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He had ex-girlfriends, ex-ex-girlfriends, ex-ex-girlfriends, ex-ex ex-girlfriends.
How many paragraphs he has had, in fact, I don't care at all, because the time is not long, but I care about the relationship he once had that lasted 5 or 6 years and has been talking about marriage.
Although he said that he started with her very casually and was only together as a joke, I still care a lot, because 5 or 6 years is really a long, long time... In other words, it will be difficult for anyone to forget...
And only half a year has passed since the breakup, such a short time, how can it be enough to forget a person...
March 23rd
J: Let me ask you a question, if your ex-girlfriend hadn't broken up with you, wouldn't you have gotten married?
Z: There is nothing to hesitate about this answer, knot, definitely knot...
J: Yeah, actually, you're the same, like most people, looking for someone to marry...
Z: In the days since we were together, I've treated her like my other half all the time. I even told her that when you want to get married, you just give me a little hint and I'll marry her right away. It's not about finding someone to marry, although it was a bit casual to be together at the time, but since they were together, it was my responsibility, and I couldn't always finish others and run away, right?
J: Isn't that pretty much the same? I don't really like it, but you really like it after you've been with her, and I don't know... In fact, most people are right, they are normal, it may just be that I am more abnormal, most people think so...
Z: When she broke up with me, should I continue to chase her, because after being with her, I really liked her, really liked her...
J: I don't know how to answer your question, if I really like that person, I will go along with him, if he wants me to leave, I will leave, but I may still like it, because I really like it. So I envy you like that, a little more casual, a little more casual, maybe better, I don't know...
Z: What is free, what is casual, I also want not to be free, what can I do, when I wanted to keep it, can I keep it, it didn't take long for her to have another one, how can I insist...
J: So is she the only one for you? If yes, I really should try everything to keep it, maybe I'm more sharp...
Z: Don't be funny, maybe it was before, it can't be now... Like is like, the only is the only, there will always be one or two hearts in life, to see if she is the only one. I also want to drill the tip of the bull's horn...
J: But I don't think you're going to get the hang of it, after all, you have ex-girlfriends in front of you, ex-ex-girlfriends, ex-ex-ex-girlfriends...
Z: There is an inexplicable feeling that I am dead while talking... From your mouth, I am like a big turnip. Should I repent to the Lord, Lord, forgive me?
J: No, in fact, most of them are like this, but I just can't accept it... I'm tired and sleeping...
Z: I'm still organizing languages! Well... Or sleep..... I don't know how to say it, but I'll tell you when I think of how to say it...
Z: I thought about how to say it, are you trying to say that you are still looking for your ideal type, but I am not...
J: I don't mean that
Z: Oh... That's what I'm thinking wrong again, so let's go to sleep...
J: I just want to say that most of them are like this, but you are the same, love concept. I'm not saying this is right or wrong, I'm just saying that most of it is...
Z: So are you disappointed?
J: I didn't say disappointed, because after all, most people are like this, normal, but I am more strange, I can't ask others to be strange, right? Although I also want to find a strange... But it's strange and difficult to meet...
J: Don't talk to me tomorrow night, I'm going to write an article...
Z: Why? Can't you write in the morning...
J: There is no why...
Z: So when can I get to you...
J: I don't know...
Writing articles is actually just an excuse, I'm a little unhappy and don't want to talk anymore...
I'm disappointed too, but I know I can't be disappointed and shouldn't be angry, because no one is wrong, because most people are like that, maybe I really hope he's the guy I'm looking for...
I need some time to adjust myself...
March 24th
More than 6am
Z: Just now I found out that the first four times I took the drag were all liked after the drag, and the fifth time was liked for a long time...
1 p.m
Z: What are you doing? Have you eaten
J: Eat, write articles
Z: Then you write, don't worry, the most urgent, just laugh...
10pm
Z: Lao Tzu misses you, I want to borrow 10 minutes tomorrow is not OK, I am sure to pay back, tomorrow still ...
