I was in love with him, and although he was married and had a son and a daughter, love had washed over my mind.
We met at work, and when he came to our company, I was the manager of the sales department, and he was transferred from the branch.
My rich work ability and decisive personality make him admire me very much, and he often comes to discuss with me because of some work problems. Sometimes they also eat together.
I know, he's a year younger than me, married, and has a three-year-old son and a half-year-old daughter. From his words, he also liked his family. The wife is temperamental and the two children are very cute. His home was a happy home.
However, his home was far away, because he had a conflict with the manager of the branch, and the boss said that he would stay here for a while and would transfer him back in a few months.
During those few months, I got closer and closer to him, slowly liking each other. Once he drank wine and actually came to knock on my door, I lived far away from him, and when I was idle talking, I told him where I lived, but I didn't expect him to remember and find it.
In the eyes of the cat I saw him, listened to him, and the wine should not drink much. My heart is pounding, my lonely heart is also eager for a love. Don't look at me who usually looks capable and capable, looks like a woman. But in my heart, I always wanted to meet a confidant.
I am going through a severe test. The terrible moments, ah, were full of struggles, and I had love for him inside, and in addition to love, there was also a strong desire, especially the moment when he knocked on the door.
My hand, wanting to open the door at once. But then I suddenly thought of Jane Eyre, and I was re-reading the book. I especially like the book "Jane Eyre", how many sides I read, I can't count myself, every time I read it, there is a kind of harvest.
Thinking of what Jane Eyre had said: "Sir, your wife is still alive, and this is a fact that was acknowledged this morning. If I am with you as you wish, then I will be your mistress. Not saying that would be hypocrisy. ”
Mr. Rochester, whose wife had gone mad and was locked up in a closed house, and he and Jane were genuine, but Jane, who had self-respect and self-love, after knowing that he had a wife, simply left, suffering from cold and hunger, and left.
I remembered the reality that he had kids, he had a wife, and if I opened the door, I put myself in what position.
If he really was a responsible person, he would not have been sentenced to his marriage like this.
My nervous heart calmed down, and I said to him, "You've drunk too much, go back, I won't open the door." He then knocked and said, "Let me in, say it again." I just want to talk to you for a while, and I'm flustered. ”
I said calmly, "My heart is stuffy, you call your daughter-in-law, two lovely children, will miss you too." ”
Perhaps my words, touching the softness of his heart, he stood in front of my door, stood for a moment, and left.
I didn't mention it again, and I treated him as a general colleague, and after half a year he transferred away, and I met someone I liked a year later.
I thank my sober self.
Tell me about my small hair.
She had four older brothers, and although her parents were very rare to this little daughter, it could not change that her family was poor and did not even have a room of her own.
She usually slept with me, my family had five tile rooms in the main house, and there was a matching room, and there were only two children in the house, my brother and me.
The two of us had a very good relationship at that time, playing together during the day, sleeping together at night, and even the clothes were often bought by parents.
But the two of us have different attitudes to learning, I often get up early in the morning to go to school, and call her, and she always let me go first. Sometimes, I'm out of school and she's still asleep.
In this way, I took the best junior high school in the town with the third place in the town, and she did not go to school after graduating from elementary school. Since then, I have lived on campus, the conditions at home have improved, and she has also returned to her house to sleep.
She grew older and prettier, slender and tall, with white skin. Early on, he found a partner to marry and have a daughter and a son, and his man was capable and very good to her.
At first, he and his husband did a small business together, and then it became popular to work, and their small shop made less money, so they went out to work together. I couldn't stand the pain of part-time work when I was young, and I was tired of arguing. His husband let her take care of the children at home, guarding the family's acres of land, and when the farm was busy, he came back to collect the crops with her.
Although the small days are not rich and expensive, they are also calm and beautiful.
The turning point was that she chatted with a man on the Internet, and the man on the Internet knew her cold and hot, and often spoke to her heart. At that time, her son was only three years old and her daughter was in elementary school.
Men sometimes sneak to her house, in the countryside, as if someone has something to do with the family, and they can't hide it. When her mother-in-law found out, she beat her up and got her a dog. The yard where the in-laws live is not far away, the mother-in-law's meaning is obvious, raise a dog, as soon as outsiders come, the dog will bark, she will come in time. But the dog grew up quickly, but it was poisoned.
Her mother-in-law again gave her a dog, but she was rejected. I was small, my brain was hot, and I said to my mother-in-law, "I know what you mean, I will divorce your son soon." ”
Later, there was a real divorce, and the whole village knew about it. When her husband came back, they had a big fight. But her husband went on the way to divorce and said: "For the sake of the children, we continue to live, I will not mention the previous things, forgive you, you will live a good life at home in the future." ”
The days stopped for a while, the family needed money, and her husband went out to work again. She couldn't stand the loneliness and continued with the netizen. This male netizen, who is more than ten years older than her, is a grandfather' person.
In the village, it has become a joke that everyone talks about. Finally, she and her husband divorced, and went to the door of the male netizen's house to scold several times. The man was also divorced. Because of this, the little brother thought it was a shame and never let her enter her mother's door.
Two lovely children, since then lost the company of their mother, stepmother to her two children, not bad, but not good.
And after marrying this old man, she knew that the days were still tea, rice, oil and salt, or trivial, especially when she missed her children, she regretted the previous road, how wrong.
Late at night, the door that opens, it's not just a door, this door, it's still a door of the heart. Opening this door, it seems to get flowers, but with it, there is the devil.