The love boy abandoned me to marry another woman, his wife was poisoned after she became pregnant, and he asked me to try poison to save her

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1

In the autumn of this year, when Song Yan returned to the imperial city from the border pass, it was the season when the wooden trees and flowers were in bloom, and the air all over the city was filled with a faint fragrance.

She ran to death six horses, too late to take care of herself, and as soon as she returned to the imperial city, she went straight to Su Wangzhai .

It was the most prestigious pastry shop in the imperial city, and there was Osmanthus crisp that Shen yi loved to eat. Song Yan lined up for an hour to buy a bag, took it with a thick calloused hand, and carefully carried it into his arms.

At that time, the sky will be dark, the sky in the east has turned into dark gray, and a thousand lights will be lit up in the imperial city. Song Yan walked out of Su Wangzhai and was full of joy.

She had been fighting at border passes for years, and had not seen Shen Yi for nearly five years. But today is different, today is Shen Yi's twentieth birthday, she thought that this is the big day of the crowning ceremony, so she took advantage of the end of the war, rushed all the way back to the imperial city, to buy him a pack of osmanthus crisps that he loved to eat when he was young.

She wanted to surprise him.

However, in the next instant, the corners of her slightly raised mouth froze, and the smile dissipated before it could be revealed——

She saw Shen Yi, and the girl in the turquoise luo skirt beside him.

Song Yan hid in the dark alley and watched Shen Yi walk through the alley with the girl holding hands. His facial features grew wider, his eyebrows were much deeper than five years ago, and when he looked down at the girl next to him, the bottom of his eyes was a smile that could not be dissolved.

The girl's hand was holding the osmanthus crisp that had been opened, and Shen Yi twisted a piece to feed it to her mouth, probably because the pastry was very sweet, so she smiled and bent her eyebrows.

There was a wind blowing, and in the wind was the voice that Song Yan had missed for five years: "Su Wangzhai's osmanthus puff pastry is not even comparable to the pastries in the palace, I have always wanted to invite you to taste it with me, and today I finally got the opportunity." ”

The girl said playfully, "It's so sweet, no wonder the emperor has been thinking about it." ”

Shen Yi's voice became cheerful, "Qingqing and I like the same thing, it's really good." ”

It wasn't until they were far away that Song Yan came out of the alley. She took out the osmanthus crisp in her arms, half-dazed, but smiled, and casually threw the pastry into the bamboo basket next to the road.

She was still sorry that she didn't have time to make osmanthus crisp for Shen Yi herself, but it turned out that he didn't need the osmanthus crisp she sent at all.

That night, Song Yan rushed back to the border pass all night. The cold wind in the starry moon blew on her face, she pursed her lips, and after a long time, it was finally a silent tear.

After Shen Yi set up Su Qingqing, the daughter of The Minister, a year ago, Song Yan knew it.

At that time, she had just captured The Moon City, and that night the soldiers drank and celebrated, but she stood outside the tent for a night. When the sky was about to dawn, she told herself that Ah Yi had been on the throne for some time, in order to stabilize the throne and win over the chancellor, it was right to do so.

She deceived herself with such a clumsy lie, and the sense of loss that was so disturbed was suppressed. Even though she knew in her heart that Shen Yi had been emperor for four years at that time, she did not need to win over the chancellor to stabilize her throne.

Song Yan returned to the border in the early morning of the fifth day, and the deputy general Song Jiuyan stood in the morning light waiting for her.

The seventeen-year-old boy stood against the light, and as soon as he saw Song Yan, he greeted her with a smile and talked to her endlessly about the war situation in the days she had been gone, not caring at all that she had left the army for so long because of private matters, nor asking her why she had left.

And when she was not there, Song Jiuyan really took good care of the army. He is seventeen years old this year, from a no-name pawn step by step to the position of deputy general, has been able to stand alone.

Song Yan listened to him and waited until he was sure that everything had not been delayed by her private departure, and then he relaxed his mind and looked at Song Jiuyan and smiled: "Ah Yan, when this battle is over, you can probably have your own mansion." ”

When Song Jiuyan heard this, he lowered his head. Song Yan was still smiling, but a faint sense of pity oozed from under his eyes.

She suddenly felt extremely tired and lost.

