After my brother got married and had children, my grades plummeted

1.

Before Su Xin had even stepped into the house, she heard a heart-rending cry, as if filled with endless anger and grievances.

When the door was opened, the ground was a mess, and the clothes of adults, children's clothes, and all kinds of small toys were thrown everywhere, and there was nowhere to get off.

Hungry, she went to the kitchen, but all she saw was the dishes piled up in the sink, not knowing whether they were used in the morning or at noon. On one side there was a handful of unwashed greens on the stove, rice in the rice cooker, and water was put in place, but there was no electricity.

I opened the refrigerator again, and there was nothing in the open space except for a few small pickles pickled by my mother.

Su Xin suddenly felt very wronged and couldn't help but cry a little. But the stomach that was already hungry had begun to crow at this moment, and I could even feel the secretion of stomach acid, and even the heart was uncomfortable.

She sighed, powered on the rice cooker, and began to wash dishes and dishes again. By this time, the shrill cry had turned into a faint humming sound.

When the dishes are washed, the humming sound is gone. Then Mom came out of the master bedroom lightly, still pounding her sore waist.

When she saw Su Xin cutting vegetables in the kitchen, her mother immediately put down her hand and walked over, lowering her voice to let Su Xin write her homework and not delay sleeping at night.

Su Xin put down the kitchen knife, carefully returned to the room, and then lightly picked up the stool in front of the desk, looked at the distance and then put it down lightly.

But before she could finish writing a scroll, she heard the door being opened. Su Xin subconsciously covered his ears, but he still couldn't stop it, and the heart-rending cry burrowed into his ears.

The living room was in a state of chaos, the mother's angry scolding, the brother's repeated apologies, and the sister-in-law's voice coaxing the child.

Su Xin endured the tears for a long time, and could no longer control the dripping, leaving a large water stain on the test paper.

2.

Su Xin is 15 years younger than her brother. She has always felt very happy because she is the palm of the family.

For example, the largest master bedroom in the house is hers by default.

For example, my mother would always stew a bowl of soup in advance, and when she finished school, she could pad her stomach and then write her homework full of energy.

For example, when her father or brother came home, he would always bring her a lollipop or a small toy.

Like what......

When Su Xin was in the first year of junior high school, her brother got married.

She offered to give the master bedroom to her brother and sister-in-law because she liked her gentle sister-in-law. Her sister-in-law is also very kind to her, taking her to buy beautiful dresses, beautiful hairpins, and sharing little secrets with her.

There were more sisters-in-law in the family, but Su Xin's favor was not reduced, but more.

However, Su Xin's happy life fell apart with the birth of his little nephew Xiao Bao.

In fact, when he first saw Xiao Bao, Su Xin especially liked him. The newborn baby is not only soft and tender, but also has a milk smell.

At that time, the last thing Su Xin did when she went out every day was to kiss Xiao Bao, and the first thing after school was to see Xiao Bao.

Xiao Bao occasionally spits out a bubble, which can make Su Xin happy for half a day. She always said to her sister-in-law, "Xiao Bao is so cute."

My sister-in-law would also touch her head and say, "Shin Shin is also very cute."

But soon the sister-in-law's maternity leave was over. When she returned to work, everything was in chaos.

Dad, brother, sister-in-law, including Su Xin every day is early out and late home. Only the mother was left to take care of Xiaobao while busy with the affairs of the family.

Gradually, the bowl of soup that Su Xin came home every day became a few days, or a stew once and put it in the refrigerator for a few days.

Then, the bowl of soup no longer appeared. Mom was too busy to always forget the bowl of soup.

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But Su Xin's body had already memorized the bowl of soup, and every time she had a fixed time, she would be hungry.

Su Xin was not happy, but seeing that her mother was too tired to straighten her waist, she finally swallowed back the words of complaint. Then sensibly help your mother with housework so that your mother can take a break, and if you are really hungry, you can just wash a cucumber or tomato to eat a little, and if there is nothing, pour a cup of hot water.

Once my brother came back early and saw Su Xin listening to English while washing vegetables, and from time to time with his hands full of tap water, he picked up the cucumber placed next to him and took a bite.

The brother was so distressed at that time that he quickly went to the supermarket to buy a bunch of food and asked his sister to eat some snacks if she was hungry.

When Dad and Brother come back, they still have all kinds of gifts on their hands. It's just that those gifts are brought to Xiao Bao most of the time, and occasionally they are given to Su Xin a few times.

Su Xin constantly gives herself psychological hints: Xiao Bao is a small baby, Su Xin, you are already a junior high school student, how can you talk to a little baby?

However, no matter how to appease himself, Su Xin could not stop himself and slowly turned into lemon essence.

Yes, Su Xin was jealous of Xiao Bao. His appearance took away his parents and brother, and now everything That Xiao Bao had was originally Su Xin's.

But that's just the beginning.

When Xiao Bao was almost seven months old, he had severe bronchopneumonia and a high fever that did not go away. The little man was quickly admitted to the hospital and then dripped every day, accompanied by his grandmother during the day and accompanied by his parents at night.

It was not easy, and there was a recurrence a few days after being discharged from the hospital. However, it was not as serious as before, and the doctor diagnosed that there was no need to be hospitalized, but it was still necessary to go to the hospital every day for atomization.

Su Xin accompanied her mother to go several times, watching the little nephew crying and tearing his heart and lungs, and the way her mother and sister-in-law suppressed Xiao Bao's struggle while wiping away tears.

All those jealousies disappeared, leaving only endless heartache.

This time the atomization lasted for half a month, and Xiao Bao changed from a white, fat and smiling little angel to a nasty ghost who cried a little.

