. A few months passed suddenly, and Huang Juan eventually gave birth to a son for Li Gang.
After the arrival of her son, Huang Juan swept away her previous sadness, and the relationship between their entire family became incomparably harmonious. So after discussion, they named the child Li Guo'en (pseudonym).
Huang Juan has no great ambitions, she only hopes that her children can grow up safely and peacefully, and living a life like this is her greatest happiness. Fate played a huge joke on them.
When Li Guoen was three years old, the other children could already walk and call their mothers, but Li Guoen did not walk or speak. The whole person just looked at the distance in such a daze.
What's wrong with that? Huang Juan loves to read and often reads various magazines in her spare time. She had read about trisomy 21 in books before, and as the days passed, she already had a conjecture in her mind, but then she would stop herself from thinking in that direction.
Year after year, other people's six-year-old children have been running around the street, but Li Guoen is lying in bed all day and does not move, occasionally crying a few times, which is really disturbing.
Huang Juan could not hold back any longer, and she told her husband her conjecture. Li Gang also changed his face when he heard this conjecture, and he said to Huang Juan, "You are confused! There is such a big thing, why are you telling me now! ”
The two were busy packing up their things and went to the largest hospital nearby, and after a doctor's examination, they found that the child did have 21 - trisomy syndrome, a thunderbolt on a sunny day! At that time, Huang Juan felt, "This family is afraid that it is going to be scattered."
After the doctor's science, Huang Juan finally understood that Down syndrome is caused by chromosomal abnormalities in the human body, under normal circumstances, if the fetus has Down syndrome, then nearly 60% of the fetus will naturally miscarry, which is also the reason why Huang Juan has signs of miscarriage in the fifth month of pregnancy.
Children with Down syndrome have a variety of diseases such as intellectual disability and developmental delay, which are generally accompanied by facial deformities. This disease will accompany the child for a lifetime and will also bring a very heavy burden to the family.
Over the years, in order to help Li Guoen to treat, Huang Juan and his wife have traveled all over the world, running all over the large and small hospitals in Guangzhou, and have also tried many folk remedies, but Li Guoen's illness has not improved at all.
Pity the hearts of parents in the world, Huang Juan resisted the pressure to raise her children
The news of Huang Juan's child's illness soon spread in the factory where they worked, because Huang Juan was a kind person and had a very good relationship in the factory, and many sisters who had a good relationship with Huang Juan advised Huang Juan to have a healthy child.
Huang Juan is also thinking that having a healthy and happy baby is her wish all along. Coupled with the fact that over the years, in order to seek a child, having a child has almost become her obsession.
But Li Gang said that he would not have children anymore, and he hoped to raise Li Guo'en well. In addition, the family's financial pressure is also very large, and there is no extra money to raise another child. After discussing, the two decided to use their life savings to raise Li Guoen well.
With the passage of time, Huang Juan spent more and more energy on Li Guoen, and in order to better take care of Li Guoen, Huang Juan simply quit her job in the factory, which undoubtedly made the poor family worse.
Fortunately, with the support of Li Gang, these two people are dependent on each other, Huang Juan has a partner who fights side by side, and although the life is hard, it is not lonely. Under the care of Huang Juan, Li Guoen was finally able to talk and walk when he was fifteen years old. Progress, although slow, has finally borne fruit.
At that time, Huang Juan heard Li Guoen call her "Mother" and burst into tears of excitement. She happily called her husband: "Our children will call Mom!" I can walk too! This incident let Huang Juan know that hard work can be rewarded after all.
However, as Li Guoen grew older, Huang Juan felt more and more powerless. "I can accompany my child for a while, but I can't accompany my child for a lifetime!" One day, after Huang Juan helped Li Guoen wash his clothes, he suddenly had such an idea.
So Huang Juan consulted with Li Gang, and the two hoped to help Li Guo'en find a wife. After his death, Li Guo'en's life and life were still taken care of.
After making up her mind, Huang Juan began to help her children prepare for the bride price. She had quit her factory job, so she had to take some jobs to sweep the floor and pick up scraps outside, or to find temporary jobs.
Huang Juan saved for many years, and finally saved enough dowry money for the child, she did not ask for the woman's appearance and family lineage, only hoped that the woman could take good care of her children, but during the blind date, many girls just looked at Li Guoen and hurriedly fled the blind date scene.
Huang Juan sighed and decided not to help Li Guo'en find a partner anymore, at that time she made up her mind to raise her children for the rest of her life. Fate gave Huang Juan a fatal blow again at this time.
Li Guo'en was completely incapacitated, and Huang Juan poisoned and killed her son
When Lai was thirty years old, his condition deteriorated and his brain atrophied. His mobility skills deteriorated day by day, and he ended up lying in bed waiting for his mother to come and feed him.
Huang Juan had to work hard and continue to take care of Li Guo'en. At that time, Huang Juan was like a clockwork clock, and she took "Li Guoen" as the focus of her life, and she kept turning all the time.
Finally, Li Guoen's condition stopped deteriorating, but because of the long-term bedridden, Li Guoen could not walk upright. Later, an illness took away Li Gang's life, and only Huang Juan was left in the family to support her.
Huang Juan often lamented the impermanence of fate at night, and often resented that God did not open his eyes. But after dawn, she gathered all her emotions and continued to devote herself to the work of taking care of Li Guo'en.
In 2017, Li Guoen was already forty-six years old, and Huang Juan had already become an elderly woman in her eighties. The burdens of her body and the burdens of life overwhelmed Huang Juan.
Since the death of her husband, Huang Juan has been thinking: "Over the years, I have been working hard to take care of my children, and I have hardly had any interpersonal relationships, and most of my former friends have not been in touch, and if I die, there will be no one to take care of the aftermath." ”
Huang Juan then thought, "After I die, who will take care of my children?" Over the years, his health has gotten worse and worse, and it is difficult to even turn over. Huang Juan thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to kill her own child!
Tiger poison is not yet hungry! If it weren't for the desperation, who would want to kill their own children? After Huang Juan made up her mind, she lied that she was not sleeping well, and then bought a lot of sleeping pills from nearby pills.
Huang Juan then fed all these sleeping pills to Li Guoen, and then strangled Li Guoen to death on the bed with a towel. Then Huang Juan came to the police station to turn herself in, she felt very remorseful about her killing of Li Guo'en, but she was really cornered!
At the trial, Huang Juan said the following words: "I just hope that my child can suffer a little less!" If I die, my child will only be more miserable, and this is also a relief! ”
As soon as this statement came out, the audience was in an uproar. In the end, the judge found that the nature of the case was special, and coupled with the fact that the social security institution was not so perfect, it could be said that this was a tragedy for the whole society, so the sentence could be imposed as appropriate.
In the end, Huang Juan was sentenced to three years in prison, suspended for four years. From this case, we can also see that the law is also constantly improving, from the very beginning of "legal theory is not humane" and has become more and more humane. With the death of Li Guoen, Huang Juan's hard work in this life has finally come to an end.