Once Shen Yi always loved to follow her and call her "Sister A" in the first voice, Song Jiuyan followed her in the army, calling her "General" with reverence, and now one of them has the love of his life, and the other has grown from a child to a major general who can stand alone.

They didn't need her anymore, and no one needed her anymore.

2

Song Yan asked himself to guard the border pass in the year when Shen Yi ascended the throne as emperor, and when he was in the fourth year, Lan Qing went to war with the neighboring country Tingfeng, and Song Yan led the generals to fight at the border pass for a year, and by the day of Shen Yi's birthday, he had already captured the eight cities of Tingfeng.

Half a month later, Song Yan led a large army to capture the ninth city of Shuoyang, and Ting Feng finally couldn't stand it and handed a surrender letter to Lan Qingguo.

Shen Also sent a new general to guard Shuoyang City, and Song Yan was finally able to take Song Jiuyan's class back to the dynasty and return to the imperial city where she had been away for five years.

Despite the fact that she had returned to the imperial capital half a month earlier, she had personally punctured her lies in the cold night wind.

Shen Yi greeted Song Yan in front of the Chengqian Palace, and he stepped forward to remove her battle robe under the gaze of everyone, and softly called her "Sister A" when others were not paying attention.

The brightness and intimacy in his smile were the same as five years ago. Song Yan remembered that a year ago, when Lan Qing and Ting Feng had just started a war, Shen Yi wrote to her, and there was only one line in the letter, he said: "He returned from the victory of Sister A, and sister And Sister Ah personally untied the battle robes." ”

She smiled under the lamp, felt the peace charm that Shen Yi had given her before leaving, and looked in the direction of the capital.

At that time, her hands were already full of calluses, so she didn't dare to use force when holding the amulet, for fear of breaking the grip.

After a long time, she carefully hid the amulet back into her arms, and the tenderness under her eyes was so thick that it could not be dissolved.

And now, he remembered the promise of the time and personally undressed her.

Song Yan's heartbeat tensed, she did not dare to look into Shen Yi's eyes, so she staggered her gaze, and then saw Su Qingqing standing not far behind him.

Dressed in the queen's phoenix robe, she stood there demurely, and when her eyes met Song Yan's gaze, she smiled at her and nodded.

Song Yan retracted his gaze as if touching the fire, and finally knelt down, and recited a period of official words to Shen Yilang according to the etiquette of the monarch, but his heart seemed to have fallen into an endless valley.

That night, Shen also set up a banquet in the palace to celebrate Song Yan. He knew that Song Yan had never liked to be lively, so he only set up a family banquet.

Saying that it was a family banquet, in fact, Song Yan had no relatives for a long time, and Shen also had the heart to introduce Su Qingqing to her, and the banquet was the empress's mother's family.

Song Yan thought about it and took Song Jiuyan with him.

During the banquet, Shen Yi drank some wine and talked about the past.

At that time, Shen Yi was still the son of the King of Pingyang, and his father rebelled and died of his wounds in a war.

He later inherited his father's business and fought all the way, facing death several times, relying on Song Yan's life-sacrificing protection to finally sit in the position of emperor.

The empress knew that Shen Yi had a deep affection for Song Yan's sisters and brothers, and it was a rare pleasure to finally see him again after five years, so she did not advise him to drink less, but just smiled and poured wine for him.

It was a memory of Shen Yi's youth, and it was also Song Yan's most cherished and important memory. She never liked to talk, so she just listened quietly and drank one cup after another. Later, he was slightly drunk, squinting his eyes at the candlelight of Ming Extinguishing' jumping, as if he saw Shen Yi at that time, so he smiled with his lips.

Song Yan listened carefully, and Shen Yi spoke, but stopped. He sighed and suddenly felt guilty, "Sister Ah for so many years... It's for me. ”

He paused, and then brisked up, "Fortunately, this time Ting Feng submitted a letter of surrender, and Sister A can finally relax." ”

Hearing this, Song Yan's drunkenness suddenly dissipated. She thought that Shen might be about to take back her military powers, and after that, she would completely become a useless person.

But Shen Yi was her whole world, and she couldn't be a person who was of no use to him.

Therefore, Song Yan pretended to be drunk, just reached out and supported his head, and did not speak.

