Stick to love, I don't do processing

One

Kerr is the only real memory my ex-husband has left for me. In the days when my ex-husband first left, she was like a shadow, always by my side, accompanying me through that hellish and difficult days.

My mother couldn't bear to see our mother and daughter so dependent on each other, so she began to spread my photos to all familiar or unfamiliar relatives and friends. Maybe I'm pretty, so the men who met me for the first time were very touched by me, but when they learned of Ke'er's existence, they immediately turned away from me.

But my mother was still not dead hearted, and after that, she began to find some older men or less qualified men for me to meet. I cried and laughed and said to her, "Mom, are remarried women all discounted products?" ”

My mother looked at me sheepishly, and the tears fell with me. Yes, I am only 29 years old, not too old, if I still stay in the middle of the word, I believe that many excellent men will still break through the threshold of my family, but just because of Ke'er, they dare to despise me so much, which makes me how willing!

One day, Kerr put her arm around my neck and said, "Mom, why don't I go and live with my grandmother?" ”

I knew that this must have been taught to her by her mother behind her back, my poor Ke'er, since the death of her father, I have been her dearest person in the world, but now for my so-called happiness, she is willing to leave me. I put my arms around her and said, "No, Mom doesn't want anyone but you!" "Since then, I have completely frozen myself, let my mother wear out my mouth, and I will not meet any man."

I started working like crazy, and I told myself over and over again that as long as my kerr was happy, I was tired and worth it. The leader saw me working so hard and was willing to send more work to me, so overtime became the norm in my life.

One day, my mother sighed and said to me, "You are so desperate, the child is really suffering from following you!" Indeed, because of overtime, I have not picked up Ke'er for a long time, and I have not cooked a meal for her for a long time.

"You still have to sort out your own affairs first, and then pick up the child!" When the mother finished speaking, she involuntarily took Ke'er away. I chased after the door and watched Kerr's back disappear into the stairwell, wondering that I hadn't caught up. Maybe it would be better for me to spend more time earning money now, I told myself, but in my heart I felt that I was arguing.

Two

After Ke'er left, the room suddenly became empty, and my heart began to become empty.

Once, when a dating site inadvertently popped up, I ghosted God to go inside. After lingering for a few days, I finally hung up one of my most beautiful pictures. I told myself with a fluke mentality that maybe the love that can't be found in real life can be met on the Internet!

There was a man named Confidant who caught my attention. This man is very special, he does not post his own pictures on the Internet, and he is not so enthusiastic about me, but he is particularly patient, since adding him as a friend, he seems to quickly find out when I am online, every time I come up, he will immediately pop up a big smiley face for me. If I'm busy messing around with other men, he won't urge me to answer his questions right away, but he'll boo me whenever I'm free.

This feeling makes me very relaxed and very secure. After meeting several suitors fruitlessly, I finally decided to consider him.

Before we met, I always thought that he insisted on not hanging up the photo, must be because he was not good-looking enough, so I simply pulled my hair up that day.

But when he showed up, I immediately began to regret it. The real name of the confidant is Qin Yuming, and he is really a person like his name, Yushu Linfeng. We had a great conversation that night, and when I got home, my heart was pounding, and the feeling of first love in my teenage years tormented me all night. I told myself over and over again: It's him, I must catch him, and I will catch him by all means!

Every time I see each other since then, I've dressed myself up brightly. Qin Yuming asked me to meet more and more frequently, but every time he was polite to me, just like the kind of man who first fell in love, he pursued me slowly and methodically, which really made me a little flattered. But when I think of other remarried men on the Internet, as soon as they see me, they are eager to sleep with me, and I always feel that according to our current age and experience, is it a little abnormal for him to do this?

On a few occasions I had suggested that he should simply come to me, but he pretended not to understand my intentions, which made me more suspicious of his feelings for me and more afraid of losing him.

Three

That day he asked me to accompany him to a friend's wedding, and at the wedding feast, I had a few more drinks, and I was a little drunk when I left.

When Qin Yuming sent me to the door, like a girl in my first love, I forgot to be reserved, and I also forgot the skills that women in love should have, and I didn't think about it, so I hung it on his neck. When we entered the room, we naturally collapsed on the bed, when I caught a glimpse of the photo of me and my daughter on the nightstand, and the hand that held Qin Yuming tightly immediately loosened. Qin Yuming raised his head doubtfully, it was too late, he also saw the photo.