4.

My brother and sister-in-law took turns to take leave and take Xiaobao to see experts in major hospitals. In the end, it was concluded that Xiao Bao was uncomfortable because of illness and lack of security, and there was no good way, so he could only slowly raise more, hug the child more to give him a sense of security, and wait for the older one.

Since then, my mother has been more tired, and she basically can't let go of her hand during the day, until her sister-in-law comes home from work and gives Xiaobao to her mother to let go. After taking a breath, I have to hurry up to cook, clean up, and wash my clothes.

With the passage of time, Xiao Bao still did not get better, and even intensified. After he fell asleep, there could be no sound in the house, nor could he see a little light, otherwise he would cry incessantly.

Originally, Su Xin came back from school to write homework, and it was almost enough to write for a while after eating.

But you can only wait for Xiaobao to be completely asleep, and then secretly get up and turn on the lamp to study, but also pay attention not to make any movement, because once Xiaobao begins to make a fuss, she will turn off the light again and wait for Xiaobao to fall asleep again.

Ironically, not only is there no good environment, but you have to study secretly like a thief.

Su Xin's homework time is getting longer and longer, but the efficiency is getting worse and worse, so she has to give up recess activities and seize the time to write homework.

Even because she did not dare to make a sound, she could only try to maintain the same movement learning, and there was also a situation of back pain, especially when she came to add, it was even more painful.

In the midst of this chicken flying dog jumping, the second semester of the second year of junior high school began.

Schooling is getting heavier, but the house is as chaotic as a garbage dump, and there are cries that can't be stopped when they come to the door, all of which makes Su Xin more and more irritable. She began to feel that it was more and more difficult to study, it was difficult to concentrate in class, and sometimes she felt sleepy in class.

Su Xin ushered in the midterm exam in this state. Then came the biggest blow of the time.

She couldn't help but fall asleep while taking English.

5.

The night before the midterm exam, Xiao Bao made another night of trouble.

When it came time to take the last english exam, the severe lack of sleep made Su Xin have a headache, and she originally just wanted to lie down and slow down, but she fell asleep unconsciously.

The final results came out, and Su Xin fell from the top five in the class to the 35th place.

Teacher Li, the class teacher, is in a hurry, and will soon be promoted to the third grade, not only to learn new knowledge but also to review the previous knowledge, if Su Xin drops the chain at this time, how to test well in high school? How to go to a good university?

Teacher Li decided to talk to Su Xin, he must find out what is going on, and he can't watch the child being delayed.

Su Xin was originally aggrieved to death, and when talking to Teacher Li, her nose was red, and she said her grievances during this time.

Teacher Li was originally worried about whether the little girl had fallen in love early, or was addicted to games or the like. Now I know why, but I am relieved. She gently comforted Su Xin for half a day before letting her go back to class.

And Su Xin's grievances that were originally piled up in his heart, after crying a lot this time, he also vented a lot, and finally felt a little happier.

Teacher Li quickly made a home visit and specially selected the time when the Su family was all there.

After listening to Teacher Li's words, Dad slowly got up and hid on the balcony and lit a cigarette that he had quit for a long time. My brother and sister-in-law also blamed themselves, and my mother's eyes were even redder.

When Su Xin arrived home in the evening, the house was clean and quiet, and her mother brought her soup that had been made long ago.

Su Xin was surprised and asked Where did Xiao Bao go?

Mom watched her drink soup tenderly and said that Grandma Xiaobao had come and took him downstairs to play.

It turned out that after the brother and his sister-in-law had discussed, they specially went to take Xiaobao's grandmother over and helped take the children together. In this way, the mother can also spare time to clean up the house and take care of Su Xin.

Hungry stomach because of the soup and no longer uncomfortable, Su Xin let out a comfortable sigh, and then returned to the bedroom with high morale, she felt that she now had no problem brushing ten sets of test papers in one breath.

After dinner in the evening, the brother sat down next to Su Xin and apologized to Su Xin cautiously. Since having Xiao Bao, they have indeed ignored Su Xin and made her feel wronged, hoping that Su Xin can forgive everyone.

Then he cautiously said to Su Xin: "We are brothers and sisters, even if I have a wife and children, my concern for you will not diminish at all, if you are unhappy in the future, you must tell your brother, don't be wronged yourself, no matter what, as long as you say it, whether it is your parents or brother and sister-in-law, you will definitely help you solve it, you know?" ”

Su Xin nodded heavily, only to feel that the little grievance left in his heart also disappeared with his brother's words.

Sure enough, from this day on, after Su Xin arrived home, there was still a bowl of soup waiting for her. Grandma Xiaobao will take the child out to play in advance and try not to disturb Su Xin's learning.

When Dad and brother bring gifts to Xiaobao, they will also bring a copy to Su Xin.

The good learning environment returned, the love of her family returned, and Su Xin's grades quickly improved, returning to the top five in the class again.

As Xiao Bao gradually grew up and became white and fat, Su Xin also ushered in the middle school entrance examination, and achieved good results, and was admitted to the best high school in the city.

After the start of the new semester, Su Xin needs to live on campus. But every weekend when he came home, Xiao Bao would circle around Su Xin and sweetly shout in his mouth, "My favorite aunt is the most." ”

Then, Su Xin would hold Xiao Bao and drink soup together, and the smiles on the faces of the two people were as happy and satisfied.

Home is our eternal harbor, but sometimes, there are storms in the harbor, and they will also set off winds and waves to hurt us. But it doesn't matter, when the sun comes out, the harbor will return to calm, and it will still be our safe place.