The banquet suddenly fell silent, and everyone looked at Song Yan with Shen Yi's words.

Later, it was Su Qingqing who opened her mouth first, she said: "The general's conquest of the four sides for the country is really the pillar of the country." Now that the world is at peace, it is time for the general to find a good family. ”

Song Yan was stunned, and subconsciously looked at Shen Yi, he put down his wine glass, and really thought about it seriously. After a moment, his expression of approval appeared, and he opened his mouth to say something.

Song Yan lifted his heart and stared at Shen Yi deadly.

But Shen Yi didn't say anything in the end, and at the same time as he opened his mouth, a dagger cut through the air and pushed straight at him.

Song Yan did not hesitate to fly forward, but seeing Shen Yi also did not hesitate to protect Su Qingqing behind him.

It was a subconscious action, and Song Yan was stunned. Just before she suddenly felt that she had returned to the past, shen in the past was also a teenager who always hid behind her, but today, he did not hesitate for a moment to hide her Su Qingqing behind her - her teenager had grown up, and he had someone to protect.

Song Yan was some distance away from Shen Yi's seat, and that shock made her too late to shoot, so she could only fly over to block in front of him.

The dagger pierced into Song Yan's body, and she heard some noisy sounds. Song Jiuyan's, Su Qingqing's, and Xiang Xiang's, but only the "Sister A" that Shen Yizhi shouted in panic made her hear clearly, and then there was a sharp sense of pain.

In a trance, Song Yan saw Shen Yi's eyebrows, he was safe, so she relaxed her heart.

It was also at this time that Song Yan remembered that she was born in this world, and she was meant to die for Shen Yi.

3

Song Yan was abandoned by her parents at a very young age, and she and her brother Song Qi were dependent on each other, and by the age of five, they were included in the Dark Guard Division of the Pingyang Palace.

The Dark Guardian Division's life was not good, Song Yan suffered a lot in it, and finally was sent out on a mission for the first time at the age of nine.

That mission was not simple, when she returned to the Pingyang Palace, it was late at night, and when she cut a short way and climbed over the wall, she saw Shen Yi crouching in the corner.

That was the first time Song Yan had seen Shen Yi. She did not expect that there was someone there, and when she landed, she almost planted Shen Yi's body, and finally narrowly avoided him, but she fell to the side and fell out of the osmanthus crisp hidden in her arms.

It was supposed to be a birthday gift for Song Qi, but it was quickly picked up by Shen Yiyan, and his eyes lit up immediately.

When Song Yan wanted to grab it back, it was already too late, Shen Yi stuffed a piece into his mouth, and said vaguely: "It is this taste, my sister always made osmanthus crisp for me to eat, it is this taste." ”

He is well-dressed and his identity is not difficult to guess. Song Yan was bent on snatching the osmanthus crisp back, and for fear of alarming others, he followed his words and asked, "What about your sister?" ”

"When she died, she had a disease that the doctor couldn't cure, and she died."

Song Yan suddenly couldn't speak, she looked at Shen Yi at that time, he was only high to her waist, but he was a four- or five-year-old child.

She did not return the pack of osmanthus crisps later, the King of Pingyang had to prepare for the event, and there were many secret tasks assigned to her.

She was the best of the dark guards, she had to kill many people every day, a tall and thin little girl, watching her sword cut the throats of others, her eyes would not blink, she saw the light and blood of the sword all day, and gradually forgot the child under the corner.

Until four years later, Song Qi lost her hand in a mission and died, she took over the failed mission, hand bladed the enemy, but in the middle of the night, shrunk under the rockery in the backyard of the palace and cried quietly.

She was abandoned by her parents since she was a child, suffered a lot of bullying when she was a beggar, and suffered even more bitterly when she was a dark guard, and lived in the darkest all her life, only Song Qi was the light in her life. But her light was extinguished that day, and she felt frightened.

Then there were footsteps approaching, and Shen Yi appeared in front of her eyes carrying a lantern. He recognized her at a glance, held a lantern to her face and asked, "Are you the sister you were then?" ”

Her face was full of tear marks, and when she saw Shen Yi, she was still full of thoughts that the fragility of the dark guard should not be displayed in front of the master, and she was so panicked that she did not know what to say, so she simply held her mouth and did not speak.

