You are love, you are warmth, you are hope,
You are an April day on earth
Lin Huiyin
In April, in the lows of the melting spring light,
There is always the beauty and sorrow of that period and a moment,
The one who wants to meet and touch thousands of miles,
It is her liveliness and calmness alone,
Flickering and dim.
A fresh and rustic school uniform,
Neat and short hair,
Those frames are like from a black-and-white movie,
Carefully cut out the elegant picture,
From the first time I saw it, I have been for a long time,
Frozen in our minds.
So we approached her countless times,
Close to this corner of the personnel,
The first talented woman of the Republic of China who has become a galaxy
--Lin Huiyin.
From the poetry of goodbye to the bridge,
Through the "Wife's Living Room",
Pick up old photos of the Republic of China,
Through the window ledge of an ancient building of the Republic of China,
Gaze at the April day of Fangfei on earth.
We can always remember the brightness in her eyes,
Let that era even be separated by smoke waves,
You can also see it dimly.
"Great Concubine Emblem, then Bai si male",
Lin Huiyin's name comes from
"Poetry Sutra Daya Siqi".
Father Lin Changmin is a new school figure,
And the mother who wrapped her feet was not warm,
Soon he married a new room,
Lin Huiyin's childhood,
In the secluded backyard with
The relationship between kinship and estrangement is spent.
She began to indulge in the sea of books,
My father was busy with government affairs all year round,
She also became a messenger for the family.
"The deep spring wind is warm, and the garden flowers and cloves have bloomed,
Peony ben also has two or three bows to people,
Xi'er Future Ear..."
When Lin Huiyin was 7 years old, her father had already been with her,
Talk in such an adult way.
Reading made her tolerantly understand the complexity of the world,
She loves her parents and her half-siblings,
But from her snubbed and feudal family life,
Got a truth, that is,
All your life you have to pursue personal independence.
At the age of 16, Lin Huiyin followed
Father who went to Europe on a study tour,
For the first time, I went out of the country.
She was admitted to St Mary's College in London,
Because my father is always busy,
The girl's heart quietly haunted,
Lonely sorrow.
"I sat alone in a large study watching the rain,
Eating alone, biting your fingers and crying...
Ideally, I always hope that something romantic in life will happen,
Or someone knocked on the door and came in and sat across from me and talked to me.
Or sit with me upstairs by the fire and tell me a story,
The most important thing is that someone is going to love me. ”
That year, soft waves under the Kang Bridge,
Not yet slowly flowing into the poet's dreamland,
Sighing on the bridge has not stopped the affectionate gaze.
But everything is ready,
Meet the talented and beautiful people.
Xu Zhimo first saw Lin Huiyin,
Like suddenly seeing,
The wonders of past life,
"Maybe there is some strange moonlight",
And Lin Huiyin was also moved by his poetry,
"He's that stupid, that kind of kid
The day is real and surprising. ”
thereupon
Under the golden willows on the banks of that river,
In the galaxy of that night,
They talk about literature and poetry, ideals of life,
Xu Zhimo fell in love with Lin Huiyin like a demon,
He wrote in The Cambridge As I Know:
"I've only had one spring in my life,
It is also pitiful to say, but it is not wasted.
Just that spring, my life
It's natural, it's really enjoyable! ”
He is also the one in Lin Huiyin's fantasy,
Suddenly knocked on the door and came,
The man who was in tune with her soul.
The illusion of reflection in the water,
Throwing a stone will shatter.
Zhang Youyi was so sudden
Standing in front of Lin Huiyin,
As Xu Zhimo's wife.
Lin Hui panicked because of this sudden news,
She cried for a few days and calmed down,
Wrote a letter to Xu Zhimo:
"Shima, I understand you right
The pursuit of true love and happiness,
There is nothing wrong with that.
I but beg you to understand what I have
Young Yi's miserable understanding.
She treats you well,
You said it's not true love,
But to get this real affection,
Shima, you have been greatly blessed..."
In order to completely break this undeserved affection, Lin Huiyin hurried back to China, in her heart, the ninety-nine points of romance will also give way to one point of sanity.
Until many years later, in the face of this relationship, others were sighing for the poet's "uselessness is affection", but Lin Huiyin was still willing to think so.
