At the beginning of the new year, this family let me mix with only me alone, old me, I do not want to live for others, only want to be alone, really live for themselves for a few years, do not allow others to do

At the beginning of the new year, this family let me mix with only me alone, when I am old, I don't want to live for others, I just want to be alone, I really live for myself for a few years, I don't allow others to point fingers for me, and I don't want to see the faces of my juniors alive, because I have not yet reached the time of not being able to afford to eat and eat.