In that year, Shen Yi was eight years old, but because he was cultivated by the King of Pingyang as a future king, he already had the appearance of a little adult. Seeing that Song Yan was unwilling to say and did not continue to ask, he just raised the wine stolen from Yang Yang's hand and asked, "Do you want to drink something?" ”

That night, Song Yan and Shen Yi extinguished the lantern and shrunk under the rockery to drink, and most of the wine was drunk by Shen Yi. After drinking until he fainted, he grabbed Song Yan's hand and asked with his tongue, "Sister A, will I call you Sister A in the future?" ”

Song Yan also drank his head and said yes without thinking.

Later, Shen Yi said something again, and she responded with a loud voice, so he became happy and leaned over to Song Yan's ear to tell her the secret.

His lips brushed across Song Yan's cheek, and she froze, and the wine woke up. Shen Yi happened to be attached to her ear and whispered, "My father wants to rebel, and in the future I will also stand in a very high position." Sister, you follow me, I cover you, so that you will never be as sad as tonight again. ”

Song Yan saw the brilliant galaxy reflected in Shen Yi's clear eyes. At that moment, she knew that Shen Yi would be the only light in her life from now on, and she was destined to pounce on this light like a moth. Even if the fire burns the heart and the disaster is not restored, it will not be spared.

4

The Assassin was later handed over to Song Jiuyan for disposal. He interrogated for two days and found out that this was Ting Fengguo's last struggle.

And that dagger didn't kill Song Yan in the end. She woke up in the General's Mansion with only Song Jiuyan and two imperial doctors by her side, without Shen Yi.

Song Yan asked for a while to know that Su Qingqing had been pregnant for three months, but she did not show her body. She was frightened in that assassination, and Shen Yi was afraid that the fetus was unstable, so he accompanied her day and night, and could only send two of the best imperial doctors in the palace to the General's Palace.

Song Yan was still a little stunned when he heard Song Jiuyan say these words, and he was stunned for half a moment, but he suddenly looked down and laughed twice, and said softly: "I want to have a little nephew, it's really good." ”

She is not a person who can act, although she laughs and says these words, but there is endless loneliness in her voice.

Song Jiuyan couldn't bear to look at it, and found a name to send the imperial doctor out. When I returned to the door of Song Yan's room, I heard a low sobbing sound coming from inside.

Song Jiuyan followed Song Yan for five years, and even her name was sent by her. In the years when the yellow sand of the border pass was full of sky, Song Jiuyan saw that Song Yan had always been an indifferent female general.

She doesn't like to talk, and Most of pingsuri is silent, but when she goes to the battlefield, she is heroic and cheerful.

Song Jiuyan was accustomed to seeing her in her battle robes, and the three armed towns did not change color in front of her, calm as a man, and there was never any moment of vulnerability.

At the most dangerous moment, three arrows broke in her chest, when there was no anesthetic in the army, she bit half of her teeth, and soberly ordered the medic to take out the arrow.

When Song Jiuyan went to see her after the end, she had already fallen asleep, her forehead was still covered with sweat, but there was no tear in the corner of her eyes.

She moved her mouth, as if she was still saying something, and Song Jiuyan lowered her head to hear clearly.

She said, Ah Yi, I don't go, I'll guard you.

Such a strong person, at this moment, like a child, shrunk into a ball alone, and cried out in grievance.

Song Jiuyan stood outside the door for a long time, and finally walked away.

He had heard Song Yan gently call him "Ah Yan" countless times, but her gaze always seemed to pass through him, looking far away.

That is the tenderness for another person.

Song Jiuyan couldn't help but think that she must have loved Shen Yi with all her life.

Then it was winter, and it snowed for several days in the imperial city, and the entire general's mansion was covered with a layer of white.

Song Yan first suffered a lot as a dark guard, and later fought all the way for Shen Yi, desperately never caring for his body, so he fell ill, and in the winter, the joints hurt fiercely.

Shen Yi knew about this problem with her, and sent someone to send the best silver bone charcoal. Song Yan's room was lit with charcoal, and she still felt cold, holding the stove in her hands all day and curling up in the heavy quilt, like an old man who was dying.

She was only twenty-five years old, but in a pair of heavy eyes, there was already a decadent decay.

