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Thinking about it carefully, An Lingrong was not too bad, everything she did was to be able to occupy a place in this huge palace.
Without a background, he can only join the Queen's Party and willingly become a pawn who will never be able to have children.
The camps are different, the king loses, and if he loses, he will have to pay a price.
Everyone only saw An Lingrong's abomination, but ignored that she was the most pitiful person in the whole play.
An Lingrong is a microcosm, reflecting the lives of most low-level girls.
Inferiority complex
When she first entered the palace, An Lingrong was ridiculed by Xia Dongchun for being from a lowly background, although she was an official lady, she did have a low birth in front of other show girls.
Everyone looked down on her from the bottom of their hearts, and even the emperor only regarded her as a plaything.
The inferiority complex in her bones made her live carefully.
The French late Renaissance thinker Montaigne once said: "Hating oneself and despising oneself is a disease peculiar to mankind." ”
In real life, many people suffer from this disease.
There is a girl named Hao Hongmei in "Ordinary World", who goes to school in the city with everyone, but has an extremely introverted personality, which is actually a manifestation of inferiority.
Whenever she arrives at the meal, her inferiority is the most obvious, and she has to wait for all her classmates to finish eating before quietly receiving the black steamed buns that no one wants.
Obviously, it was eating, but she had a kind of invisible psychology.
Hao Hongmei represents the bottom girl.
Born poor, the degree of eating and wearing is out of place with everyone, although there is no imprint on the brain door, but the word "inferiority" is deeply burned into the heart.
This is an experience that many girls have had, perhaps at school, or perhaps in the workplace, inferiority is like a bucket of cold water enough to extinguish a person's self-confidence.
A family of origin who has no one to rely on
The empress has the support of foreign relatives, Concubine Hua has the protection of her brother, and An Lingrong is a helpless existence.
Her original family did not help her at all, and she had to carry the hopes of the whole clan and fight with people in this cold palace.
This is very much like those girls who have poor family conditions and work hard to support a family.
Fan Shengmei in "Ode to Joy" is the epitome of a girl born in a patriarchal family, who left the small city through her own efforts, entered the greater Shanghai, and was admitted to a good university.
But she did not rewrite her life, but was more miserable than the girls in the small city.
She supported a family alone, not only to support her parents, but also to sponsor her brothers and sisters-in-law, and even her nephews needed her to raise.
A girl goes to a distant city alone to work hard, without her parents to rely on, without the support of the original family, she can only face all the human emotions alone.
This is a sad thing, if the original family does not understand the girl, or even use the girl as a cash cow, then the girl's life will become particularly sad.
It is undeniable that there are many such girls in real life, their parents have never cared about them, and only sons are in their eyes.
The property of the family is the son's, the parents' care is the son's, but the daughter has to bear more obligations.
This phenomenon is very common in real life, which is the tragic life of many girls.
A life of no one to love
An Lingrong's greatest tragedy is that she has no one to love in her life.
Although Princess Hua was arrogant, she had her brother's care and protection. Although the emperor was wary of the Nian family, he also gave Concubine Hua a real favor.
Zhen Huan was loved by her parents since she was a child, and although she became a stand-in after entering the palace, she at least got the favor of the emperor.
Although Shen Meizhuang did not receive the favor of the emperor, he had parents who loved him and Zhen Huan who relied on each other.
Only An Lingrong, she did not get the love of her parents, nor did she have a sister who really interacted, let alone the favor of the emperor.
Many women's lives are more or less like this, they can't get the love of their parents before they get married, and they can't get the love of their husbands after marriage.
She was like a dandelion, flying with the wind all her life, but she could never find a stop of her own.
When she was a daughter, her parents were particularly eccentric, growing up in ignorance and indifference, and when they grew up, they especially wanted to have a home of their own, and even regarded their husbands as the support for the second half of their lives.
But in the end, they found that their relationship was not like a lover, but more like a partner who lived together.
I've been fighting against fate all my life
An Lingrong has been fighting against fate all her life, and in order to fight for her parents, she desperately wants to stay in the palace, in fact, this path has been wrong from the beginning.
If she fails in the draft, returns to her county town, and marries an ordinary person, although she cannot bring glory and favor to the family, she can at least live a plain life, better than having no children and no daughters, and dying miserably in the palace.
The theory of fate has tended to metaphysics, many people do not recognize fate, they have been fighting against fate, hoping to get rid of poverty and have a good life.
But reality is always cruel, some people have changed their fate through their own efforts, but most people have struggled at the bottom of their lives.
They are like An Lingrong, who have tried to change their situation all their lives, but they have never come out of the cycle of fate all their lives.
epilogue:
Everyone likes Zhen Huan because she is smart and wise, and she is the winner in the end.
But in real life, most people can't become Zhen Huan, and everyone eventually lives up to the appearance of An Lingrong.
Life is more like a dangerous peak can be climbed by a very small number of people after all, most people have been looking for a way to climb all their lives.
Compared with nature, human beings are as small as dust, living a dazzling life, mediocre life, bitter and sweet is the norm of life.
I am Shadow, an original author who focuses on the field of emotion.