The original book reads: "After the slogan was a deafening gunshot, because it was not one person who fired seven shots in a row, but seven people shooting at the same time, so Zhou Bingkun heard the gunshots deafening, his legs were weak, his arms fell from the bends of other people's arms, and he fainted..."
When the factory director asked Zhou Bingkun to see Tu Zhiqiang's execution, Zhou Bingkun was extremely reluctant, saying that he was timid and would have nightmares. The director of the factory said that it was right to have nightmares, and this is the purpose of educating you.
Zhou Bingkun went hard, and as a result, he fainted on the spot at the execution site. For a long time after that, Tu Zhiqiang became Zhou Bingkun's nightmare, and even lost his job in a wood processing plant because of Tu Zhiqiang. But when Shui Ziliu and Luo Shibin found him and asked him to send money to Tu Zhiqiang's lover, he hesitated and decided to run errands for them.
When watching TV, I have always wondered why Zhou Bingkun has always been jealous of Tu Zhiqiang's identity as a murderer, and why is he willing to help his family? After reading the original work, I understood that Zhou Bingkun was not as simple as we saw.
Brotherhood
Zhou Bingkun and Tu Zhiqiang grew up together, in the same class in elementary school, in the same middle school, and now they are co-workers in the wood processing plant, and they are still in the same class. Zhou Bingkun has always called Tu Zhiqiang "strong brother", when Tu Zhiqiang took more care of him at work, the two lifted the wood together, Tu Zhiqiang always raised the heavy one, and often cared about whether he was tired or not.
In such a relationship, saying that the two are not good brothers, who believes? But when the factory director found Zhou Bingkun, he denied this intimate relationship.
At first, I felt that this Week Bingkun was really ungrateful, and after reading the original work, I understood that Zhou Bingkun would have such a reaction.
Zhou Bingkun is an old knot in the Zhou family, with an older brother and sister on it, who have gone to the countryside. Before the brother and sister did not go to the countryside, there was something in the family, mom and dad, brothers and sisters, they discussed it, never consulted his opinion, even if he occasionally expressed a few of his own opinions, no one took his words seriously, in the eyes of his family, he was a child who did not understand anything.
After his father, brothers and sisters all went to the countryside, he began to take on the responsibility of the family, before that, he had not even poured the swill water at home, the first time he went to pour swill water, he saw that the sewers were frozen, he was stunned, did not know what to do. It was Qiao Chunyan who kicked over the swill water to solve his problem.
For Zhou Bingkun, who grew up and never undertook any major things at home, he could not bear the fact that his good brother was going to be shot. He was really afraid, afraid of death, and also afraid that Tu Zhiqiang's identity as a murderer would tire himself out.
After Tu Zhiqiang was shot, Zhou Bingkun constantly recalled that when Brother Qiangzi was with him, he was always good to him, he never believed that Tu Zhiqiang was a murderer, in his heart, Tu Zhiqiang was a good person. And now, Tu Zhiqiang has committed a crime, but he does not even have the courage to admit that he and Tu Zhiqiang are good friends. To say that there is no guilt is false.
Therefore, when Luo Shibin found him, he was willing to run errands for them and send money to Zheng Juan. This can not only solve the life of Zheng Juan's family, but also make Zhou Bingkun feel less guilty in his heart.
When Zheng Juan asked him who had asked him to send money, he would say with a straight face: "It is not who sent me, it is something that I have agreed to with a little willingness."
The reason why he was willing was first of all out of guilt for Brother Hadron, but not entirely, and for other reasons.
Curiosity about Tu Zhiqiang's widow
Another reason why Zhou Bingkun is willing to send money, and the main reason, is "curiosity".
There is a description in the original book that goes like this:
From the very beginning, he harbored a great and inexplicable curiosity, wanting to see with his own eyes what kind of woman tu Zhiqiang secretly married, what kind of woman was it, otherwise, he would not have agreed to the lame couple's request for him. Whether it was a desire or a compulsion, if it was not the great curiosity that dominated his heart, the purpose of the lame two could not be achieved at all.
Zhou Bingkun always knew that Tu Zhiqiang had a wife, and Tu Zhiqiang also said that he wanted to introduce him to him, but before he could know, Tu Zhiqiang had an accident.
