Since the beginning of winter, my biggest change is that I am afraid of being alone, and in the long winter, I can not speak all day, and the original unaccompanied mood is clear enough, but the winter is not GOOD.

Since the winter, my biggest change is that I am very afraid of being alone, and the long winter I can not speak all day, the original unaccompanied mood is clear enough, but the winter is not good, the whole person is wet, like a road that rained all night, the fallen leaves can be stirred up, every day after the winter I want to cry, want to grab anything around me, want to walk into the crowd, want to hear the sound, want to hug and sleep, every pore on the body is really feeling lonely, I am like a lost elephant, Thrown into the cold space of time in a daze. People often say the pursuit of happiness. I will never deserve it. Compared to those who cultivated in the original family, the smile and look of great confidence. Really envious