When Lin Xiaoya offered to donate bone marrow to her sister's daughter Yangyang at the dinner table, the whole family disagreed.
In an instant, the atmosphere at the dinner table dropped to the freezing point.
The mother-in-law slammed the chopsticks on the table: "All leukemia is in the late stage, what are you still tossing?" ”
"Sister is Yangyang mother, donated bone marrow twice without success, your matching may not be successful, even if the matching is successful, the possibility of exclusion is definitely greater than that of sister."
"Besides, you don't weigh enough, and you have to eat and drink at least 100 pounds, which will damage your own body." Seeing that his mother couldn't suppress the fire and walked away, Chen Datao could only come over and coax Lin Xiaoya by himself.
Chen Datao was still trying to persuade her, but Lin Xiaoya dragged the corner of her clothes and twisted it round and round, she couldn't listen to anything, her mind was full of Yang Yang's pale and powerless face, and her eyes were full of her sister's desperate eyes.
She had already experienced the loss of her son, she couldn't let her sister experience it again, and she didn't want to see a small life disappear in front of her eyes for the second time.
Last summer, Lin Xiaoya's 7-year-old son Dun Dun left her.
Originally, her home was still relatively stable.
Lin Xiaoya worked as an operator before marriage, which belongs to the kind of light life and less money. On the night of the wedding night, Lin Xiaoya complained that the work was really not interesting, and she had to get up early every day to squeeze the bus. Chen Datao took her into his arms and told her with a bad smile: "In the future, just behave well in bed, and for the rest of your life, I will raise you." ”
After a night of lingering, the next morning, Lin Xiaoya really called and quit her job. Chen Datao was stunned for a moment, did not say anything, squeezed her ass, and left for work.
Knowing that Lin Xiaoya is idle at home every day, her mother-in-law is angry every time she comes in and sees her table of cosmetics, and she is disgusted with her as a parasite inside and outside.
After the birth of her son Dun Dun, the mother-in-law stopped nagging Lin Xiaoya to eat idle meals.
However, in this one work, Lin Xiaoya was also seriously derelict in her duties. That afternoon, they picked up Dun Dun from the school gate and waited for the bus at the bus stop. Lin Xiaoya heard the call of a stall on the opposite side, 9 pieces of 9 tempered film, walk by don't miss it.
Just in time, Lin Xiaoya's tempered membrane was broken, and he felt that he was leading Dun Dun across the road in trouble, so he let him sit on the platform and wait for the meeting. When Lin Xiaoya returned, Dun Dun was gone, and she hurried home to see if the child had gone back by herself.
It was an ordinary evening, it was time for the family to get together for dinner, and Dun Dun really couldn't find it.
By 11 a.m. the next day, the police had notified that Tun Dun's body had been recovered from the river near the platform.
Touching Dun Dun's cold body, Lin Xiaoya's thoughts were all gray, and she regretted saving a few dollars to greed for that little cheap tempered film.
After burying Dun Dun, her mother-in-law asked Chen Datao to burn all the photos of Dun Dun in the family, so as not to have his ghost in the house. As everyone knows, the ghost in her mother-in-law's mouth is the relative that Lin Xiaoya thinks about day and night and never sees again.
That heart-rending heartache devoured every cell of Lin Xiaoya like a poisonous snake, if it wasn't for her sister putting Yangyang by her side to accompany her, she was still struggling in that dark bottomless hole, it was Yangyang who changed her desire for life little by little.
Now, Yang Yang was hovering on the edge of life and death, the god of death was approaching her step by step, and Lin Xiaoya was going to drag her no matter what.
At present, the only way to save Yang Yang is to transplant the right bone marrow.
The sister's bone marrow and yang-yang matching are all in line, but there is still rejection. At present, Lin Xiaoya is the life-saving straw of Yangyang.
Despite anyone's objections, she went to the hospital for a blood test and did a genetic locus matching.
