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1
Andon's feelings lately are somewhat mixed.
As usual, he once again chose to slam the door and go out because of some trivial matters that seemed to him to be just trivial, and when he was red and neck-thick, he chose to slam the door in one breath.
The moment the door closed, Gao Huan's hysterical insults were isolated in the room, and he took a deep breath of fresh air outside, and suddenly felt that the whole world was clean.
Bored, An Dong drove slowly and leisurely to the street, and casually found a tavern to enter. Taking a sip of wine, before he could swallow, his shoulder was suddenly tapped, and he looked back, and a delicate and bright face appeared in front of his eyes, "I haven't seen him for a long time." ”
Xu Qing smiled and greeted An Dong.
An Dong was choked by the spicy wine, covered his mouth and coughed violently, Xu Qing patted his back for him, and said as if with disgust: "How old is the person, why is it still as reckless as before?" ”
I don't know if it was because of Fang Cai's coughing, or the prying of the soft and boneless little hands attached to his back, or the gentle and delicate complaint, An Dong only felt that his face was red, and it seemed that there were countless deer jumping around in his heart, and he was inexplicably nervous.
"What, you don't know me?" Xu Qing saw that he did not speak, tilted his head in front of him, frowned, and asked with some displeasure.
"An Dong, I just want to eat ice cream, you buy me" The expression and tone of the person in front of him made An Dong feel extremely familiar, and Xu Qing in his memory also once felt that because he came to the great aunt who could not eat cold, he wanted to eat an ice cream, so he pulled his arm, frowned and pouted his mouth, and he was soft and hard bubbles, and coincided with the current appearance, so that An Dong trance felt that he was back to the time of love.
"No, when did you come back?" Andon slightly rubbed his eyebrows helplessly and asked.
"Last month."
I hadn't seen her for years, and the years seemed to treat her extra favorably, not only without leaving any marks on her face, but also making her look more beautiful and attractive than before.
"Is it bad abroad?" How come back. An dong asked.
"There are people I care about here, and I can't put them down, so I came back." Xu Qing gently shook the wine glass and smiled a lot.
An Dong's heart moved slightly, and his face was inexplicably hot.
2
"Man, after seeing the prosperity of the world, I begin to miss the insignificant little happiness of the past." Xu Qing blinked at the peach blossom eyes and looked at An Dong fixedly, "Until now, I still can't forget you." ”
The dim light of the tavern was projected on Xu Qing's body, her voice was light and fluttering, but it seemed to carry a thousand grievances, and An Dong was shocked to hear it, in addition to a small heartache, more huge joys poured into him like a tide, almost drowning him.
Xu Qing is An Dong's first love, they have been together for four years, and he has also loved her deeply, from ignorance to unforgettable. He also firmly believed that they could grow old with their heads in vain and live their lives. Although they were not able to be together later, An dong admitted that he never forgot Xu Qing.
As the Cicconi effect says, the average person is extremely fond of forgetting what has been done and has already borne fruit, but always remembers what has been interrupted, unfinished, and unfulfilled.
Men have a "first love complex", in the hearts of men, there is always a position of first love, no one can say the reason, no one can replace.
What can't be obtained is always in turmoil, and Xu Qing is undoubtedly the thorn in An Dong's heart, which cannot be removed, cannot be erased, but cannot be forgotten.
"Have you always been single?" An Dong asked cautiously, for fear of spoiling the ambiguous atmosphere between the two of them.
"Yeah, I didn't meet a good man."
Xu Qing drank too much wine, her face was pink and tender, her eyes were full of mist, and she was muttering at the moment, a delicate state of a little daughter, so that An Dong couldn't help but feel pity, took her into her arms, patted her back, and said softly: "I was sorry for you back then." ”
"No, no, I'm too willful. I will not be willful in the future, shall we reconcile? Xu Qing ran his hands through his waist, hugged him tightly, buried his head in his chest and rubbed it, rubbing An Dong's heart was as soft as noodles, and he agreed without even thinking about it, "Good, we are reconciled." ”
Xu Qing broke into a smile and leaned forward to kiss and kiss. An Dong did not hold back for a moment, and half pushed and half entered the hotel next door.
