When Xu Zhimo first met Lu Xiaoman, she was magnificent, her feminine style, and the most was the gentleness of the bowed head, like the shyness of a water lotus flower that could not overcome the cool breeze. However, there was a faint hint of sorrow in those clear eyes.
He leaned over her ear and said, "You are lonely."
She was shocked and thought: You understand me.
For a woman, no matter how good there is in the world, it is not as good as a man who understands her. So, dry firewood and fire, desperate.
This is a love that risks the world, because she is a wife with a husband, and even more because he cheated on his friend's wife, Lu Xiaoman's husband Wang Geng is Xu Zhimo's best friend.
When her husband Wang Geng put a gun on Lu Xiaoman's forehead to make her make a final choice, she closed her eyes and said firmly: You kill me, I love him and have no regrets.
This is Lu Xiaoman, a controversial but daring woman.
Among the many women in Xu Zhimo's life, only Lu Xiaoman loved him most purely, and she loved him only because he was him.
However, just as Lin Huiyin has a Jin Yuelin, Lu Xiaoman also has a Weng Ruiwu, they have been ambiguous for more than thirty years, and have lived together for more than twenty years, in terms of time, Weng Ruiwu is the longest affectionate companion around Lu Xiaoman.
Lu Xiaoman loves Xu Zhimo so much, why should he be involved with Weng Ruiwu and be willing to be his canary? What exactly did Weng Ruiwu use to control Lu Xiaoman? The story will start all over again.
Lu Xiaoman is a sick Xishi, with very serious asthma and stomach disease, and the pain tore his heart and lungs until he fainted. Xu Zhimo loved his wife and sought medical treatment everywhere, but he never eradicated it. Later, the sculptor Jiang Xiaolu introduced The Tuina master Weng Ruiwu to Xu Zhimo.
That is to say, Weng Ruiwu was personally brought into Lu Xiaoman's life by Xu Zhimo.
After Weng Ruiwu gave Lu Xiaoman tuina treatment, her illness was indeed good, and her temper was also calm. Xu Zhimo was very happy, very grateful to Weng Ruiwu, the three of them formed a friendship with Mo Rebellion, and Weng Ruiwu frequently went in and out of Xu and Lu's mansions since then.
What followed was gossip. However, Weng Ruiwu didn't care, Lu Xiaoman didn't care, and Xu Zhimo didn't even care.
Later, Weng Ruiwu suggested that Lu Xiaoman use opium to relieve pain, and Lu Xiaoman could not do without Weng Ruiwu.
In 1931, after Xu Zhimo's plane crash, Weng Rui rushed to the scene of the air crash at noon and night to collect his body and help him take care of the aftermath. It can be seen that Weng and Xu can also be regarded as brothers.
After Xu Zhimo's death, Weng Ruiwu took the initiative to take care of Lu Xiaoman, and it lasted for 30 years and never broke.
There is a saying that Weng Ruiwu "black and white serves" Lu Xiaoman. "Black" here refers to black smoke, that is, opium, and "white" refers to "white rice", that is, the degree of eating and wearing.
Lu Xiaoman was profligate, Xu Zhimo was still overwhelmed before he died, but Weng Ruiwu was willing to provide her with food and clothing for her to smoke, of course, this is not just to take care of his brother's widow, he has some feelings for Lu Xiaoman.
People who don't know Weng Ruiwu may think that he is just a doctor who knows tuina. This is not the case. He is proficient in calligraphy, painting and poetry, has a deep friendship with Zhang Daqian, and he is familiar with Peking Opera and opera, which is deeply appreciated by Mei Lanfang. He was a cultural celebrity in the high society of the Republic of China period.
Before knowing Lu Xiaoman, Weng Ruiwu was a typical playboy, taking flowers and reading countless women. But he really loves Lu Xiaoman, really good.
When Lu Xiaoman was young, even though he was a country and a city, he was beautiful and moving. However, due to her perennial smoking, she had teeth detached before she was forty, and her face was haggard, not to mention not beautiful, and even a little scary looking. But Weng Ruiwu still did not abandon Lu Xiaoman, always by her side, and also provided for his huge consumption.
The reason why Lu Xiaoman lived with Weng Ruiwu for 20 years and was willing to be a nameless canary was because Weng Ruiwu tightly "controlled" Lu Xiaoman. His means of "control" are not only opium and money, but more importantly, feelings.
Weng Ruiwu touched Lu Xiaoman, Lu Xiaoman could not do without Weng Ruiwu, and she also had feelings for Weng Ruiwu.
Lu Xiaoman and Weng Rui were at odds with each other, and many of her friends strongly opposed it, the most important of which was Hu Shi.
Hu Shi told Lu Xiaoman that as long as she was willing to cut off contact with Weng Ruiwu, he would be responsible for everything in the future.
But Lu Xiaoman refused, she said: "Although Ruiwu is extremely poor, he has always taken good care of him, and for more than twenty years, how can I drive him away?" ”
Lu Xiaoman also stressed that she has "only feelings, no love" for Weng Ruiwu. But she couldn't live up to that feeling.
In 1961, Weng Ruiwu died, and two days before his death, he dragged his sick body to meet with his friends Zhao Qingge and Zhao Jiabi, and asked them: "In the future, please take more care of Xiao Man, I will be grateful under the Nine Springs." ”
Subsequently, Weng Ruiwu asked his daughter to continue to provide for Lu Xiaoman after his death.
From beginning to end, the one he couldn't give up the most was Lu Xiaoman.
Weng Ruiwu never married Lu Xiaoman, which was actually Lu Xiaoman's request. One is because Lu Xiaoman's old love for Xu Zhimo is unforgettable, and the other is because Weng Ruiwu's wife is an old-fashioned woman, and there is no way to go after divorce. Lu Xiaoman did not want to be so cruel.
People often reprimand Lu Xiaoman for living with Weng Ruiwu ambiguously, but she has not defended anything. She is a deep love for Xu Zhimo, but she is inseparable from Weng Ruiwu, and she is willing to bear all the criticism for this.
After Xu Zhimo's death, it is a fact that Lu Xiaoman and Weng Ruiwu lived together. However, whether it is really sleeping in separate beds, it is unknown. Although Lu Xiaoman said that they did not have that kind of relationship, many people did not believe it. This is also a topic of discussion that posterity will like to talk about.
Between Lu Xiaoman and Weng Ruiwu, there is a "fourth feeling" mixed with friendship, love and family affection. As for right or wrong, let others comment.