Just when Lin Xiaoya was planning how to increase her weight and how to improve her physical fitness, her sister called from the hospital, and the voice of mourning squeezed out desperate words, Lin Xiaoya's bone marrow was inappropriate.
Lin Xiaoya went to the hospital to comfort her sister, she could wait for the right bone marrow, but her sister cried and complained, the hospitalization fee plus the operation fee, the money was consumed like the speed of light, and there was no money to continue treatment.
Because there has been no job for so many years, Lin Xiaoya has long been accustomed to the days when her palms are facing upwards, and Chen Dayao has never cut off her pocket money, so she has never felt that there is anything wrong with this day.
Now, hearing her sister say that she had no money, but she didn't have any savings, Lin Xiaoya suddenly felt that it was difficult.
My sister's house was sold early, relatives, neighbors, everything that could be put together, even the money raised by the water drops was spent. The sister buried her head deeply, crying or crying.
As long as you can in the hospital, Yangyang still has a glimmer of life, Lin Xiaoya gritted her teeth and decided to go home and discuss with Chen Datao whether she could lend tens of thousands to her sister.
Chen Datao belongs to the top level of the company, the salary is still very high, but the deposits are in the hands of his mother. Lin Xiaoya usually does not lack food, does not lack clothing, always feels that Chen Datao is her, she never thought of holding the money.
In fact, even if she has the heart to manage money, Chen Dayao's mother does not agree. When they first got married, his mother used the excuse that the two little ones would not live a life, and wanted to manage the money for them, and said that her family was also the money managed by Chen Dayao's grandmother.
Before, Lin Xiaoya had opened her mouth several times, and her mother-in-law did not agree, she said that the money lent out was adrift.
Lin Xiaoya sent a message to Chen Dayao, asking him to find a way to get 50,000 from where to go, first to her sister for emergency response, and as a result, just arrived at the door, she heard her mother-in-law's crying.
The door was not closed, aunt Wang next door, Grandma Li were pulling her next to her. Seeing Lin Xiaoya, her mother-in-law burst into tears, crying and complaining that her daughter-in-law had instigated her son to commit crimes in order to help her mother's family.
Aunt Wang and Grandma Li both looked at Lin Xiaoya with a strange look.
Lin Xiaoya's legs were weak, her mouth was constantly shivering, she never dreamed that her mother-in-law would perform this play, and she did not expect that her mother-in-law's news was so well-informed, she let Chen Dayao raise money, but she did not let him grab it!
People are always accustomed to sympathizing with the weak, but they don't know that the weak sometimes have ulterior motives.
She looked at her mother-in-law helplessly, and trembled as she dialed Chen Datao's phone and asked him to rush back as soon as possible. Chen Datao came back and said he was trying to find a way.
Lin Xiaoya did not go to the hospital for several days, and she could not bear to see her sister's helpless eyes. A few days later, Chen Datao transferred a thousand yuan to her, saying that he borrowed it from a friend, and first asked Lin Xiaoya to respond to her sister's emergency.
This thousand pieces may be a drop in the bucket, but it can make YangYang last a day and have more hope of living. Lin Xiaoya went to the Yangyang ward, and when she saw the unfamiliar face, she thought she had gone to the wrong room, and the nurse at the bed told her that Yangyang had gone through the discharge procedures three days ago.
Lin Xiaoya went directly to her sister's house, her sister squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying, tomorrow, they want to take Yangyang to see the West Lake, and there are three days to Yangyang's 9th birthday, want to fulfill her a dream.
Yang Yang's eyes flashed a bright light, and he smiled at the corner of his mouth.
An inexplicable uneasiness struck Lin Xiaoya, she knew what cutting off the treatment meant to Yang Yang, her heart was tearing like pain, if she had money in her hands, how good it would be.
The only thing she could do was to accompany Yang Yang to the West Lake.
Coming out of her sister's house, Lin Xiaoya went directly to Chen Dayao's company. She called him out and asked him about the mortgage, and he was stunned for a moment before he reacted, he said the other day that he was going to go to the mortgage, vague for half a day, did not say a reason.
