"If you love someone, say every word well" "Don't worry, it may be faster to take your time" I have a good colleague, a good friend, a good sister... These words are all she said, she is special

"If you love someone, say every word well"

"Don't worry, it may be faster to take your time"

I have a good colleague, good friend, good sister... These words are all said by her, she is a particularly cute girl... So it was a pleasure to be with her...

Over time I found that we were more and more like each other

We like the same words, the same paintings

We like the same music, the same drama

We liked the same café, the same dim sum

We loved the same exhibition, the same hairstyle

We like to say the same thing and like the same people

The only difference was that she lived the way I envied it most: half bookish, half fireworks.

　　Regarding reading, her family's books can be piled up into a Christmas tree, and she reads with her husband every night, which is the thing I envy the most, I think that reading books in temperament, in conversation, in the endlessness of the mind, of course, may also be revealed in life and words.

　　Regarding fireworks, it is probably that the wok is stirring on the stove, and the cooking smoke rises with the aroma of rice. His husband, in an apron, hurried to open the meal; her parents hurried to open the table.

Even if you get married and have children, you will live like a princess.

This kind of life, I have not been. His parents divorced at the age of four, his mother remarried, and he grew up in a quarrel...

Four years old, someone said, four years old you should not remember anything, no, I remember.

At the age of four, I learned to cook, learned to play mahjong, learned to call strangers Daddy, learned to sleep alone... Alone at home... A man standing on a small stool flapjack...

After school, I only played with my parents' divorced children because I couldn't see the affection of other people's parents. Of course, no one cares about my study, the score is not good, I am scolded as a stupid child, I can't learn anything... It's not about learning that piece of material...

So I am very strong on the surface, very confident, very fragile in my bones, I am afraid of being criticized by others, afraid of being ridiculed by others... As the days go by, good things will not be said well, a little ignored, criticized, I will hate the whole world again, and I will hurt everyone like a hedgehog.

In fact, no matter who you are with, you always have to say goodbye, are your playmates when you were a child out of touch? They've seen how bad I look, so I won't remember... So I was desperate to find my own tree, the tree that would always stand there and shield me from the wind and rain.

But there is probably no one in life who cannot be lost

They will always participate in the lives of others in another capacity

Also left us and we finally found out

It turns out that we can be important to everyone

It can also be less important to anyone