See also Tsubaki tree blossoms
Pseudonym: Zeng Kaiyu
I looked up and saw tsubaki flowers fluttering in the crystal sky
Look up at your snowflakes and snatch my eyes
My little heart melted in this boundless abyss of the world
Utter unspeakable words
Just let me fall here for a moment
Allow me to fall naked for this moment
Lie in the palace of the flower house set up on the peaks
Forget the shackles of poverty and sickness
I can never be near you
And the dim light of the day
Later, I will keep my heart holy forever
Please allow me to stay a little longer
How guilty I am that I have this moment of reverence for you
Make the body naked like a pebble to the river to the deep forest
All kinds of bad deeds that collide with the chaotic path
I'm new here
See also your milky sky in my little atrium
It's like hell on earth
My little stove where I was being held
See the petals of the bed along the wind and snow pressing low on the branches
Danced wildly
I finally tore the demons in my heart
During the day the work of wearing a gentleman's mask wandered around
I was imprisoned in the dark of night
If you can't get the river to open the floodgates
That's it day by day
Blowing up my mind inadvertently
Passed through Willow Lane and stepped on my horse
Flustered my willful face
Infected
When imagining the will of the mother's peak milk
Always imagine you being young
Under the abundant breasts like a mountain peak
My fall
You know the temple of your pilgrimage
It's where I yearn
I can't touch your towering ends
Unable to chase the stars you fooled my eyes
My lonely heart cannot come to your world
I became the ugliness of the reptile and became you in my world
Chaos abounded outside the aristocratic court
I am like Jesus in this world
Sentenced to death, he was crucified
I don't want to, but I don't want to
Keep my evil
Aiming at every inch of the world, mountains and rivers angrily or shrugging their heads
When I live in purity, I come out and criticize the demons in my heart
When I can't face you with a pure heart
I go to your deep palace of Ganlin and ask for my pure heart
Abolish the evil thoughts of rhapsody in every part of my body about your mess
Remove all the ugliness from me and make love pure
My mind was painfully anxious to destroy the bodies of my parents whose bodies I had received
How I'm like a clown
Distorts people's assessment of poverty
My own face became more and more distorted
I accept the defilement before your pure sexual spirit
Another of my pure hearts pronounced the devil's death sentence on my heart
So the demons of my mind in my world are quiet
I'm also not dirty and contrived
Before My Angels I willingly become under the stars looking up to you
An eunuch walked slowly into the pit of death indifferently without a single tear
If in the boundless world, it is full of endless dangers
There is no you by my side
My heart sank into the boundless sea
Not as good as in your world
It makes me wander
Without you, I'm like a medicine pot that needs to be constantly boiled
Fill the suffocating coldness of my hollow body
It's not as good as my heart
Get the pleasure of a moment of looking up at your face exploding
Without you, my heart does not have a moment of peace
You are drawn around me like a powerful magnetic field
For example, the noble man needs to find expensive medicinal herbs
Filled with a exhausted body that has exhausted its heart
As I grew, I became more and more mature in concentration
But when I realized that I should have been so quietly looking at the ugliness of the world
And when not a single tear is squeezed out
Just this selfishness completed my increasingly inflated desires
Driven by a clear flaunting
My intelligence, my wealth, my woman, my garage
You've also changed and you've become fit for this society
I also changed and I became suspicious of my young under the tattered clothes
Hypocrisy under debauchery under love
Can always capture the girl's heart
Why not now
I don't know because I'm with poetry with you with books
With my paranoia and my arrogance
Got in touch
It depends on all this
My birth with society
Inject the end of my life
I felt like I had left my hometown
Although countless times fantasize that the man in your bed is me
But in your gorgeous deep palace I will be ashamed to die
In the palace of the flower house where you installed it
Your men whip you no matter how much they torture you
Nor me
I am the humble one
It's like dust
But I'm the one for you
And the one who dies without regrets
I never knew me
Love you love so crazy
I really didn't know that my young life had long been infused with concentration
It just wasn't developed
My heart longs to sing with you
But the struggle could not make a sound
My words don't make a song, and I can't scream
I became a captive in your vast web of music
We are like the sun and the moon
Always unable to withstand the shackles of the world
I resent your seeds for having long since been depressed and fragrant
I resented my own seeds for being planted in the ground
I didn't have the slightest strength to break free of your boundless shackles
It is like the endless labor of this man in the sea
I didn't know that I had already injected the poet's arrogance
I can't stand the absurdity of the long days of your accompanying me through the hardships
What I think ridiculous now
In the long river of years I always look for you in poetry
I don't think I can wait for you to get old
You asked me: Would I give you flowers and recite poems?
I suppose you may not be lonely
Your mountain has long been illuminated by flowers and glory
I'll just recite it to you
Poetry that dies when you see the light, you don't get any benefit from me
Maybe my offering is also the cheapest flower
For I find that my humility is no match for anyone who loves you
My poetry is a prison in my spirit and yours
On my long dry heart that hasn't been soaked in your rain
Maybe I'm in the midst of this exotic tree
Be a passer-by outside of your invitation
If only I want you in the next life
Elegant sweet fruit juice in your throat with your lover
It's like the trembling in your body only when the Tsubaki flowers fly again