J: So you say...
Z: Did you have a good meal tonight, don't be too busy and forget to eat... I worked out today and twisted my hand, you work for a long time and remember to relax, otherwise it is not good to twist your neck...
J: There was food, and I ate Yuan Ji's dumplings
Z: Tomorrow remember to eat breakfast, no matter how busy you are, you have to eat, well, enough time, you also rest early, I went to sleep. Good night...
J: Well, you sleep...
I thought for a moment, hesitating whether to ask his hand...
J: Is your twisted hand all right?
Z: It should have twisted to the tendon, not twisted to the bone, the problem is not serious, it should be in two days, you care so much about me?
J: I didn't want to ask, or ask, nothing is good...
Z: Even if you say that, I'm warmed up by you...
J: Sleep, good night...
Later, I read this passage he wrote in the memo...
March 28th
J: I ask you a question, if your ex-girlfriend broke up with you and she wanted to get back together with you and get back to you, would you still be with her and get married?
Z: No, the breakup may have been a little reluctant or something at the time, but then I found out that it was not the right person, and when I split it, I split it, nothing...
J: Because you asked me that day if I should have kept her, that's why I asked you this question, if your ex-girlfriend wanted to get back together with you the next day or very close, would you? Because it's true that a lot of people do the same...
Z: Because I thought a lot about it at that time, whether I really loved her, how I really felt about her, thinking a lot of this...
J: Didn't you want to stay there? After all, I liked it so much at that time and thought about getting married, it should be difficult to break up, right? Break up and think about retention, right? Because after all, it is someone who wants to get married together...
Z: At that time, the breakup must have been wanted to be saved, but you don't know what the scene was, the scene at that time was that you wanted to keep, but before the words of retention could be spoken, you had been thrown into silence, and what she said was the kind that you couldn't keep, because when I broke up, I saw that she was very calm, cool and terrible, a little creepy, that is, I felt that today's breakup was not sudden, it felt like it had been planned for a long time, because she was very calm, calm to the point that I was a little overwhelmed ...
J: So if the person you like very much, she's the only one for you, she likes the other person and doesn't like you, will you still like her?
Z: If she is the person I really like, I will not let go, if you like others, do not like me, I will always chase, like a licking dog, although I do not want to be a licking dog, but with my personality, I will be like this, I will not let go, since you don't like me, I can only break up, but I will always chase, since I can chase you the first time, I can chase you a second time, no matter how difficult, maybe the second time can not work, but who knows? I am different from you, you let go is to let him find his happiness, and I do not let go because I firmly believe that your happiness can only be given, others can not give you real happiness...
J: It seems that you are right, maybe I am not as brave as you, maybe I think he will be happier with others, not confident in himself, maybe it has something to do with my personality...
Z: So I ask you, what would you do if the only one broke up with you and then he came back to you?
J: It's really hard, it should be the hardest, I'm not sure, I may not be able to decide at that time, but rational I should not, because when he decides to break up with me, it proves that I am not his only, I may not take him as my only, it should be so, but it is difficult to say how... But I have a few doubts, you said that you and your ex-girlfriend together also liked it, but you said that you liked it very much, even if you broke up, you would always chase, but you didn't keep it at the time, and there was, there was no retention at that time, it was not very liked, but at that time you were planning to marry her, so you didn't like it very much, and I think there were a lot of contradictions in it...
Z: What is the contradiction, this is the responsibility is good or not, it has nothing to do with liking, loving or not, this is the responsibility...
J: Oh well, maybe I'm different, I'm definitely not with him because of responsibility. If you're already married to her, but then you meet true love, will you choose to cheat?
Z: Cheating I can't cheat Well, since I met true love, it must be divorced and then pursued, she is already my true love, how can I bear to let her bear the name of true love. If you ask such a question, then I know that when you meet your true love, you will be willing to let him bear the name of being careful, and I really feel unworthy for your true love...
J: I don't mean that...
Because you care, you will care, you will not be happy...
To be continued
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