Song Jiuyan did not yet have his own mansion, and he regarded Song Yan as his sister and lived with her in the General's Mansion. He couldn't see Song Yan's lifeless appearance, collected a number of words, and chattered about telling her stories all day long, but he didn't have the talent to tell stories, and a story was even more lifeless than Song Yan.

Song Yan was not interested at first, but later he was amused by his appearance, and finally there was a little smile in his eyes.

Song Jiuyan laughed happily and patted her shoulder as if he were in the army, "The general still has his own life, such a good life, you should laugh more." ”

This made Song Yan stunned. She entered the Dark Guard Division of the Pingyang Palace at the age of five, and became Shen Yi's personal bodyguard at the age of fourteen, never thinking that her life could belong to her.

But Shen also has a cherished girl, and soon there will be children, he has a harmonious and beautiful family, and the frontier has been settled, they don't need her anymore, it's time for her to live her own life. Even if she had never thought about what life would be like without Shen Yi.

For a long time, Song Yan laughed softly and sighed: "Yes, I still have my own life." ”

5

It snowed heavily for seven days, and on the eighth day, the sun came out of the sky. Song Jiuyan summoned several generals who were close to him to the palace to drink wine and eat meat together, and set up a small stove in the backyard.

The pain in Song Yan's joints eased slightly, and he also missed these old friends, so he added two more clothes and went to the courtyard to talk to them about the past.

Her spirits had improved a lot, and she had drawn her eyebrows and nodded her lips. Ben is an excellent appearance, buried in the cold wind of hunting at the border pass for many years, after a little care, it is not inferior to any family lady's fall generous.

Song Jiuyan looked at Song Yan, her legs covered with a thick blanket, and she was holding a hand stove and chatting with the soldiers.

They talked about the days at the border pass, and she seemed to recall her life at that time, smiling at the red plums on the side of the courtyard wall, her eyes seemed to penetrate the yellow sand of thousands of miles to look at the distant guanwai, and the corners of her eyebrows were relaxed and happy.

Song Jiuyan relaxed his mind slightly, and then as soon as he turned back, he saw Shen Yi, dressed in civilian clothes, walking towards them.

Su Qingqing's situation had stabilized, and he finally had time to see Song Yan. Even though, in fact, the wounds inflicted on her by the assassination that day were already much better.

Song Yan also saw him and wanted to get up and salute, but was stopped by Shen Yi. He said: "I just wanted to talk to Sister Ah about the past, and all the people who love Qing should drink or drink, mo was swept away by the excitement." ”

Song Yan's general mansion was built four years ago, when she made military merit at Border Pass, Shen also rewarded her with a mansion, who knew that she had been guarding the border pass for so many years, from the completion of the mansion to now, it was the first time to live in, and it was not easy to move, and she was not very familiar with this garden.

They said that they were reminiscing about the past, but they didn't know where to start, so they were all silent, and they walked to the lotus pond by the reins.

In winter, there are no lotus flowers, but the two plum blossoms on the side of the pool bloom in the snow, and the red is shocking. Song Yan paused, stared at the plum blossom for a while, and then said first, "There is no such a fiery plum blossom outside the Guan. ”

"Sister." Shen Yi called out to her softly, but after the words fell, there was no word for half a moment.

She spent the best time of her life guarding the country for him, and in the end he owed her.

He wanted to say something to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say, but Song Yan turned his head to look at him, smiled and touched his head, "When I left, Ah Yi was not as tall as me, but now, he is much taller than me." ”

Shen Yi became the emperor, no one had ever treated him like this, he was stunned, and immediately laughed, "Sister Ah is now the only one who dares to touch his head like this." ”

In this way, I suddenly had a little sense of familiarity when I was young, so the smile under Song Yan's eyes opened up, and when he looked at the red plum again, he only felt that the red was a few points deeper.

She smiled for a long time, then thought about it, and took out an object from her sleeve and handed it to Shen Yi.

It's a tiger charm.

Shen Yi looked at Song Yan and listened to her calmly say, "Ah Yi, now the four seas have been calmed." My body... There should be no more wars. In the future, you can only stay in the imperial city to see the plum blossoms. Handsome seal... I will also send nine stones to return in the future. ”

Her voice was low, and when she said these words, it was as calm as if she had eaten something this morning, but inexplicably contained a little vicissitudes.

