Open my grandmother's mobile phone photo album, see my cousin two years ago sent a video, at that time or the epidemic just happened, I was in bed to see the phone, everyone around the fire to watch TV, and then she secretly filmed, I don't know, is now looking at the phone to find that there is this video, I feel that the shooting is quite good, because inadvertently appeared will always be the best, because we don't know that she is shooting and then her own expression and behavior are particularly casual and normal and natural, not pretentious, I feel very family warm atmosphere, I feel that my cousin's shooting things are more beautiful kind, maybe some people have that kind of talent, a shot is a beautiful scene, sometimes deliberately pursued but not so good effect.
Maybe it is the heart to plant flowers and flowers, and the heart to plant willows and willows. Life is also like this, the mountains and rivers are doubtful, the willows are dark and bright and another village, we have to have a good mentality to look at, this is easy to say, it is particularly difficult to do, just like before I was sick for so long, it was broken, there were micro headlines every day before, and then I got sick, I was not interested in anything, I didn't look at the phone, I felt that I was particularly uncomfortable with anxiety and depression, there was nothing to divert my attention from it, I scared myself, I felt that everything looked abnormal, and the family members were scared, They all felt that I had gone crazy, they were all very worried about being around me all the time, they didn't dare to remember that time, it felt like a nightmare, they didn't know how they could do such a thing, really, the emotions couldn't be controlled at all.
Maybe it was too much stimulation during that time, and then I couldn't stand it and broke down, maybe it was just a detail, I just couldn't live with myself, maybe it was fate, destined to experience those to get a new life.
![alas! Thinking about the past of my childhood, my heart is very sad and sad. I miss the fun of hide-and-seek with three or five confidants before, and the joy of playing FC games around three or five confidants, and groups of three or five are everywhere[fig]](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAP///wAAACwAAAAAAQABAAACAkQBADs=)