Hello, hello everyone, I am Min'er, do a good job of not being busy and idle, live a wonderful life that is not salty and not light, and you and I walk together on the road of feelings...
Be wary of the phoenix man's new routine, figure what don't just figure him out he's good to you!
He is eyeing the identity of your city's only daughter, eating the family after marriage, and squeezing out your parents' property!
"Baby, I'm going to work."
"The medicine is on the coffee table, and you remember to take it when you get up."
There was a sound of the door lock twisting at the door, and I knew that this was Chen Xiao leaving.
At this moment, I was lying on the bed wrapped tightly in a quilt, curled up into a ball, cold sweat, cold hands and feet.
Without going to the living room, I also know that my boyfriend gave me a thoughtful way to take out all the medicines for today and put them there, which is his thoughtfulness. But now when I hear his voice like this, my heart is pounding, and my emotions are dead silent.
The other day I broke the water cup by mistake, and the cap of the bottle that was filled was buckled back in the water on the ground, and I crouched down to clean it up—only to find that the pills dissolved in the water.
I was cold at that moment.
It's not my medicine.
I'm a depressed person, and over the years, the neurologic pills I've taken have been difficult to swallow, and none of them are of this instant type.
This discovery made my hands and feet cold at that time, and my heart seemed to be grabbed by an invisible hand, and I could hardly breathe.
Since I was depressed from my miscarriage and quit my job to hide at home, Chen Xiao quit my part-time aunt in the name of reducing expenses, and he took care of me.
He was a thoughtful and careful man, but my illness was always repetitive, often out of control, made a lot of crazy moves, broke a lot of things, blamed him, and he didn't make even a little complaint, always light.
I always reflected on what I thought was because of my illness, which made him disgusted.
But I didn't expect that he had replaced my medicine.
He didn't want me to get better at all.
A surge of despair flooded my heart, but I was immediately awakened; I still had my parents, and I could not just let myself fall back into the vortex of depression.
I quickly got out of bed, picked up my phone with trembling hands to contact the psychiatrist, and arranged a drug delivery through the same city express delivery.
But at this time, my phone pulled its crotch, its screen suddenly flashed, and I didn't respond no matter how I pressed it.
Indeed, a few days ago, I suddenly fell through it in a sudden and nameless fire, and although Chen Xiao didn't say anything at the time, as always, he didn't bother with me as a patient, but my mobile phone didn't forgive me.
Is this providence?
I panicked like a headless fly around the house, nervously rummaging around, but my laptop was taken by Chen Xiao to use, and just when I was completely mad, I found an old mobile phone in the drawer under the bed.
The place was meant to be socked. I didn't care to explore why Chen Xiao put it here, and hurriedly took his own mobile phone card to plug it in, but I didn't expect that it had a phone card, so it was automatically connected to the Internet as soon as it was turned on.
The overwhelming amount of message pushes on the phone jump out madly. At the top was a text message that read, "When did that neurotic in your family die?" ”
I paused.
I met Chen Xiaoyu on campus, although his family was poor, he studied seriously and diligently, and he was also humorous and funny. And my family is well-off and lives a carefree life. We should not have intersected, but a debate would make Chen Xiao fall in love with me at first sight and pursue me madly; and I was touched by him and agreed to his confession. During the college years, the feelings of the two of us were indeed like glue, envious of others.
However, in just two years after graduation, I went from being the proud daughter of heaven to suffering from depression, had to quit my job, hide in my home, and walked like a walking dead every day; and Chen Xiao was very sad for me at first, and then I was also faint, even a little indifferent.
I didn't expect to find the reason for this indifference now—he had changed his mind.
But he wasn't ready to get along with me, so he replaced my medicine.
A strong feeling of dizziness struck, and I suppressed the blackening in front of my eyes and clicked on the photo album and text message page. And sure enough, I was not disappointed, the photo album was full of photos of him and another woman, and the background was mostly a large bed in the hotel; the two had an intimate attitude and did their best to do something.
In some photos, Chen Xiao's neck is still wearing the tie I gave him, which is obviously not a long time ago, at least recently.
This woman I know, she is Chen Xiao's client. At that time, Chen Xiao got this list and happily showed me the photo of the two of them, saying that this was a noble person who helped him.
I slowly flipped through the photos, Chen Xiao was my hope to fight depression, but now I suddenly knew that this guy had actually mixed with other women behind my back, and my heart was like a knife and hatred.