"Xu Zhimo's love at that time was not the real me, but the Lin Huiyin he imagined with the romantic emotions of a poet, but I was actually not the person he thought in his mind."
Shen Congwen once said that Lin Huiyin was an extremely intelligent young lady, and this wisdom may have to withdraw from some kind of human impulse, such a seemingly weak woman, in her less than twenty years old, has already understood.
"Anything can be replaced. Love, memories, memories, disappointments, time... can be replaced. But you can't help yourself. ”
In 1924, Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng of Qingmei Bamboo Horse,
They went to the University of Pennsylvania to study together.
Because of the body of a woman,
Lin Huiyin could not study,
The Department of Architecture that she had in mind.
Can only study fine arts,
Liang Sicheng chose the Department of Architecture.
They come from the same culture,
There are also common hobbies and topics,
Although the two men are right at home,
But it follows the freedom of love,
We feel affection for each other in our relationship.
After graduating with honors,
They promised each other for life.
On the wedding day,
Liang Sicheng asked, "Why did you choose me?" ”
Lin Huiyin said: "The answer is very long,
I have to answer it with my whole life. ”
Lin Huiyin never regretted his choice,
Even before the wedding Xu Zhimo had already,
Tell the world that he is divorced,
I want to save the beauty in my heart,
Lin Huiyin did not change his mind in the slightest.
She said: "Life is always praying for perfection,
I think good tea needs to be paired with a good pot,
Good flowers need to be paired with good bottles,
And the beauties are also their own talents.
But I don't know,
Sometimes regret is a beauty.
Too delicate, too perfect,
Instead, get by. ”
No matter how much tribulation there is in the world,
It's all about going to peace,
And Liang Sicheng can indeed guard,
This is the candle fire that the world looks up to.
After Xu Zhimo crashed,
Liang Sicheng rushed to the scene,
He brought back a piece of the wreckage of a crashed plane,
Handed over to his red-eyed wife.
That piece of debris was then replaced by Lin Huiyin,
It hung in the bedroom all the time.
A friend asked him, "Don't you mind?" ”
Liang Sicheng said: "If Hui Yin is not serious,
It's not worth my love anymore. ”
And Lin Huiyin responded to Liang Sicheng's,
Spend your life telling him the answer,
It was that she never left him.
Maybe she was disturbed,
She also needs to have wept inexplicably,
But she was always frank and self-sustaining,
is absolute trust,
Let them share the storm and advance and retreat together.
Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng returned from studying in the United States,
So they went to Northeastern University together,
Created the Department of Architecture,
Japanese invasion of China,
The two fled to the southwest to teach,
Lin Hui was infected with severe tuberculosis,
Liang Sicheng served the stove and stewed soup to cook,
In the eight years of the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression, Lin Hui's life was rough and simple,
Cooking, laundry, bed making,
Do everything yourself,
In the shimmer of rapeseed oil,
Sewing cloth shoes for children,
Explain Zhuangzi to the children,
Teach children to read poetry.
At that time, Lin Huiyin was in the Southwest United Congress,
A month's salary is 40 french tender,
She wanted to give herself and the kids,
Buy some new clothes,
Or put some furniture on the house,
But she thought that in the midst of the escape,
Liang Sicheng's leather ruler fell off.
She secretly ran to the black market in Kunming without him.
I bought a leather ruler for 23 yuan and gave it to my husband.
He said, "How could I fail her choice." ”
She said, "I'm a woman.
Of course, it immediately becomes the typical of pure chaff. ”
Eight years of the War of Resistance, is it a stroke of the finger,
All the wind and rain were written on her thin face,
And her body was completely defeated.
The doctor examined her,
Determine "two lungs and one kidney infection,
The survival period is about five years. ”
In 1947, she removed her infected kidney.
Friends pity and feel sorry for her for suffering so,
Lin Huiyin was very indifferent:
"Gentleness to have, but not compromise,
We're going to be in silence,
Be strong without panic. ”
In those fiery times,
In a turbulent life,
She has always insisted on her free will,
That's for the cause of architecture,
Dedicate yourself with enthusiasm.
When the Japanese say that there are no Tang Dynasty buildings in China anymore,
Lin Huiyin, who is weak in health, and Liang Sicheng car labor,
Find the Tang Dynasty Wooden Jinguang Temple in Shanxi.
