Hearing about the snow drifting in the distance, I still had a thin coat, I had not been out for a long time, I did not feel the cold invading, I knew that the midwinter had arrived, but I wanted to live forever.
Plunging into the days of chai rice oil and salt, busy with three meals a day, busy taking care of family children, busy with household chores, it has been a long time, I have not looked in the mirror, looked at myself seriously, occasionally went out, hurriedly cleaned up, I was in the mirror, sleepy-eyed, tired, and my heart could not help but add a little pity.
The end of the year is approaching, and in the past year, I have not bought myself a bouquet of flowers, I have not been to many distant places I yearn for, and even the peace of mind and comfortable eating are rare, and these days, I have no time to even please myself.
Sometimes, I envy that others can often invite three or five friends to the party, willful play, drink with pleasure, laugh wildly, and cry loudly.
Occasionally, I also want to get drunk, dream, cry enough, but in fact, I even have to pick up food to eat, sneeze have to go back, stay up all night, feed endless milk, dare not get sick, do not dare to indulge.
But I still enjoy such a time, even if the world is beautiful, but the baby's smile is a beam of light, can illuminate every mother's dark time and space.
It is said that companionship is the longest confession of affection, I cherish the time that I can accompany my baby every moment, life is always bitter and sweet, habitual collapse and self-healing alternately staged, some difficult times, in addition to self-crossing, can also be encouraged with people.
If the eyes are the windows of the mind, then language and words must be the outlets of the mind.
We need to know the world, but we also need to express emotions, and we need to untie the repressed knots in our hearts. Maybe the world has never really felt empathy, but people in the same situation can achieve empathy, and if we can meet people in the same situation at the same time and place, and then achieve empathy, it is a great luck.
These days, we care for and encourage each other, accompany and listen to each other, and walk out of many cloudy and uncertain times together, she said, mother's happiness others do not understand, but we all understand the same born as mothers.
Maybe a long, long life, many stories and experiences in the past have taught me that many vows will always become ironic in the face of time and reality, so I never believe that there will be a fate, but I am still grateful for every encounter, grateful for every good time together, grateful for those of you who are still willing to stay in my life before, at this moment, or a long time later.
Life is a distant journey, if anyone gets off the station in the middle, we will be blessed and grateful, and then run to their respective journeys, if we are lucky enough to reach the end together, it is a godsend fate, we should all cherish it.
The years are long, don't panic, we will eventually grow. Everyone has their own jianghu, or at work, or at home, or in children, not all places are vanity fair, do not have to envy the scenery of others, perhaps everyone has a bitterness that we can't see through behind them, after surviving, you can also become the light that others look up to.
Midwinter is coming, time is hurrying for another year, if one person can't shine, then everyone collects firewood, if it can't get hot, then report to the group for warmth, and relatives, and friends, and everyone who really cares about you.
The difficult days will always pass, with a warm sun in your heart, and you are afraid of cold winter. At this moment, three meals a day, morning and dusk, or the way from the living room to the bedroom to coax the baby back and forth, is my river and lake.
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Pen name: Micro sigh flowing years, in the form of words, shared with everyone around me, life gives me the touch. I believe that what can touch the heart is always the most sincere emotion.
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