The Republic of China was an extremely special era, and it was a period of radical transformation from feudal china to advanced ideology and culture; not only did a large number of revolutionary talents with outstanding literary talents emerge, but also many beautiful women with extraordinary talents spewed out. They have connotations, thoughts, and independent qualities, and convey their thoughts and thoughts to the world through the tip of the pen in their hands; they tell their own stories and legends to the world. Among the independent women of the Republic of China, Lin Huiyin is undoubtedly extremely famous; human beauty is sought after by countless outstanding men. However, Lu Xiaoman, who is also a talented beauty in the Republic of China, rarely asks about them, they are the two most important women in Xu Zhimo's life.
It's just that Lin is not pursued by him, only Lu is chased under his stalking and idiotic appearance; he divorces and breaks ties with his family and abandons everything in the world. So that Lu Xiaoman's ashes were unclaimed after her death, she still waited for more than twenty years before she established her crown tomb. Why? There are two reasons, one is that Lu Xiaoman has no heirs and no relatives and friends before her death, and the other is related to her last wishes before she died.
In the 1960s and 1970s, Lu Xiaoman died of illness in a hospital in Shanghai; his life of hardships and hardships came to an end. Her love affair with Xu Zhimo was prevented by relatives and friends on both sides, but the more the love was blocked, the more she wanted to be together; so she was complained and hated by her relatives and friends around her for a lifetime. In fact, in addition to her love-hate entanglement, Lu Xiaoman is indeed a talented and emotional woman with talent and beauty side by side; and all this is inseparable from the education and cultivation she received from childhood. Lu Ding, a talented man in the late Qing Dynasty, was Lu Xiaoman's father, who had served as a teacher at the Imperial Beizi Academy with his outstanding literary skills. And Lu Xiaoman's mother Wu Manhua was not simple, she was very good at Danqing pen and ink from the official family, and she was a talented woman in the famous capital at that time.
Therefore, Lu Xiaoman, who inherited the excellent genes of his parents, would have had an extremely bright future. But this good thing was ruined in her own hands, and resolutely divorcing Wang Geng was the beginning of her loss of everything. Speaking of Wang Geng as a person, he is a talent who is highly praised by the People's Republic of China. He successively studied at Tsinghua, Columbia, Princeton, West Point And other top universities and universities, and held high positions in the War Department of the Beiyang Government many times after returning to China. At that time, I don't know how many women broke through the threshold and wanted to enter his house, otherwise how Lu Xiaoman's parents would let their excellent daughter marry him.
The biggest reason why Lu Xiaoman married Wang Geng in the first place was not how capable he was; it was just that she did what her parents had agreed to. After only knowing each other for a month or so, they had little love to speak of; let alone each other. Wang Geng is not a person who knows how to be messy, and even because of his work, he does not have much time to accompany Lu Xiaoman, how can this make Lu Xiaoman, who yearns for the ultimate love and romantic life, acceptable. Therefore, when Xu Zhimo, a romantic and amorous talent, appeared, the marriage between Lu Xiaoman and Wang Geng can be said to have ended. Love is selfish love is determined, Lu Xiaoman in order to be able to successfully divorce Wang Geng and Xu together; she actually shed the child with Wang Geng in her belly, and the mother has to say that the child is innocent and pitiful.
And this decision also made Lu Xiaoman pay a terrible price, she could not have children for the rest of her life; and it was also accompanied by the strong sequelae of never being able to get rid of uterine pain. And this also laid hidden dangers for the loss of her relationship with Xu Zhimo. After a year like this, Wang Geng divorced Lu Xiaoman under the persuasion of Liu Haisu. Then another year, she and Xu Zhimo were officially married. However, this marriage is destined to be unblessed, lu father broke off the father-daughter relationship with Lu Xiaoman, and Lu mother resented Xu Zhimo for destroying her daughter. And Xu Zhimo's father also disliked Lu Xiaoman very much, thinking that she had harmed his son's good marriage.
At the wedding scene, the teacher Liang Qichao bitterly criticized Xu Zhimo's feelings for being impetuous; this love seemed to be doomed to have no good outcome at the beginning. After a short period of sweetness after marriage, endless pain often torments Landing Xiaoman. In order to alleviate the pain in the womb caused by the abortion, Lu Xiaoman fell in love with smoking marijuana and spent his beautiful years in the smoke. At the same time, Lu Xiaoman began to be ambiguous with Weng Ruiwu, who helped him to alleviate his illness. And all this Xu Zhimo could only endure, because Lu Xiaoman needed his massage to alleviate the pain. In essence, Xu Zhimo and Wang Geng's situation is actually similar. As Xu Zhimo could not provide for Lu Xiaoman's undue expenses, the quarrel between them ensued.
During an argument, Xu Zhimo's eyes were smashed by Lu Xiaoman's smoking gun, causing Xu Zhimo to leave in anger. As a result, he was on the plane that crashed, and all the passengers were spared; Xu Zhimo was naturally no exception. For the news of Xu Zhimo's death, Lu Xiaoman was difficult to accept; her ninja went to mourn with physical and mental pain, but she was fiercely rejected by the Xu family. She was even accused by her friends around her, saying that it was her wayward arrogance that killed Xu Zhimo. In the end, Lu Xiaoman could only hold Xu Zhimo's portrait to mourn; reminisce about the past between them.
Later, her ex-husband Wang Geng expressed his willingness to remarry her; she politely refused. She also refused Hu Shi's financial support; she lived with Weng Ruiwu, who had no taste, and lived together for twenty or thirty years. Lu Xiaoman had never acknowledged that Weng Ruiwu was her husband, and even when Weng Ruiwu was dying, he did not show much sadness. It can be said that when Xu Zhimo died, her heart was already dead; what lived in the world was only her shell. Without Weng Ruiwu's economic support, Lu Xiaoman's health deteriorated. In his later years, Lu Xiaoman had quit marijuana and was compiling Xu Zhimo's poetry collection every day. In addition, she worked as a teacher at the Shanghai Academy of Painting, where Lu Xiaoman's main job was to write books and paint landscape paintings for the library. Lu Xiaoman's body was extremely weak, and a lung disease made her have to live in the hospital with her trachea. However, at this time, Lu Xiaoman was still thinking about the publication of Xu Zhimo's poetry collection and instructed his friends to do a good job in this matter.
When her illness worsened, Lu Xiaoman hoped to be buried with Xu Zhimo after death; he even pleaded with a few friends he had. However, after Lu Xiaoman closed her eyes forever, she could not realize this last wish. And because she was in a special period at that time, and because she had no heirs and had defected from her family, no one buried her ashes deep in the ground. Finally, more than twenty years later, her nephews and nieces were unable to find their ashes; a memorial tomb was built with her clothes. To this day, the tomb is not worshipped by many people; it seems to be just a trace of her coming to the world.