Today is a very ordinary day, but it is special for me because today is my 50th birthday. Early in the morning still in bed I received greetings and blessings from my brother and niece, when

Today is a very ordinary day, but it is special for me because today is my 50th birthday. Early in the morning, when I was still in bed, I received greetings and blessings from my brother and niece, and of course, my brother's big red envelope as always. Over the years, I am very grateful to my brother and sister-in-law for their selfless dedication to me, but I have no way to reciprocate, and I always add some troubles to them more or less, and it is really a failure to live to this age and let my mother-in-law worry about my heart. Over the years, I have thought that I have not treated others badly, and I have always come according to the standards that my parents and brothers have taught me to be good since childhood, but in the end it is always myself who is hurt, and I am ashamed of my parents and brother. I have repeatedly warned myself to be a cruel person, but my helpless personality is still the same. People often say that it is easy to change the nature of the country, since it is impossible to change the personality, then do not change it, and what I dislike most in my life is those false masks and full of lies. Or don't be a nasty person. Live a normal day according to the old custom, a bowl of brown sugar poached eggs to wish yourself a happy 🎂 birthday every day!