Whether to let go or stay
Isn't that a bit redundant to ask? stay?
It depends on me, and I know it
Letting go is a relief
It is also a kind of heartache helplessness
The more you stay, the more damage you do
This contradictory stupid thought is in the sea of the heart
Stumbling

My pain, my pain
And how can you know?
I'm afraid you'll leave and take me
There is only a little hope, a little comfort
A little warmth of fantasy, a faint bit of longing
Carry away
Cast my heaven over the colors of hell
Ghoul-thy you
Open the heart of your merciful Savior
There is no need to purify sentient beings
Just ask for me comfort
Let me have you in my dreams
The fortifications of my love fortress
Is it not perfect
will give you an opportunity to take advantage of it
Drill into my heart
Devouring my pale and feeble heart
It's itchy and occasionally it hurts
I couldn't fight back
Do it for you
Is it that I only drink special poison
in order to destroy you
Let my heart be eternally at peace
Say yes
None of us touch that root
The weak weak can't help the wind
Slender as fine as a strand of hair
Sensitive strings of love
But I always can't help it
I can't resist the seductive and pleasant magic sound of love
It's like calling me, seducing me, seducing me
err
It's always okay to touch it
Gentle and soft
Don't let our mental waves be powered off
The outstretched hand can no longer be retrieved
I love it so what
Although this love is weak, it is persistent
Although this love is simple, it is sincere
If you want to go I don't want to stay
But please remember:
You are the paradise of my dreams
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