Shen Yi knew that she had been practicing martial arts all her life, and if she hadn't really hurt so much, she would never have said such a thing.

He was stunned for a long time before he reacted, and then he took the tiger charm and smiled: "Sister Ah is a very good age, and it is also very good to stop fighting in the future and find someone who is dedicated to being good to you." ”

"Ah Yi," Song Yan tried to persuade himself to ignore the pain in his heart, but the smile in the corner of his eyes finally faded. She looked down, her eyes nowhere to rest, and stared at the tip of her shoe, "On the day of the palace banquet, the dagger pierced into my lower abdomen." ”

Shen Yi was stunned, and listened to Song Yan continue to say indifferently, "I can't have children, I can't delay those good sons and daughters." ”

Shen Yi turned her head sideways to look at Song Yan, and she turned her face to him, her voice was faint, and there was no emotion on her face, as if she was saying something unrelated to herself.

Shen Yi remembered when he was not yet emperor. They went all the way south, but it was not smooth, and once they were forced into a very embarrassing situation, it was Song Yan who desperately saved him and took him into the deep forest.

At night he was hot, slept unsteadily, lost the temper of a child, and shouted for osmanthus crisp. Song Yan took care of him all night, she let him sleep on his own, and gently patted him on the back.

In the early morning, he woke up from the fever, and the first thing he saw was Song Yan, who was guarding his side. Her left arm was injured, and she couldn't find any good medicine in that environment, so she tore off a piece of clothing and simply bandaged it.

It was an extremely deep wound, and it hurt when the unclean corners of the clothes were pasted on it, but Song Yan didn't make any sound at all, just smacked his mouth, and dealt with things hastily.

Then, she carefully took out the osmanthus crisp in her arms and handed it to him, touched his head, and softened between her eyebrows, "Ah Yi, we will all leave here alive." One day, you will stand above the ten thousand. ”

When Song Yan spoke, there was always little emotion in his voice, but his eyes were full of determination, which always made him feel at ease for no reason.

When Shen Yi was young, he always thought that Song Yan was the resolute green pine in his world, and she could hold on for him when the sky fell, until later, he saw her crying.

It was when he was fifteen years old, and that year he finally stood above the ten thousand men as she had said, and the night before he ascended the throne, she came to him with a few jugs of wine to celebrate, drank too much, and grabbed his hand and said many words.

She was originally very happy, but later she did not know why she fell into tears, crying, while reaching out and touching his head as usual.

At that time, Shen Yi also drank some wine, his head was groggy, and his squinting eyes looked like a docile cat.

At that time, Song Yan looked at him, and the ghost made god put his lips on his forehead.

Song Yan has always treated him kindly, and is usually like the eldest sister of the spring breeze and Xu, but in the end he is a guard, and such a move is really more than appropriate.

Shen Yi was frightened, instantly woke up drunk, and subconsciously pushed her away, and Song Yan fell aside and fell asleep.

The next day, Song Yan, in front of thousands of courtiers, asked himself to guard the border pass.

Shen Yi thought that she had been drunk the day before, but she still remembered what she had done. He didn't know how to react, so he answered her request and sent her to guard the border.

Then one stay is five years. In those five years, she had the best youth, but in exchange for a body of pain.

Shen Yi couldn't help but shake Song Yan's hand. Her hand was cold without a trace of warmth, and Shen Yi suddenly felt guilty and said softly, "Sister, you can always meet people who put you on the tip of your heart." ”

Song Yan laughed, the earrings she was wearing fell under the bell, and with her movements, the bell clanged and remembered, she smiled at him, "Actually, it's not tight, I want to do something I like." ”

As she spoke, her eyes lit up, "When it's spring, I'll open a martial arts hall next door to Su Wangzhai to collect some children and teach them to learn martial arts." ”

At that moment, they were like real brothers and sisters, and Song Yan said to himself in his heart, it would be better to be busy.

6

Song Yan wanted to open a martial arts hall, so he really opened up.

Song Jiuyan seemed to be happier than Song Yan, following her every day, accompanying her to rent a storefront, making plaques, and posting notices to receive students. By the time of the opening of spring, the martial arts hall had already opened.