3
After a night, An Dong woke up to find that there were countless missed calls on his mobile phone, all of which were from Gao Huan.
The shocking red numbers on his phone screen gave him a slap in the face, reminding him of how ridiculous things he had done.
He had a wife, a half-year-old son, and a family that seemed warm and happy to outsiders, but now he had betrayed his wife, betrayed his marriage, and he...
"How did you wake up so early?" A languid voice interrupted Anton's contemplation.
An Dong ignored Xu Qing, and Wu Zi picked up the cigarette on the bedside table and smoked it.
"What's wrong with you?" Xu Qing asked him.
An Dong took a deep breath of his cigarette, spat out a long string of smoke rings from his nostrils, and said in a deep voice in the smoke, "I am married." ”
"I know, but I don't care, I love your people."
When An Dong returned home, it was already afternoon, when his son was crying badly, Gao Huan hugged his son back and forth, his hair was tied haphazardly behind his head, and a fine layer of sweat on his head.
An Dong suddenly felt guilty, and walked quickly to her to take her son, "I'll hug you, you take a break." ”
Gao Huan asked him, "Where did you go last night?" ”
"Oh, I'm sleeping at a friend's house." An Dong lowered his head to tease his son with some weakness, and did not dare to look into Gao Huan's eyes.
"Which friend's house did you go to, why didn't you answer the phone?"
"The phone was muted, I didn't hear it."
I called all your friends yesterday, they all said they didn't see you, and they are still lying to me. Say, where have you been, and what have you been? Gao Huan was suddenly furious, glaring at An Dong with his eyes and yelling at An Dong.
An Dong looked at the woman in front of him with an aggressive and swear-no-go look, and suddenly felt extremely upset and disgusted, and the only trace of guilt that remained in Fang Cai's heart disappeared in an instant. He put his son in the stroller, ignored Gao Huan, and turned to go to the bedroom.
Gao Huan saw An Dong's indifferent look, the anger suddenly flew to the top of her head, she grabbed An Dong's arm like crazy, reached out and grabbed his mobile phone, "I want to see what you are doing outside!" ”
An Dong was still sending WeChat messages to Xu Qing at the moment before he entered the door, and of course he did not dare to let Gao Huan see those affectionate text messages, so he tightened his pockets and pushed Gao Huan to the side.
However, Gao Huan was also strong enough to grab his mobile phone, Andong could not break free, and in anger, he snatched Gao Huan out. Gao Huan's waist crashed straight into the edges and corners of the coffee table, and she did not ease up in pain for half a day.
An Dong didn't even look at him, scolded "crazy woman" in his mouth, and slammed the door straight out.
4
Not long after going out, Xu Qing's phone called: "It's only been half a day apart, and I don't think about the tea and dinner you want." ”
Xu Qing's little daughter-like delicate voice listened to An Dong especially ironed.
"You wait, I'll go and find you."
On the way, An Dong has been thinking, according to the heart, Gao Huan from the figure to the appearance to the family lineage, there is no point that can be compared to Xu Qing.
Xu Qing is a little temperamental and willful, but she is a princess who grew up in the palm of her family's hand, and it is normal to have these small shortcomings. Which is like Gao Huan, who has no ability, but also a stinky temper, is simply a complete shrew. I was really blind at first, and I gave up the pearl to pick up the fish eye.
Thinking like this, he made up his mind in his mind.
After a while, An Dong asked Xu Qing, "Will you marry me?" ”
Xu Qing nestled in his arms and said lazily, "Don't you have a wife and children, how can you marry me?" ”
Anton: "If you're willing to marry me, I'll go back and get a divorce now." ”
"Watch your performance." Xu Qing gently poked his chest with his fingernails, "If you are sincere, I will marry immediately." ”
A big stone in Anton's heart fell to the ground, and the thought that he was about to divorce was about to sweep away all the bitterness and troubles of these days. He was finally free, and he could finally live the life he wanted to live with Xu Qing.
