It's too much to live, I don't know how to die? Without this courage! Misfortune happened to me one after another, and I didn't know how to deal with it! I am the most unfortunate person in the world!

It's too much to live, I don't know how to die? Without this courage! Misfortune happened to me one after another, and I didn't know how to deal with it! I am the most unfortunate person in the world! Some things are shameful to talk about... I'm like a clown! I hope that one day I will die... Died without prophetic premonition... That way there are no worries! That way you don't have to think about your mother who is paralyzed in bed! Faltering father! Don't worry about young children! If there is an afterlife, I would rather have no father, no mother, no children and no daughters...