And then, she spent two years,
Looking around for ancient buildings to survey and map,
The result was the compilation of ancient Chinese architecture
The opening work is "National Catalogue of Cultural Relics and Ancient Buildings".
After the founding of the People's Republic of China, she participated in it one after another.
Design the national emblem and the monument to the people's heroes.
When she visited the antique city, she found that
Cloisonné vase on the verge of extinction,
A cloisonné rescue team was set up at Tsinghua University.
Zhu Zixuan, a professor at tsinghua university's School of Architecture, said:
"Now people mention Lin Huiyin,
Not to see her as a beauty,
It's about seeing her as a talented woman.
Actually, I think,
She's more of a woman.
Socially responsible architect. ”
And the people who study architecture mention Lin Huiyin,
Always add the word "sir" after it.
Her protection of architectural culture transcends the nation,
It stands on the height of human civilization.
When the U.S. army bombed Japan in World War II,
Lin Hui was carved out of Kyoto because of the river Liang Sicheng,
Nara and Osaka, marking the direction of monuments,
Saying that this is an ancient city, mo can not be destroyed.
May 1953,
Beijing began to brew the demolition of the archway,
The atmosphere of ancient civilization throughout the city,
It's about to dissipate a little bit.
At that time, Liang Lin and the two,
Got into an argument with Wu Han, vice mayor of Beijing,
Lin Huiyin's condition also worsened as a result,
Finally, he refused to take medicine for treatment.
Lying on the hospital bed, although she was tired,
But there was still a glimmer of brilliance in her eyes,
Tagore said,
"When the glory of youth fades,
The inner personality that never ages,
But in a man's face
and more pronounced on the eyes,
It seems to be the result of staying in the same place for a long time. ”
No matter how seriously ill she was, she also picked herself up beautifully. Liang Sicheng's later wife, Lin Su, once mentioned her bedridden in this way.
"I admit that it is difficult to say that a person who is as thin as she is is, but even now I still think that she is the most beautiful and graceful woman I have ever seen in my life." 」
We only saw her in every photo
Like a terrifying charm,
but forgot how she was,
In a remote and simple temporary dwelling,
With discarded rough wooden floors,
Made a plain little bookshelf.
How to use a large handful of wildflowers,
Dye the house with delight.
In a turbulent and displaced life,
She still lights a fresh incense,
Singing in front of the dim lights.
The reason why beauty can shine out of the eyes,
Because whether it is comfortable or wandering,
She's always looking to herself,
What it should be,
Living without landing,
She's going to be like a normal girl.
Confused, confused, hesitant,
But she never showed it.
An irresistible look.
She said:
"I decided that life itself is contradictory,
I just want to live and experience extreme pleasure,
Spiritual, transparent, beautiful,
Near the mythical ideal of happiness. ”
April 1, 1955,
Lin Hui died of tuberculosis,
Her body was buried in the Babaoshan Revolutionary Cemetery,
The tombstone is inscribed "Tomb of Architect Lin Huiyin".
Jin Yuelin and Deng Yijing jointly signed and sent a bang:
A poetic Thousand Hills Waterfall, an ancient April day
Maybe she thinks she's had a good time in her life,
The hope she wrote was finally without a trace,
"Until that day nothing remains,
Less than a flash of light, less trace of a breath of wind,
You also have to forget about me
Lived in this world. ”
She didn't know that decades had passed.
People miss her when they miss the Republic of China,
Miss her every April,
It's like a scenery that can't be bypassed.
"Beauty" became our window to see her,
It hasn't changed decades later.
A man who erected an eternal monument for her,
Some people overturn tedious perfection.
And few people see her beauty's stubbornness,
That childlike creed,
It is to see in a lifetime,
The April days are bright.
"You are the blossom of a tree,
It was Swallow whispering between the beams,
You are love, you are warmth, you are hope,
You are the April day on earth! ”
She wrote this poem to her son,
And this is what we see as her.
Maybe we've turned the road crooked,
Maybe we had hoped life could be like that
Throw away a crumpled mess of waste paper,
Maybe we're just lost,
Some kind of abundant faith,
And a power that constantly straightens itself.
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