"Fly at six o'clock in the morning, and it is uncertain whether it will survive or die..."
On the evening of November 18, 1931, Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin were separated after attending the tea party, but after learning that Lin Huiyin would hold a lecture in Beiping the next day, Xu Zhimo decided to go to participate, so after the tea party was separated, he deliberately went to find Lin Huiyin and his wife, but at that time they just went out on a date, Xu Zhimo left some words on the table, telling Lin Huiyin about this matter, Lin Huiyin felt different when he saw this sentence, and immediately called Xu Zhimo, Xu Zhimo smiled and said: "You are assured!" ”
But that being said, on the 19th, the "Jinan" plane made a loud noise in the southwest suburbs of Jinan, taking away this great crescent poet, leaving only the poems that were still shining, but those verses also clearly had cold tears: You go, I also go, we break up here... But you don't have to worry, I have the guts, the dangerous journey can not make my heart cold, when you go far, I will stride forward..... But the anxious person is still anxious, and the cold is not that he is someone else.
There were three other people, one was Lin Huiyin, the two met in 1921, knew each other for ten years, and as people who had met before Xu Zhimo's death, as people who noticed the abnormality and tried to communicate, Lin Huiyin still felt very sad after two weeks of chaos, she said that it was like a needle stuck in the heart, making the sky as dark as ink, and all those who got the news sat silently and wept, and Lin Hui wrote a long eulogy because of it.
The second is Zhang Youyi, Zhang Youyi has always been a dirt bun image in Xu Zhimo's heart, but in fact, in 1912, at the age of 12, she had already received advanced education, and her family had a huge political and economic status, and her fourth brother Zhang Jiaxuan was still a very powerful role, so Zhang Youyi, after experiencing Xu Zhimo's abandonment of his wife and son, could also be angry and try to become a teacher and teach German, and became a female president in 1928, but even then she was still working hard for Xu Zhimo's family.
The third is Lu Xiaoman, Lu Xiaoman was Lin Huiyin who went to the United States in 1924 and Xu Zhimo met, and when she was in love with Xu Zhimo, she actually had a marriage with Wang Gengzheng, so their union was seen as a matter of bad manners, no one agreed, not only Xu Zhimo's parents opposed, Lu Xiaoman's mother Wu Manhua was also angry, and Liang Qichao also scolded at their wedding, and Lu Xiaoman was extravagant, so this marriage has always been Xu Zhimo's burden.
So Xu Zhimo's three most important women in his life, who is qualified and who should preside over the funeral for him? Of course, it was Lu Xiaoman. Lin Huiyin is already another woman, Lu Xiaoman is the legal wife, but also in the eyes of everyone is the unruly Xu Zhimo's tether, Xu Zhimo for her life, squeezing her own inspiration for the reward of maintaining life, the later as for "how to urge friends, how to blame their conscience, the tip of the pen still can not drip a little ink."
But Lu Xiaoman did not have this ability, a person who smoked opium and squandered and consumed, did not know how to handle these things, and she did not dare to claim Xu Zhimo's body, so Zhang Youyi naturally took over all the tasks, at that time Zhang Youyi was already a winner that everyone envied, and had not developed his feelings, and even took care of Xu Zhimo's father, often lending money to Xu Zhimo, and directly providing Lu Xiaoman with 300 silver yuan of living expenses every month, so Lu Xiaoman was defeated.
Zhang Youyi neatly let his eighth brother Zhang Yujiu take his son Ah Huan to claim Xu Zhimo's body, and then instructed the eighth brother to handle the funeral, and she followed closely and low-key to send the link, and also hid the news of Xu Zhimo's death to Xu Father, afraid that he could not withstand the blow, but did not give people the feeling that she was interfering in other people's family affairs, nor did it cause Lu Xiaoman's embarrassment, so the first public sacrifice went smoothly and soon carried out the second in Shanghai.
But this scene happened a surprising accident, originally Zhang Youyi did not plan to attend this second show, there is Lu Xiaoman on the line, because everything has nothing to prepare, but Lu Xiaoman asked someone to call Zhang Youyi to let her pass, Zhang Youyi only had to pass, after the past only knew that Lu Xiaoman was so absurd - she wanted to change Xu Zhimo's Chinese coffin and Chinese birthday clothes into Western style!
But everyone knows that Xu Zhimo was an air crash, the body is damaged, Zhang Youyi can't bear him to endure more torture, and she always feels in her heart that Xu Zhimo is a Chinese, and will not be Westernized to that extent, so she categorically refused Lu Xiaoman's request, Lu Xiaoman did not rely on her, no one supported her, and could only cry and hate: "You don't understand!" You don't understand Shima! Zhang Youyi suddenly felt a thunderbolt on a sunny day, but insisted on not changing.
And this alone can be seen in the difference between the two people - sensible people are always easier to be favored than wayward people, Lu Xiaoman thinks that he understands Xu Zhimo to change his coffin and change clothes, this matter is how diaphragm, she has not done such a thing before, but Xu Zhimo loves her to be willing to suffer all kinds of eyes; on the contrary, Zhang Youyi Xu Zhimo will abandon her because she feels that she has no culture, and finally she has to work hard to pay a lot of blame, which is lamentable.