What is history: it is the echo of the past to the future, the reflection of the future on the past. - Hugo
Someone once commented on Xu Zhimo: "His marriage to Zhang Youyi was the misfortune of that era, his light affection for Lin Huiyin was lamentable, and his marriage with Lu Xiaoman was warm and affectionate, but it was bumpy. Indeed, in the short life of the poet, these three women were undoubtedly the deepest imprints of his life, and it was in this that he loved, loved him, and fell in love with him.
But the poet was unable to stay with any of them, and on November 19, 1931, the plane he was on unfortunately crashed into Kaishan in the thick fog, and the young poet was buried at the bottom of the mountain forever.
At that time, Xu Zhimo had divorced his wife Zhang Youyi for nearly 10 years, and this woman with the most cruel attitude was the first to stand up and take care of everything after his death. Even if Xu Zhimo never loved her, even if Xu Zhimo chose to divorce her when she was pregnant, Zhang Youyi still silently did everything she could for Xu Zhimo.
Xu Zhimo's funeral was taken care of by her, and the body was also claimed by her, and even for the rest of her life, she still assumed the responsibility of supporting the second elder of the Xu family. Not only that, in her later years, she also planned to compile the Complete Works of Xu Zhimo, just so as not to let his poems be scattered from then on.
And Xu Zhimo's close friend Lin Huiyin was also guilty and hurt because of this air crash, because Xu Zhimo was flying north to attend her art lecture in Beiping, and his friend died on the way to see him, which also caused a great burden to Lin Huiyin's heart. She specially designed a wreath and wrote the article "Mourning Shima" to express her deep nostalgia for her friend.
Although Xu Zhimo had loved Lin Huiyin, at that time, their feelings had been sublimated into a stronger friendship, and all Lin Huiyin could do was do everything as a friend. Just like the song "Accidental" written by Xu Zhimo for her: "I am a cloud in the sky, occasionally projected on your heart, you don't have to be surprised, let alone rejoice, in the blink of an eye, the trace is gone. ''
As for Lu Xiaoman, who had a bumpy love affair with Xu Zhimo, they had been married for 5 years at that time, the passion when they were in love was no longer there, and trivial quarrels would inevitably break out in their lives. Before Xu Zhimo's plane crash, Lu Xiaoman was 'cold war' with him, but what he did not expect was that fate did not give them a chance to reconcile, and only left an eternal scar in Lu Xiaoman's heart.
After learning of Xu Zhimo's death, Lu Xiaoman fainted several times, and she did not believe that the man who had spoiled her as a princess had left her like this. After waking up a little, Lu Xiaoman insisted on going to Shandong to retrieve Xu Zhimo's body, but at that time, her mental state was very bad, and her family and friends were not at ease to let Lu Xiaoman, who had never handled major affairs, do this, so he persuaded her to stop her.
After Xu Zhimo's body was transported back to Shanghai, Lu Xiaoman learned that the only thing Xu Zhimo carried with him on his deathbed was a painting she had created in the spring of the same year. This made her even more sad, and since then she has kept the festival for her husband, changed her previous extravagant and playful style, and became a reclusive woman.
These three people are all important women in Xu Zhimo's life, but among all of them, the ex-wife Zhang Youyi's dedication is the most touching, she is the only woman who has not been loved by Xu Zhimo, but she must also be the woman who loves Xu Zhimo the most. Zhang Youyi's dedication to Xu Zhimo is not that Xu Zhimo loves her or not, but that she is willing to pay for him. This feeling has always moved people.