5
An Dong and Xu Qing are a pair of campus lovers, they fell in love from the beginning of college until college graduation, originally the two of them were rushing to get married. But the longer they spent together, the more tired An Dong felt.
Xu Qing is good everywhere, long and beautiful, good figure, good family, and he also loves him with a dead heart, but there is a point, spoiled by the family, willful and petite.
She wanted something, she wanted it right away.
She wanted to go shopping on a whim, and An dong had to immediately put down the things in her hands and accompany her to go shopping, no matter how important this matter was to An Dong.
She always loves to be angry, and every time she is angry, She must put down her body to coax her, and she can get a smiley face when she says all the good words.
She was so controlling that she didn't even allow Any contact between Anton and women other than him, and once a girl was beaten up by Xu Qing for handing Anton a bottle of water, almost scratching her face.
Over time, An Dong couldn't stand such promises more and more.
His initial deep love for Xu Qing also gradually faded into these endless trifles.
Sometimes he always felt that he was not in love, but had raised an ancestor, and he had to carefully coax and provide like a grandson every day.
In the year of graduation, Xu Qing was thinking of going to study abroad, and he had to go with An Dong.
An Dong's mother was seriously ill and knew that she did not have a few years to live, so she did not want her son to go so far, and she wanted him to get married and have children as soon as possible, and she was relieved.
An Dong is a big filial piety, and he can't bear to let his mother leave regrets, so he advises Xu Qing not to go abroad, and proposes to her again, wanting to get married early.
Can xu love or childlike mentality, not enough to play, where are you willing to be tied up by marriage early? Of course, she did not agree to Anton's marriage proposal, and the two parted ways.
After breaking up with Xu Qing, An Dong was silent for a long time, until he was forced by his mother to embark on the road of blind date.
With Xu Qing's experience in front, An Dong vowed that this time he must find a woman with a gentle and delicate personality, sensible and considerate, well-behaved and obedient, and everything is based on him. He was no longer willing to coax another woman like a lover, he really didn't have that energy.
Gao Huan appeared in front of him at this time.
Just as he thought, Gao Huan was gentle and sensible, because he liked him, he put him first everywhere, accommodated him, and plucked out his lungs for his kindness, almost obedient.
An Dong thought, that's it.
So the two got married.
6
Not long after the marriage, Gao Huan became pregnant.
She was a little weak, and for more than three months, she had symptoms of a threatened miscarriage, which frightened the family. So An Dong simply let Gao Huan resign and concentrate on raising a fetus at home.
That's when the contradiction arose.
Perhaps it is the sensitive and suspicious nature of pregnant people, every time An Dong comes home late, Gao Huan begins to be noisy and noisy, and he has to let An Dong say that he is ugly.
Many times An Dong took care of the child in her belly, but she became more and more intense, and even once grabbed his clothes and said that there was a perfume smell on it, and she thought he had cheated. An Dong explained to her that it was a female colleague, and he accidentally got it, but Gao Huan did not believe it, and had to let An Dong call the female colleague to confirm it.
An Dongqi's brain hurt, unwilling to take care of her anymore, so he simply moved to the guest room to sleep, snubbing Gao Huan for a week.
In the end, Gao Huan couldn't hold back, crying and shouting to apologize to him, begging him for forgiveness, and saying that it was because she cared too much about him.
After that, Gao Huan stopped for a long time. An Dong thought that he would get better in the future, who knew that after giving birth, Gao Huan was like a completely changed person, becoming more and more unreasonable, arguing with him at every turn, beating him and scolding him, like a shrew.
An Dong couldn't figure out how a woman who was so gentle and petty before marriage completely changed her face after getting married and having children?