He sat up, took the picture, looked at it carefully for a while and asked, "Who is this little girl?" ”

"My brother's child!" As soon as the words came out, I startled myself a lot! Immediately after that, I began to comfort myself: In fact, if I have to pick, every man is willing to find a simple woman to live, but if his feelings for me are already very deep, it is different, I want to have confidence in myself! Only if I am happy, Ke'er will be truly happy!

On the dating site, I made it clear that I had a history of marriage, but I didn't say that I had a daughter. After Qin Yuming looked at the photo for a while, he actually sighed deeply and said, "Unfortunately, how good this child should be if it were yours!" ”

At that moment, I really regretted my intestines, but it was difficult to harvest the water, if I changed my mouth, it would mean that I was a woman who loved to lie, and I think this would be difficult for Qin Yuming, who had only known each other for a short time, to accept it. I pretended to inadvertently ask, "Do you like children a lot?" ”

Qin Yuming nodded with infinite sadness, but he immediately diverged from the topic and did not mention this matter again, and we only pointed out that day.

Four

Finally, one day, he told me he wanted to meet my mother and asked me what gift I should give to Ke'er. When I heard this, I was overjoyed, but I immediately became worried again.

"Don't be so polite!" I pretended to resign, but my heart was very nervous.

"No, I must send her a gift by hand, because I like her so much!"

Is it really Providence? Why would something good get messed up by me! Before Qin Yuming came, I was walking around the house like an ant on a hot nest, but I was very happy to know that there were guests coming, but I always scolded her impatiently. After a long time, my mother came over and said, "If you have gains, you have losses, don't embarrass yourself!" "I sat on the floor, looking at the toys on the ground, and my heart was like a knife.

Qin Yuming finally came, he picked up Ke'er, loved him, and Ke'er fell into his arms and politely called him "uncle".

At the dinner table, I sat like a needle felt, looking at Qin Yuming and Ke'er's intimate appearance, I wanted to stand up several times to explain everything, but as soon as I saw Qin Yuming's clear as water eyes, I hesitated again.

After eating lunch, Qin Yuming got up and resigned. Ke'er took his hand and said, "Uncle, will you come to my house often to play in the future?" ”

Qin Yuming leaned over and hugged her and said, "Does Ke'er like uncle?" ”

Ke'er paused and said, "My aunt is very lonely, I hope you can come and play with her often!" ”

My tears suddenly gushed out, and my mother was busy blocking me from opening the door for Qin Yuming, so I took advantage of the situation to dry my tears.

"Xiao Qi, send me, okay?" Qin Yuming walked to the door, suddenly turned around again, looked at me tenderly and said. I silently followed him downstairs.

That flight of stairs was short, but I felt like I had walked dozens of miles. Qin Yuming seemed to understand my thoughts, so he just slowly accompanied me along the way and didn't say a word. As he was about to get into the car, I finally couldn't help but say to him, "If I cheat on you, will you forgive me?" ”

Qin Yuming stopped, turned around and supported my shoulder and said softly, "Since you want to tell me now, it means that you don't want to lie to me anymore, right?" ”

Looking into his gentle eyes, I finally plucked up the courage to tell him about Ke'er. I thought he was going to get angry, didn't want him to grab me, held me tightly in my arms and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time!" ”

Five

It turned out that shortly after the death of my ex-husband, a friend wanted to introduce me to Qin Yuming and show him my photo, at that time his wife had just died of illness, and his son was still young, he felt that we should have a common language, so he wanted to meet with me, but I did not expect that later I rejected him, which made him very depressed.

Later, he learned that I was reluctant to marry someone else for the sake of my children, and I worked very hard and made a lot of achievements, so he admired me very much. After seeing my picture on the dating site that day, he didn't hesitate to start pursuing me.

Qin Yuming paused and said, "From now on, in my place, you no longer have to hide." ”

Later, I learned from my friend that when I first found out that I was hiding Ke'er's identity, Qin Yuming almost gave up on me, because he felt that I didn't even dare to recognize his own daughter, so how could I treat his son kindly in the future? I couldn't help but take a cold breath: in fact, there is nothing shameful about remarriage, everything you have is a gift from God to you - including your children, as long as you can treat life with a positive attitude, you will eventually find your own happiness!