Lin Xiaoya's almost pleading tone made him think of a way, so that Yang Yang would quickly be hospitalized when he returned from the West Lake.
Yang Yang did not enter the hospital again, did not see the West Lake, did not even go out of the house, and left at 4 a.m.
Lin Xiaoya was stunned at the door, and the blood all over his body was coagulated. She wanted to comfort her sister twice, but the words that had just reached her mouth stuck in her throat, and the tears couldn't stop slipping down.
The sister handed her two dolls, which Yang Yang had given to her aunt when she was going to sleep last night, and she said that the two dolls, one was Dun Dun and the other was her.
Three days ago, Lin Xiaoya asked Chen Dayao for three hundred pieces and ordered a big cake for Yangyang, but Yangyang never had the chance to see it again.
Lin Xiaoya's heart twitched into a mess, the breath of death suffocated her, and she fled from her sister's house.
Although it was early in the morning, the sun was still raging on the earth, but Lin Xiaoya's eyes were full of gray, and her body was constantly trembling with cold.
Staggering back home, she curled up weakly in front of the house, she didn't want to go in, didn't want to see her mother-in-law, if it wasn't for her obstruction, wouldn't lend money to her sister, Yangyang couldn't have died so quickly.
"Mom, if you think of another way, Xiao Ya will come back from the West Lake tomorrow, and she will definitely have to make trouble for me to make money for her sister again."
"Didn't you say it was a mortgage?"
"That's fooling her, the mortgage, it's all come to this time, will I still do that stupid thing for her?"
"Otherwise, you will go to the hospital to find her sister, like the last time you donated bone marrow, and tell her sister that if Xiaoya forces her to ask you for money again, you will divorce her." Didn't you succeed in stopping her from donating bone marrow last time? ”
"Yes, if I hadn't stopped her, her body would have to be three long and two short, and my divorce would have been difficult."
Lin Xiaoya lost a trace of strength, a kind of despair more terrible than death filled her, a pile of glass slag pierced her internal organs and hurt, she could see the two dark hearts of her mother-in-law and Chen Dayao through the crack in the door.
Dropped the key three times before she opened the door.
"Xiao Ya, why are you back, let's discuss going to see Yangyang tomorrow?" The mother-in-law's face is fake and kind, and she pretends to be so vicious. Chen Datao was also surprised and asked why he didn't go to the West Lake.
"Don't count anymore, Yang Yang is dead." Lin Xiaoya's lips were all bitten. She slammed the door hard to express her anger.
"Whoever you throw it to, who has the ability to take your own money to do charity, to raise you, but also to bring relief to your whole family, and not to exhaust our family Toutao." The mother-in-law's piercing voice echoed every wall.
That night, Chen Datao did not come back to live, and her mother-in-law did not cook.
It turned out that Chen Dayao had long since thought about it, no wonder he refused to help her.
The mother-in-law refuses to borrow money, Lin Xiaoya can endure, but Chen Datao is her husband who sleeps in the same bed, when she is in trouble, he not only stands by and watches, but also despicablely threatens his sister with divorce, not allowing Lin Xiaoya to donate bone marrow, and she cannot forgive in this life.
Such a selfish and cold man, Lin Xiaoya did not want it for a moment.
The next day, Lin Xiaoya packed up her clothes, went out to rent a private house, and sent a message to Chen Dayao's Civil Affairs Bureau to see her. At about 10 o'clock, Lin Xiaoya went half an hour earlier, arrived at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and saw Chen Dayao, who was the first in line. She smiled bitterly, and her heart seemed to have been caught by a cat, it turned out that he was more anxious to divorce than her, in fact, there were really few divorced people, and there was no need to queue up in advance.
The marriage was so quietly divorced, Lin Xiaoya did not let her sister know.