Could it be that her gentleness and thoughtfulness had been feigned before?
That's horrible too.
An Dong does not like to go home more and more, in addition to Gao Huan's endless nagging is the son's incessant crying, he feels that there is no place in the house that is quiet, which can make him rest and relax.
"Anton, can't you come back early after work to help me with the baby?" You know how tired and hard I am with my kids? ”
Finally, when Gao Huan pointed at his nose again and questioned him, An Dong broke out, "Which woman does not have children and does not have children, and your body is golden?" You don't know how relaxed it is to take a child at home every day, do you know how depressed I am when I go to work outside every day, eat with customers and nod my head? Do you know? Don't be born in a blessing and not be blessed. ”
After the quarrel and leaving home, An Dong somehow suddenly remembered Xu Qing, and he even had a ridiculous idea in his mind, how good it would be if it was Xu Qing who married him in the first place.
As a result, when he was drinking in the tavern that day, he really let him meet Xu Qing again.
An Dong couldn't help but think that it seemed that even the heavens were helping him, seeing that he was living hard and tired, so he brought him new hope.
7
After separating from Xu Qing, An Dong immediately went home and Gao Huan openly and honestly proposed a divorce.
Unexpectedly, Gao Huan was exceptionally calm, he originally thought that she would make a big fuss and did not agree to divorce. But no, Gao Huan just kept silent. An Dong thought, this is good, good to get together and disperse, not to waste the fate of husband and wife.
When the agreement was signed, Gao Huan had only one request, and her son belonged to her.
An Dong was still a little reluctant, but he thought about it again, according to Xu Qing's nature, he was definitely not willing to raise a son for him, so he didn't want it, anyway, he would regenerate it later.
After signing the agreement, Anton Liso finished packing his things and left the house without nostalgia.
The moment he walked out of the house, Gao Huan asked him, "Are you cheating?" ”
An Dong paused and nodded.
"Who is that person?"
"It's my first girlfriend, Xu Qing." I mentioned it to you. ”
Gao Huan suddenly laughed, and she asked An Dong, "Have you seen Zhang Ailing's Red Rose and White Rose?" ”
An dong shook his head in confusion.
Gao Huan added, "'Every man has had two women like this. Married to a red rose, over time, the red changed a touch of mosquito blood on the wall, the white is still "the bright moonlight in front of the bed"; married to the white rose, the white is a grain of rice sticky on the clothes, but the red is a cinnabar mole on the heart. That's true. Also, I wish you all a long time. ”
An Dong was inexplicable, but he didn't bother anymore, Xu Qing was still waiting for him.
8
After divorcing Gao Huan, An Dong immediately bought a diamond ring to propose to Xu Qing, and Xu Qing also agreed.
When getting married, Xu Qing looked at a larger diamond ring, of course, the price was even more expensive.
An Dong advised her, "Baby, didn't I buy it for you, and the diamond ring can't be eaten as a meal, so why do you want so much?" ”
Xu Qingliu raised an eyebrow, "My family of an unmarried girl, married to you, a divorced second-hand goods, how cheap have you got." Why, now you let me buy me a diamond ring you can't bear it? ”
An Dong was very uncomfortable when he heard the phrase "second-hand goods", but in the end he didn't say anything, just nodded with a smile, "Buy, you can buy if you want." ”
Xu Qing happily pulled An Dong to pick out the diamond ring.
An Dong smiled bitterly, trying to suppress the sourness in his heart.
After getting married, Xu Qing is still a big miss temper, and there is no self-consciousness of being a wife. She doesn't go to work, hangs out with a bunch of girlfriends every day, and sometimes even gets drunk at a bar and calls him to ask him to pick her up and take her home.
An Dong had persuaded Xu Qing more than once, so that she could restrain herself, after all, she was a married person, and she could no longer play as unscrupulously as before.
