Last night, I couldn't resist making a fire and hanging up the phone. Decades of sisterhood were decided to let go at that moment. I've been giving for so many years, waiting until I need help

Last night, I couldn't resist making a fire and hanging up the phone. Decades of sisterhood were decided to let go at that moment. For so many years, I have been paying, and when I need help, one by one, it seems to have become my creditors (the key is that I have not received any help), and I have actually pointed fingers and taught me to spend money and spend a lot of money. When I buy this and that for my parents, when I spend money for my nieces and nephews, when I do my best for them, why does no one take care of me, and it hurts that it is not easy for me to earn money?