Song Yan's legs were not yet very good, most of the time it was Song Jiuyan who was teaching the children to learn martial arts, and she watched from the sidelines, sometimes pointing out. Then, in the middle of the afternoon, she sent someone to Su Wangzhai next door to buy some pastries for the children to eat.

She had lived in darkness and on the brink of life and death for the first half of her life, and now she was finally idle, looking at the smiles of her children, and gradually tasted the sweetness of life and became cheerful.

Shen Yi sometimes came to see her, but in the end, the state affairs were busy, and he couldn't come often, so when he came, he accompanied her to watch the children practice martial arts. Sometimes he even put down the shelf of the king of a country, passed with them, and was laughed at by Song Yan.

After such a long time, even Song Yan herself began to believe that she could let go.

Until the night of early summer, she was suddenly summoned into the palace.

Under the guidance of the internal attendants, Song Yan went all the way to the Yilan Hall where Su Qingqing lived, and as soon as he entered the temple, he saw Shen Yi standing by the bedside.

Shen Yi turned his head when he heard the movement, and his eyes were full of uneasiness and panic, just like when he relied on her many years ago.

At a glance, those feelings that were buried deep in Song Yan's heart surged like a flood that broke the embankment. At that moment, she understood that once she picked up some things, she would not be able to put them down for the rest of her life.

She walked over and saw Su Qingqing lying on the bed, her abdomen already high and bulging, but her face was pale and her eyes were closed.

Shen Yi was already so flustered that he couldn't speak, Song Yan looked at the imperial doctor on the side, and only after the imperial doctor's dictation did he know that Su Qingqing had been poisoned. It is not an intractable poison, but among the antidotes, there is a green wasabi that only grows on the cliff side of the far Luhua Mountain.

The imperial doctor said: "The green isaf itself has a certain degree of toxicity, and the human body can dissolve it originally, but the queen mother is pregnant, which is afraid of endangering the fetus." Therefore, after retrieving it, Wei Chen still needs two days to poison it first, and Luhua Mountain is a long way away..."

Song Yan frowned and interrupted him, "You said that you used other medicines to temporarily suppress the poison on her body, how many days can you suppress it at most?" ”

"Ten days."

Song Yan thought about it, walked over to Shen Yi and touched his head, and pulled out a faint smile with his lips, "Ah Yi, within seven days, I will be back." ”

Shen Yi looked at her eyes that had always been indifferent, and finally nodded, slightly settling her mind.

Song Yan set off that night, There were few people in Luhua Mountain, the mountain road was already difficult, her legs and feet were not yet well, and when she found the land where the wasting green wasabi, she had already suffered a lot of injuries.

She couldn't care about her injuries and was anxious to go to pick the green wasaf, but found that the ground was scorched black and had long been burned clean.

Song Yan was stunned, and when he realized that this was a trap, he was already surrounded by a group of people.

The right index finger of the visitor was wearing a silver ring with a strange pattern, and Song Yan could see at a glance that this was the bodyguard of the Tingfeng Palace.

During the fight, Song Yan suddenly understood that it was the poison that the Tingfeng people had given to Su Qingqing.

They poisoned Su Qingqing, but in order to lead Song Yan to Luhua Mountain. She stayed at the border for four years and did not let Ting Feng get half a penny.

After the war, it was even more within a year that nine of them were taken down. From the very beginning, they wanted to kill her, and even at the palace banquet, it was she who wanted to kill her.

As long as she died, there was always a way for the emperor of his day to revive the prestige of the country.

Song Yan didn't have time to think much about it, and as soon as he turned around, he jumped into the cliff.

7

Shen Yi did not wait for Song Yan to bring back the Aoyama, he waited for the blood of a small porcelain bottle sent by a strange woman.

The imperial medicine used the blood into the medicine, and Su Qingqing woke up a few days later. The moment he embraced her in his arms with great joy, Song Yan disappeared.

Shen Yi sent someone to look for her, but he couldn't find her everywhere. Two months later, Su Qingqing was in the basin, and Shen Yi became a father for the first time, so happy that he held the child and refused to let go. After the great joy, I somehow felt a little frightened.

He suddenly thought that if Song Yan was there, she would be his aunt.