Xu Qing reluctantly agreed at first, but later said more times, she was impatient, and replied: "How can you be a big man like a woman all day?" I'm married to you, not sold to you, what right do you have to restrict me from doing what I don't do? ”
An Dong was choked and didn't know what to say, so he simply went with her.
In the second year after marriage, Xu Qing became more and more excessive, all day and all night, an Dong came home from work to look at the cold and cold at home, and recalled that when he went home before, there was his son's crying, there was Gao Huan's nagging, and suddenly he felt that he missed that day, at least let people feel solid, there was fireworks.
Maybe it would get better with children, he thought.
So he wanted a child.
Xu Qing disagreed, "I don't want to have children, I died of sin." And after giving birth, I will not be beautiful, the waist will become thicker, the chest will sag, and the stomach will grow stretch marks, how terrible! Only those stupid women would suffer this sin for the sake of men. ”
Somehow, An Dong remembered the shocking stretch marks on Gao Huan's belly and thought, "It turns out that she is that stupid woman." ”
9
In the third year of marriage, An Dong secretly did something, and Xu Qing became pregnant.
An Dong thought, now you can always accept the peace of mind and stay at home and live a stable life, right?
Who expected xu qing to learn that she was pregnant, but resolutely went to the hospital to do a abortion, and by the time An Dong arrived, the operation was over.
It was the first time That An Dong had been so angry with Xu Qing, and the anger was almost drowning out his sanity. He angrily smashed everything that could be smashed in the ward, scarlet eyes, waving his fist and shouting, "Xu Qing, where am I sorry for you." Are you so reluctant to have children for me? I'm thirty years old, not young, it's hard to have a child, but you snuffed out his chances to come into this world, how can you be so vicious? ”
Xu Qing was not willing to show weakness: "Why should I give you a child?" You earn a few dollars a month, and even the designer bags are reluctant to let me buy men, what ability do you have to raise children? ”
"Xu Qing, you say in good conscience, do I earn too much money, or do you spend too much money?" You often need tens of thousands of shoes, what do I take to raise you? ”
"Oh, men who don't have the ability will only blame women." As far as you are concerned, I was blind to see you. Fortunately, I woke up early, and now it is too late to withdraw, and there is nothing to lose. What is like your stupid ex-wife, who is dead set on you, and who has worked hard to have children for you, and in the end she has not been cruelly abandoned by you? ”
"So, in terms of viciousness, I can't compare to you."
Xu Qing still smiled a lot, just like the night they reunited again, but An Dong knew that everything had changed, everything was different.
They are divorced.
Xu Qing couldn't wait to run to a new life, just like When An Dong and Gao Huan divorced.
That winter, an isolated An Dong met Gao Huan on the road. She held a man's arm, and the man held a three- or four-year-old boy in his arms, the little boy was very good-looking, his eyebrows were the same as Gao Huan's, and he vaguely had his appearance.
Gao Huan also saw him, and when he got closer, he asked the little boy to greet him. The little boy crisply opened his mouth and called out to him, "Uncle is good." ”
Anton's eyes suddenly moistened, he nodded and said "Yes", but the next second he fled into the wilderness.
After leaving, An Dong suddenly remembered what Gao Huan said to him on the day of the divorce: Every man has two women like this. Married to a red rose, over time, the red changed a touch of mosquito blood on the wall, the white is still "the bright moonlight in front of the bed"; married to the white rose, the white is a grain of rice sticky on the clothes, but the red is a cinnabar mole on the heart.
Only then did An Dong understand that Gao Huan and Xu Qing were red roses and white roses for him.
When he was with Gao Huan, he felt that she was like mosquito blood stuck to the wall, which made people feel disgusted. Xu Qing, on the other hand, is a beautiful existence like "bright moonlight before the bed". When she was with Xu Qing, she was like a dirty rice stick, and Gao Huan was like a cinnabar mole in his heart.
Man, if that's the way it is, like the new and tired of the old.
But whether it was a red rose or a white rose, in the end he still lost it. (Original title: "Red Rose and White Rose")
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