My name is Li Lijuan, I am 39 years old and have been working as a teacher at a dance training institution. Although I am 39 years old, due to my perennial work in dance, the traces of the years are not obvious on my face, and my figure is tall and hot.
I was emotionally hurt once when I was younger, and although there was no lack of pursuit from men, I was afraid of getting hurt again, so I stayed single until I met him.
His name is Feng, 24 years old, a young handsome young man, recruited to our training institution as a Latin dance teacher, a young teacher who spoke with a little shyness, and was welcomed by female teachers as soon as he came.
Training institutions like ours, in order to expand their popularity, often participate in some dance competitions. Teachers also have to choose their own partners.
Dance school? Surely there are fewer male teachers, less wolves and more meat, so in the face of the small fresh meat that has just arrived, the female teachers are eager to try, and I myself am a little resistant to men, so I did not take the initiative.
But in the end, Feng chose to partner with me, because when he danced with me, he was very relaxed and able to devote himself wholeheartedly.
As a partner, of course, there is a lot of contact, and when I rehearse with Feng, every time I see Feng's shy expression, I actually have an urge to protect him.
I myself find it incredible that after so many years of resistance to men and feelings, I actually have a little ripple in my heart. Although I was a little moved, I was also self-aware and didn't dare to think about it.
The matter of feelings comes and goes, and it cannot be stopped.
He and Feng partnered in the first competition and achieved good results. The agency also held a celebratory cocktail party that day, and from this day on, Feng often greeted me with a warm greeting, a good morning greeting every morning, and a good night every night. When we rehearsed together, Feng looked at my eyes and slowly became obsessed, every time I saw Feng's fiery eyes, I always tried my best to be calm, but my heart was already pounding.
Although my heart is entangled every day, I also silently accept the greeting of the peak, and I feel that I am back to when I was young, and it feels good that someone cares and someone cares. I know we're out of the question because age is a chasm, after all, it's a 15-year difference.
On this day, Feng confessed to me.
During the rehearsal on this day, due to the large range of movements, I accidentally injured my foot, and I couldn't rest for a few days.
In these few days, Feng took the initiative to take care of me, change my medicine, cook for me, and I also enjoyed Feng's care. On the first day of work, I silently ate the meal made by Feng, and the happy days were always so short, and it was inevitable that I felt a little lost.
But who knows, that night I thought that Feng would leave after eating, but what I didn't expect was that Feng Changing Juridical Class held out a bouquet of flowers, knelt down on one knee to confess to me, and told me a little bit, I was very moved.
But I didn't say yes at first, telling Feng that our age gap was too big and impossible. But Feng said excitedly that age is not a problem, like a person like her everything, he is willing to spend his life to take care of me.
My heart that had been frozen for many years was opened by Feng and accepted this feeling.
Feng is a very capable young man, and we are like glue every day, envying others.
Feelings will always slowly return to calm, and slowly I feel that in addition to being more enthusiastic about me, the others are as good as before.
Now he is like a child who has not grown up, playing with his small temper, making trouble with me when he does not agree, and always running away from home, and then running back to apologize to me, like a child who lacks maternal love.
I know that I am older than him, I have been carefully maintaining this relationship, but Feng's current performance makes me feel tired and helpless, I don't know what to do? I don't know how long I can hold out?