"Mom, I'm taking injections alone, and I insist on not crying, but I'm so scared that I'm hospitalized alone, I can't sleep every night thinking about it, when will I be able to go home and go to school?" Looking at my son who is only 5 years old, my heart is broken, because the children over the age of 3 are hospitalized by the epidemic and do not let the family accompany them, I can only go to the hospital downstairs every time, and I stay until late at night, I don't want to leave, I want to accompany the children who are tormented by the disease, ah, but I can only be strong and find a life for my son!
Leukemia, we usually call it blood cancer, the most seen is still in the TV series many years ago, in which the protagonist's beautiful life and death parting is generally suffering from this disease, seemingly terminally ill. Fate always lamented that this disease, which was far away from my life, suddenly came to my side one day and completely overturned my life. In August 2021, my son was diagnosed with acute myeloid leukemia. I am Zhao Haixue, lover Song Changsheng, the patient in the photo is our son Song Junxi, 5 years old, living in Xiapu Village, Yi County, Baoding City, Hebei Province.
My son suddenly began to have low-grade fever, cough, cold in August, he quickly took the child to Yixian People's Hospital for examination, after examination, the doctor suspected that it was a blood disease, in order to seek further treatment, on the same day we took the child to Baoding Children's Hospital to check, the doctor suspected that it was leukemia, let us be hospitalized for further examination. The child is too small for us to worry, overnight came to Beijing Children's Hospital, after a comprehensive examination, the doctor took the examination report sheet, the diagnosis certificate showed us: "Your child is acute leukemia, apply for hospitalization for treatment, and then will continue to check and formulate a treatment plan, you are mentally prepared, and the medical expenses must be prepared for hundreds of thousands of dollars."
After listening to it, I directly fainted on the ground, only to feel that my brain was blank and my body was numb. It felt like a dream, the scene felt so unrealistic, the crowds around me, but the world seemed to have nothing to do with me, I even forgot to cry at that time, and when I reacted, I cried with tears in my heart, and the child's father came up to help me, "Why? Why our children? Why not me" I can't believe that my son is so seriously ill, how I wish it was a nightmare, but seeing the diagnosis in black and white, I have to face the reality. The mission of the word "mother" makes me too late to think about it, "To cure, smash the pot and sell iron must also cure the son, the son is my life, we can't live without him, he is there, the family is there!" ”
Because of the epidemic situation, the hospital stipulates that the family members of children over 3 years old cannot be accompanied, so during the son's hospitalization, whether it is pain or sleep, he must be in the ward, every time he is discharged from the hospital to see my child, he says that he is so scared, thinking of his mother, yes, only a five-year-old child, he will experience pain in an unfamiliar environment, and no one can be spoiled when he is sleepy, but I can only encourage the child every time, let her be strong alone, I guard the hospital downstairs all day, looking forward to the child to be able to marry quickly.
After the first chemotherapy, the child had a lung infection, high fever does not go away, severe vomiting, after anti-infection, it is not easy to turn the danger into a disaster, looking at the son's pale face, my heart is extremely painful, at this moment, I want to replace my son! But I couldn't do anything but comfort the child over and over again and make her strong.
At present, the child has been chemotherapized for two courses, let us be anxious, wandering, helpless is to have to face the follow-up treatment costs, that is, our small family, itself has no savings, the son's condition is far more serious than expected, relatives and friends around have also borrowed, but the follow-up medical expenses are like a mountain, blocked in front of the son's recovery, far from enough, in this helpless, desperate situation, my husband and wife had to ask for help from everyone, imploring caring people to help, Save my poor son and give him a chance to be born again. I once heard a quote like this: "Sometimes, a person who lives well is enough to save someone." "Yes, child, as long as you live well, you have saved our whole family." If you want to help this child, please contact the author.