Sexless marriage: I want to make money to fill the loneliness, but I fall into a deeper torment

Yang Yanan has always had a full sense of superiority.

The bookish door does not say, the unit is not good, the figure alone is outstanding and enviable.

She was superior in front of others, but her heart was extremely tormented and mad.

Heaven always does not make people perfect, always gives people a little flaw or even torture.

She gave birth to two sons who died in her arms. Her first husband left her because her child was less than a year old. The son born to her second husband lay in her arms for only two days and was never seen, and the hospital paid a sum of money. After the loss of her second son, once she and her husband touched each other physically, they were very allergic and never had skin to skin kisses again.

"I've been asexual for decades."

When Yang Yanan said this to Yang Fangfei, he was under a coconut tree in Hainan.

At that time, Yang Fangfei had just broken free from a marriage, and the sea in her eyes was full of bitter water.

Yang Yanan specially took Yang Fangfei to Hainan to relax.

At the seashore, Yang Yanan told his story. In fact, they have never known each other for a long time, and they have only met in a seaview room club. Once they know each other, they know each other at a glance, and they meet as sisters to hug each other until they are old.

When they first met, Yang Fangfei was desperate to death, yang Yanan saw through and saved her, and gave her advice, so that she could end the marriage cleanly.

Yang Yanan told Yang Fangfei that asexual marriage is very painful, but she is very self-respecting and tolerant, and she turned her attention to making money, wanting to make money through money and fill the loneliness and helplessness.

Yang Yanan carried her husband behind her back and invested all her savings in millions of dollars to make money, hoping to enrich her life through interest and equity income, so that her husband could love her and pity her.

Yang Fangfei listened to her investment story and pinched a handful of sweat for Yang Yanan.

In January 2021, the funds promised by the investment company began to fall short. Yang Yanan called to complain about Yang Fangfei, she was going to go to the restaurant to wash dishes and work, the investment money would not come back, the torment was reversed day and night, simply go to do some hard work, and sleep well when she was tired.

Yang Fangfei went to see Yang Yanan's part-time job. That night, she wrote this diary:

"Yang Yanan put down his body to go to the rice soup flavor to wash dishes and pass vegetables, which touched me a lot. Her retirement salary is five or six thousand, several houses, millions of private money, if it is not an investment instability and suffering, her life should be very comfortable and comfortable. Her project investment, are the knife in the hands of others, the principal and interest are not returned, plus the money borrowed by relatives and friends is put in, but also have to pay interest continuously, so the capital chain is tight, especially the unit welfare room and eat money, for a period of time, she almost can't survive, even the heart of suicide. I accompanied her to relax and listened to her talk, she had asked me to put 100,000 yuan in her hand to give 2 cents of interest, and had advised me not to buy a house and put those hundreds of thousands in her hands to take interest. In fact, she wished that I could have money to save her emergency, or even save her life. And I happened to borrow money everywhere and hit a wall, and finally the bank borrowed a sum of money, sold the house and poured out another sea view house. Her husband has always been unaware of her situation, hiding from her family and relatives, and does not know how to be good. The tea, dendrobium and gynostemma she invested in did not dare to pile up at home for fear of her husband's questioning, so she let me here. The good cash was exchanged for these things, and I asked her to go to the stall to see if she could get back a few dollars. She only said that the chicken stew with dendrobium officinale was very tasty.

I went out of my way to see her with the taste of rice soup. There is a sentence "The taste of rice soup in childhood, eternal homesickness!" "The slogan is very reminiscent, and the black tile style plus the red lantern is very eye-catching." I walked up to the second floor and saw Yang Yanan sitting at the right table eating, chili fried meat plus a soup, saying that it was the boss shouting rice at the opposite restaurant. Her dyed hair was scorched yellow, her roots had lost its luster and suppleness, as dull as her face, and her dull face was gaunt. She said that every day sitting uneasy, the nest family around the mobile phone to pick up today's headlines, up and down the page are tired, simply come out to work, 2400 yuan a month, eat two meals, you can pass the difficult every day. She said that her good friend Zhang Mina wanted to sue her, afraid that she would make trouble with her husband. She herself wanted to invest the money, did not dare to find the man on the line, the man's likes and dislikes, said that if anyone sued him, he would kill the whole family. She didn't dare to look for him, so she sued me, saying that I introduced him.

I looked at Yang Yanan and asked her why she didn't tell her husband the truth? She said, tell him, I will die, in front of him completely bottomless. He's going to kill me, he's going to divorce me...

Yang Yanan said that her husband had collected tens of millions of dollars for the unit.

Life was originally a bowl of very delicious rice soup, once mixed with a lot of fierce ingredients, it began to deteriorate and taste, drinking frowns, losing the original joy. ”

In March 2021, Yang Yanan placed a pile of mountain gynostemma blue and dendrobium in the house that Yang Fangfei was going to sell.

In June 2021, the investment company swore an agreement to return part of the payment and failed.

In December 2021, the investment company will make another payment next year...

Every day of Yang Yanan, he is like an ant on a hot pot. She cried and asked Yang Fangfei if she wanted to tell her husband to fight with them?

Netizen friends, after reading this story, what kind of empathy and deep thinking do you have? Whether the society has faith, the family has sex, and when will the difficult times like Yang Yanan disappear?

(The names in the text are pseudonyms)