When he was very young, his father taught him, Ah Yi, you are the one who wants to become an emperor, and your future path will be full of thorns, so you must know how to plan, find a sword for yourself, and cut off the thorns in the road.

Song Yan is that sword.

He actually knew Song Yan's feelings for him early on. She didn't know how to hide it, and at first, the heat in her eyes almost burned him.

He knew then that he would have the sharpest sword in the world, so he begged his father to bring her in as his dark guard.

Song Yan was a too simple girl, who entered the Dark Guard Division at such a young age and learned to kill people, but never understood people's hearts and calculations. At first, her world was all Song Qi, but later, it was only him.

As long as he gives her a little warmth, she can die for him.

But after so many years, he still became so dependent on her. At the time of Qingqing's accident, he was really flustered and lost every inch, but when he saw her, he really calmed down.

Later, he thought that he had laid out so many bureaus and calculated so many people in his life, and later, he had a little guilt for Song Yan.

But it's just guilt, nothing more.

They were slow to find Song Yan and gradually gave up, and in the end, only Song Jiuyan was left, still looking for her like crazy.

About the beginning of the spring of the following year, he found Song Yan in a small town.

By then her mind was not very clear, and she was smiling foolishly with an old amulet in her hand.

She still remembered that her name was Song Yan, and when Song Jiuyan used to call her, she looked forward with a pair of empty eyes, listened to her ear for a long time, and then smiled and asked, "Is it Ah Yi?" ”

As she spoke, she burst into tears, threw herself into his arms, and choked and said intermittently, "You haven't seen me for so long, have you ever worried about me?" ”

After a pause, his voice lowered again, "I know you don't like me, it's... It's the kind of worry about Sister A, is there any? ”

Song Jiuyan's heart was extremely uncomfortable, he hugged the thin and inhuman Song Yan into his arms, took his jaw against her forehead, thought about it and replied, "Yes, Sister A, I miss you very much." ”

Song Yan then laughed contentedly, groped and stroked his face, and whispered solemnly, "Ah Yi, I like you." ”

Although she was close to Shen Yi when she was a guard in the past, she also knew that her status was low and she was not worthy of him, so that careful liking had always been covered in her heart, festering into poison in the dark place, dissolving into her bone and blood little by little, becoming a half-life of depression.

8

Song Jiuyan later learned from a big lady that Song Yan was unconscious when he was picked up. Her body was full of wounds on her face, and her legs were basically broken, but she protected a green grass in her arms very well, which was said to be a treasure she had picked up at the bottom of a cliff.

When she woke up two days later, the first thing she did was ask for the time. Knowing that he had slept for two days, he was silent for a long time and ate the green grass.

Another day later, he cut open his palm and released a small porcelain bottle of blood, wrapped all his coils around his body, and entrusted her to the palace within five days.

Later, some doctors said that the green herb was a green wasabi that grew in the Luhua Mountains, which was a good medicine and a poison. After eating it, people's blood can also carry medicinal properties. But at that time, Song Yan's body was weak into that look, and he couldn't resist the toxicity of the wasabi. So since then, I have been blind, my brain is broken, and gradually I have to forget something.

Song Jiuyan took Song Yan to live in that town.

By the fall of that year, she had forgotten who she was, and most of the time she was in no energy, curled up in her room and drowsy.

On that day, she suddenly came to see the wooden flowers, but Song Jiuyan could not help her and took her outside the city.

Her eyes could not see, and she sniffed the fragrance scattered in the air with her face on her back, but she suddenly became happy, clapping her hands and shouting "Osmanthus crisp".

When Song Jiuyan wanted to eat osmanthus crisp and wanted to go back to the city to buy it, she did not trust her, so she carefully instructed: "I will buy it for you, you are waiting for me here, don't walk around." ”

Song Yan nodded obediently, and when he was far away, he groped step by step to the place where the flowers were strong.

She vaguely remembers that many years ago, she would make a plate of osmanthus puff pastry for a person at this time.

The osmanthus tree was by the river, and she had a hard time touching it, and when she tried to climb it, she accidentally slipped her foot and fell into the river with a thud. (Original title: "Half-Life Depression", author: black and white porridge.) From: Read stories every day APP < public number: dudiangushi >, download to see more wonderful content)