A month later, it was the Qingming Festival, and my sister hurriedly called Lin Xiaoya, who originally wanted to go to the cemetery to see Dun Dun and Yangyang.
She had just gone to Lin Xiaoya's house and saw Chen Datao and her mother-in-law helping a pregnant woman downstairs, and her stomach looked like she was at least five months pregnant.
Lin Xiaoya handed the divorce certificate to her sister, who looked stunned: "I won't let you donate bone marrow, he still ..."
In fact, two days ago, Lin Xiaoya figured out the truth. After the divorce, the more Lin Xiaoya thought about it, the more wrong she became, and she was impulsive and divorced naked. She rummaged through her mobile phone to find Chen Dayao's colleague, in fact, three months ago, she wanted to find him.
He is the network manager of Chen Datao's company. At that company gathering, Chen Datao brought his family, Lin Xiaoya actually recognized him at a glance as her college alumni, and added WeChat on the spot, the young man said very little, ask a word, so lin Xiaoya did not contact him much.
Lin Xiaoya wanted to confirm his guess, so he tried to ask, and the young man quickly returned the message, saying that they were married to vice president Chen and his little assistant, and they had a banquet last week.
Hearing this news, Lin Xiaoya was not surprised.
That time, Chen Dayao transferred a thousand yuan to her, saying that it was borrowed by a colleague, and that night, Lin Xiaoya checked Chen Dayao's mobile phone. She wanted to see if it was transferred to him by her mother-in-law or if he had spare money on himself, but she saw a new message, which was sent by the head of a cartoon girl, and the original words were: Brother Tao, you embezzled the money to buy a house for my brother, and the company found out what to do?
After reading it, Lin Xiaoya's head "buzzed". But the next second, she reacted, filmed the chat history, and marked the message as unread.
Although at that time she was furious, saying that Chen Datao would raise her for a lifetime, and now how to change her heart, but thinking that she still had to ask Chen Datao to raise money, she could only slow down this matter.
Since Chen Datao had long since lost half of his marital love, Lin Xiaoya had also decided not to be a virgin.
Turning over the recruitment information of Chen Dayao's company, Lin Xiaoya used the excuse of wanting to go to Chen Dayao's company to seek the position of assistant general manager, and directly asked the alumni guy for the general manager's mailbox, she sent the chat record, and also attached some suggestions by the way.
Chen Datao is a veteran figure of the company, and everyone in the company knows it, and he often says that he will rely on this company to give him a pension in the second half of his life.
She thinks that after Chen Datao embezzles the payment, the company may not give him a pension, his special industry, there are few in the city, with this notoriety to find a job, it is estimated that it is not an easy task.
Divorced, Lin Xiaoya did not feel relaxed, retaliated, and she did not have pleasure.
The night house was as silent as death, and Lin Xiaoya fell into contemplation.
When she was a child, she relied on her sister for everything and everything, and when she did something wrong, her sister helped her clean up the aftermath, and when she had difficulties, her sister stood up for her in front. Growing up, going to a third-rate college and not finding a good job, she bet her final bet on her future husband.
After getting married, she was finally relieved. She has been doing the Climbing Ling Xiao Flower, but Chen Datao has long been reluctant to be her big tree.
Her mother-in-law's words echoed in her ears again: "I have the ability to take my own money to do charity, raise you, and I have to help your whole family."
Before this, she had always resented the ruthless selfishness of her mother-in-law and Chen Datao, and had always regretted that she had not been able to help Yangyang, but she had never found her own reason.
At this moment, she seemed to be enlightened, and she suddenly realized something from her mother-in-law's words.
It is because she does not have the strength to take on the ups and downs of life that she is begging others to be her savior; it is because she is not strong enough that she always wants to rely on others.
After going through this experience, she finally understood. In the past, smoke and rain are not controlled by people, only self-crossing can withstand the flood of fate, and the real ferryman will always only be himself. From now on, she will never believe "I raise you" again, and she will have to support her wings.
Author: Fei Xue