This was the third time Xu Sheng had fallen off the list, and he wandered around in frustration and stumbled into a valley, just when the valley peach blossoms were in full bloom. He saw a black dog emerge from the flowers, how much like his family's dog that had been dead for 3 years!
"Little Black... Is that you? You're alive? Xu Sheng shouted. The black dog pounced into his arms and licked his face. Yes, it was this familiar feeling, and he held the black dog and cried bitterly. 3 years ago, he sold the loyal black dog in the family because he couldn't pay the tuition, and he always felt sorry for it.
When he met this old friend in this strange place, and remembered that he had failed the exam repeatedly, the more he cried, the more sad he became. The black dog said, "Master, I am dead, I am now a dog ghost, wandering in the wilderness, and the Ice Girl is here to cultivate immortals and take me in." You don't blame yourself, life and death are fate, I don't blame you. ”
Xu Sheng put his arms around the black dog and said excitedly, "I also want to cultivate immortals, and I don't want to go back to the human world." In the past 30 years, I have lived in anxiety and pain every day, although I have tried my best to take the meritorious name, I have no choice but to fall behind again and again. Even if you get in? There was no such anticipation. ”
Led by the black dog, Xu Sheng visits the Ice Girl. I saw her beautiful as gelatin, smiling like a spring breeze. A long white dress was light, she had not yet approached the side, the aroma was already attacking, but her voice was loud, and it was clear that it was a boy.
"Xu Sheng, I am also like you, I was frustrated in the scientific expedition, and later went into the mountains to cultivate immortals, I had the privilege of knowing the peach blossom fairy, cultivating immortals with her, cultivating into a daughter's body, because the cultivation was not enough years, the voice did not turn around." When the boy is too bitter, I have given up the boy body, I am very happy here, no worldly troubles. ”
Although Xu Sheng was troubled, he did not want to cultivate his daughter's body, he had not yet opened the door, the ice girl said: "Here the fat powder is thick, not only I have become a daughter's body, but the black dog I took in has also changed from male to female." ”
Xu Sheng was very sad and wanted to leave this valley. The Ice Girl said, "I've been cultivating immortals for ten years, and I have some magical powers." You are depressed, your heart is heavy, and every time you go to sleep, your heart is like a big stone, and you can't let go, which is related to what happened to you when you were a teenager. These negative emotions linger, you live a miserable life, struggle for so many years, still haven't gone out. ”
Hearing this, Xu Sheng was breathless again. He encountered a lot of unpleasant things, and he was hit hard, but he didn't know which thing directly caused him to be depressed, and he was interested and asked the ice girl.
BingBing girl told Xu Sheng that when he was 15 years old, he and his mother picked potatoes to sell, and he saw an old grandmother leading a 3-year-old girl to the bridge. After the grandmother stuffed the little girl with a bun, she fled quickly. The little girl knew she had been abandoned, and while crying, she chased after her grandmother, and she mixed a stone and fell into the river.
Xu Sheng wanted to jump into the river to save the little girl, but Xu Sheng's mother would not let him save people, fearing that he would be swept away by the river. The little girl choked on a few sips of water under his eyes and slowly sank to the bottom of the river. There were many onlookers, but none of them helped.
What made Xu Sheng most angry was that the little girl's grandmother returned to the scene and said coldly: "You damn, who told your mother to give birth to 5 girls, you are the 5th, and you are not obedient, love to cry, give it to others, others don't want it, and then return ..."
When the Ice Girl recounted this old incident, Xu Sheng was in pain, her heart was like a knife, and she said guiltily: "It's my fault, if I jump down to save her, she won't die." If I had asked my mother to adopt her, she would have been 18 years old this year. She always cried out for help in my dreams, and I was sorry for her. Every time I think of her, I can't concentrate on studying, and I don't want to marry and have children. ”
Xu Sheng was emotional, full of tears, unable to stand, a small life disappeared in front of his eyes, but he did not pull a hand, so many years, he refused to forgive himself.
Ice Girl wiped away Xu Sheng's tears, took him in her arms and said, "Silly child, that little girl is actually you!" You were abandoned by your grandmother in your past life, fell into the river and drowned, this experience is too painful and affects your life. The apparition you saw that day was actually Alaya consciousness at work. ”
Xu Sheng listened to the liver and intestines and fainted. When he woke up, the black dog licked his face, and the ice girl fed him flower tea. Ice Girl told him that this little girl was his other self, she was weak, in fear and sadness, she lacked love and security, could not grow up, so his mood was low for a long time, thus affecting learning.
Xu Sheng held the ice girl's hand and asked, "How can I make my inner little girl grow?" My sister taught me. Xu Sheng knew the source of his pain and was anxious to save himself.
Ice girl gave Xu Sheng a blooming peach blossom, and on the peach blossom sat a 3-year-old girl, who looked sad and cried at Xu Sheng: "I want to go home, I want to find my mother and sister, don't leave me..."
Xu Sheng went home with this gift, and he said to the little girl according to the method taught by Bingbing's sister: "Even if no one in this world loves you, I still love you." You won't be alone, you won't be soaking in the icy waters. I love you, I love you all my life, you are my only one. ”
Every night, Xu Sheng offered the little girl on the peach blossom his favorite osmanthus cake, sang nursery rhymes for her, and told her stories. A year later, the little girl's smile gradually appeared. Xu Sheng's mood became relaxed, there was no suffocating feeling of the big stone pressing on his heart, his heart was full of sunshine and hope, and he completely bid farewell to the gray and dark life of 30 years.
What makes Xu Sheng most happy is that because the little girl inside has grown up, he is mature, no longer anxious and afraid, no longer worried about being abandoned, he even has the ability to love and care for others. His comprehension skills have become stronger, his memory is amazing, and he often never forgets it.
During the scientific examination again, Xu Sheng was successfully admitted to the lifting, and he was grateful to the Ice Girl and visited the door. Under the valley, the peach blossoms were still blooming, but the Ice Girl and the black dog did not know where to go, and Xu Sheng was a little sad.
Xu Sheng picked a peach blossom and said silently, "Ice Girl, you must have cultivated your daughter's body, thank you for saving the black dog, and also saving the little girl inside me." ”
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