Yesterday afternoon I sat in the Kaifeng dish (KFC) and talked to the teacher's soul for three hours, and I asked many questions, such as "I am afraid, because I am afraid that someone will take my life", and I gave an example that everyone knows all over the world: Jesus was crucified (please don't give me popular science about this allusion, because I have already been told).
At night, I think again about the fear of being alive —
If you do wrong, you will be punished, either to beat or scold;
When you want to go east, how many people will come and pull you to go to a place other than the east;
If you want that candy, you will be accused of "really ignorant, you don't know that there is no money in the house"!
If you want to ask for a hug, you will be thrown aside: "Adults are exhausted, you have nothing to do";
You're playing with someone and someone will come up and scold you: "Don't know how to learn?" Don't know how to do some work"?
You like brighter flower cloth, and someone will tell you toughly that you shouldn't like it.
You are distressed by your old grandfather, and someone tells you that "your relationship is not so close, you should not care";
Someone comes to the door to beg for food, and the adult can refuse, letting him go awkwardly on an empty stomach;
You happily talk about your dreams, and someone can tell you "don't be delusional";
You want to have some joy, but some people tell you, less than that, your life is used to be a "human flesh and cattle", work and work, and don't eat a bite of food at the end.
When you disobey, someone tells you that "there is the devil who will arrest you; there will be the police who will detain you; there will be officials who will pick you up";
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Probably when we came into this world as angels, everyone thought that this was a wonderful garden ocean, we were like innocent fish, swimming around in the water, but soon, without self-preservation consciousness, you would be hit by stone rubble and cold thorns.
I'm a very ugly person, like a fish, naked on the beach, because there is no water, so there is only the air that comes out, there is no gas that goes in. This is a very vivid representation of my state of life.
My lungs have always been in danger. You see, how many people now have various symptoms that have "root diseases" in their lungs.
Yesterday I came back, I had the courage to be fearless, I completely handed myself over (don't do it myself), let my lungs really feel it, I saw that my lungs were like a honeycomb, like a bunch of steel mesh, both disgusting and terrifying; continue to look, like the rotten cloth head and torn mattress in our hometown, the real experience of my first few years in the world, all of which can be seen clearly.
In this process, I felt embarrassed and ashamed the whole time, as a person, so alive, so alive, so treated, really embarrassing. My cheekbones, eyes, and brain were swollen, and I recognized them as a complex feeling of embarrassment and shame.
Born to be human, it is so miserable and defiant; born to be human, it is so unfree, to be manipulated by others; to be born as a human being, to be so insecure, to live and die of one's own complete powerlessness.
I had a great deal of exhaustion and sorrow in my heart, and I was inferior and powerless to live. I lived until I felt that I couldn't stand it, so I changed and changed.
Therefore, I am very grateful to the many noble people who appeared in my life last year, and I am very grateful to everyone for their support and nourishment from the perspective of emotion, materiality and spiritual multidimensionality, reawakening the source of my life, and making me truly dare, dare to think, dare to do, dare to do.
Sharing this, I really hope that we all have the consciousness to give life some nourishment, so that this soul that lives in our body is full. Only when we are truly energetic and not worried or afraid can we develop our intellect and love learning. A lack of life, you force him to just learn knowledge and knowledge, what power does he use to learn?
Lung problems, from the environmental relationship to find the source. The role of the lungs is so broad that it is particularly worthy of awe.
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