He was curious to know what kind of woman would like a man like Tu Zhiqiang. In his heart, Tu Zhiqiang, whether from his family status or other people's evaluation of himself, is not as good as his Zhou Bingkun. He is the son of a worker, does not have any bad records, but does not even have a girlfriend, at this point, Zhou Bingkun is not convinced.
When he saw Zheng Juan, Zhou Bingkun's disbelief turned into anger.
When Bingkun saw Zheng Juan, Zheng Juan did not wash her face or comb her hair, barefoot her calves, and sat quietly on the kang stringing sugar gourds. Zhou Bingkun fell in love with her at first sight. In the original book, there is such a description:
When he first saw her, the first thing that arose in his heart was a wild impulse that was almost irrepressible, and the impulse to throw her down on the kang, if he obeyed, then he could not ask for it, if he did not obey, then he would beat him until she no longer resisted.
Zhou Bingkun's sister is the first beauty of the Guangzi area, while the beauty of Tu Zhiqiang's widow is not inferior to her own sister. This made him very surprised, just by virtue of a man like Tu Zhiqiang, how could he get the favor of such a beautiful woman and be willing to marry him and have children. This is very unfair. Zhou Bingkun was angry.
In short, he wanted to desperately turn her into his woman. He was also dissatisfied because Tu Zhiqiang got her first, and this dissatisfaction was also vented on Zheng Juan. Treat Zheng Juan as a lowly woman.
Zhou Bingkun's reasons are sufficient:
First: Zheng Juan married a young man with a bad record.
Second: Her choice eventually made herself a little widow of a murderer who had already been executed.
Therefore, Zheng Juan is a lowly woman. Her current identity has made many people avoid it, and no one wants to have anything to do with her family. And if Zhou Bingkun had an irrepressible relationship with her, even if he conquered her with violence, Zheng Juan would thank him. Because he was a good young man who followed the rules, he was lucky to see her as his.
Zhou Bingkun's idea of falling into a well and taking advantage of the danger of people was quickly awakened by reality and ashamed.
Compassion becomes love
Zheng Juan knew that it was Luo Shibin and Shui Ziliu who let Zhou Bingkun send the money, not only did she not appreciate it, but she was also very angry:
"You tell them, I don't need their pity, I tell you plainly, I don't need you to be pitiful, there are many poor people in all of China, I don't think I'm the most pitiful, I hate them, Tu Zhiqiang if he doesn't get involved with them, he won't commit a capital crime, then our two days can still be mixed up, take that money and don't stain my family's kang, you go, go, go fast!"
Zheng Juan's stubbornness and strength made Zhou Bingkun stunned, and the ten eggs he kindly brought were also disliked, which was not usually eaten at that time, in the Guangzi area, many people could not afford to raise chickens. Sending eggs can be a heavy gift. Not only was his kindness not appreciated, but he was also scolded for the gang, and Zhou Bingkun felt angry in his heart and turned around and left.
Mother Zheng and her blind brother chased them out, and Mother Zheng explained to him that the reason why Zheng Juan was so angry was not against him, she was angry at her own fate. Mama Zheng knelt on the ground and begged him to keep the money.
Zhou Bingkun felt a pang of contempt in his heart, for money, so old, he didn't even want self-esteem, although he thought so, he still gave the money to Zheng Ma, and When Zheng Ma got the money, she ran home without turning back.
And Zheng Juan's blind brother Zheng Guangming, after determining that Zhou Bingkun would be willing to send them money every month after that, he actually "pounced" and fell to his knees, bursting into tears.
It was also at that moment that Zhou Bingkun's impulse to sexual desire and his contempt for Mother Zheng were instantly occupied by sympathy. Personal desire and sense of superiority turned into shame in the face of the difficulties of Zheng Juan's family. Zheng Guangming's kneeling completely aroused Zhou Bingkun's desire to protect. At home, he has always been undervalued, and he feels that he has picked up a heavy burden on his body, which is trust, protection, and growth.
Although Zhou Bingkun's love for Zheng Juan began with a fantasy of sexual desire, the good thing is that Zhou Bingkun is not a bad person, only dare to think in his head, and dare not transgress in any behavior.
I have seen such a sentence: "Like a person, starting from the appearance, trapped in talent, loyal to the character." Zhou Bingkun's love for Zheng Juan began with her appearance, and they became the happiest couple of the Zhou family after experiencing one tribulation after another.