My depression didn't happen out of thin air.
On a trip before graduating from college, Chen Xiao and I hid in a small hotel to avoid the rain, where we took the last step.
However, perhaps because the security measures provided by the small hotel were not strict enough, or perhaps the two had no experience for the first time, or maybe Chen Xiao deliberately acted, after a while, I found out that I was pregnant.
At that time, I was stunned when I looked at the two bars on the pregnancy test stick, it was almost a godless, and Chen Xiao was calm and self-assured, he looked at my face and told me not to be afraid, he would marry me and take care of me for a lifetime. But then, he discussed with me that the child could be killed first, after all, we were not married at that time, and getting pregnant before marriage was not good for my girl's family.
At that time, I really didn't want to become a parent so early, so although I was afraid of pain, I gritted my teeth and agreed to Chen Xiao's proposal.
However, just a few days before I entered the operating room, Chen Xiao suddenly received instructions from the company to go on a business trip to other places, and this walk was more than twenty days, until I entered the operating room, and he could not come back.
After the operation, I lay alone in the cold room, my body was weak and weak, my lower body was faintly painful, and my mind was still the blur of flesh and blood separated from my body, which made me sleepless at night and woke up in my dreams countless times. And this operation made me feel weak, even drinking water is a kind of torture, usually ordinary movements can make me out of a cold sweat, squatting down in front of the eyes is pitch black.
Under the double torture of body and mind, I suffered from depression.
In the mud, I even thought about death.
If my aunt hadn't come in time, I'm afraid I would have cut my wrists and committed suicide because of this.
When I reclined in my hospital bed after attempting suicide by cutting my wrists, Chen Xiao finally returned from a business trip.
After he returned, he saw me in the hospital looking emaciated and haggard, and he hugged and cried with me.
From then on, he was like a changed person.
He solemnly proposed to me that since he was not by my side when I was sick, he absolutely could not be absent for the rest of my life. His vows of mountain and sea gave my heart some comfort, and I finally followed his advice and quit my job and became a full-time wife.
What now?
He had already mixed up with other women behind my back!
I suffered from depression because of his indifference, and he not only found a new love outside, but even wanted to harm me!
Thinking of this, I was dizzy again, and after a while, I stood up slowly. Anger drove my limbs.
I can't continue to live with this smiling tiger, whether it is out of love and hatred or out of my own safety considerations, I must stay away from Chen Xiao... I stumbled out of the cupboard and dragged my suitcase out of the cupboard, taking down a mess of clothes. I stood in a disheveled bedroom like a real lunatic.
And my movement brought down a clutter box, and the invoice inside fell like a snowflake.
I crouched down and picked up the invoices with trembling hands.
There were a lot of invoices, probably more than twenty, from the time he was on a business trip last month, until two years ago, even after my miscarriage, when he was lying alone in the cold bed of the hospital, he was still messing with the woman!
My heart resurfaced with the same discomfort that I had had when I had a miscarriage, and in an instant it seemed as if I had been completely swallowed up by loneliness, and my heart was about to burst with pain. The mood swings left me gasping for breath as I held the closet.
If I still had a faint illusion about this man before, now I am completely dead to Chen Xiao.
There's just one thing I don't understand.
I asked myself if I hadn't done anything to be sorry for him, even if he did run to have an affair, why should he replace my medicine? Why did this woman let me die?
Am I alive to hinder the good deeds of both of them? Since the two are happy with each other, they can just break up with me directly, why do you want to talk to me about marriage?
Thinking of this, I suddenly calmed down, packed my suitcase and clothes and stuffed them back, and copied the photos out of his mobile phone and put them on a USB stick.
These invoices are estimated to be Chen Xiao's desire to find an opportunity to secretly take them to the company for reimbursement, so they did not lose them.
I went downstairs to the print shop and made copies of them all and put them back in place.
Chen Xiao came back quite early in the evening, and he saw a room full of messes, and he was not surprised.
But he was a little surprised to see me sitting on the couch cutting apples.
Since I got sick, I have been muddy every day, and I am even more indifferent to eating and drinking, so Chen Xiao is also at ease and boldly messing around. He was surprised today when he saw me suddenly get up from bed, sitting neatly on the couch and cutting apples to eat: "How did I suddenly get up?" ”
I didn't say a word, I just stuck the knife into the apple, and the juice splashed around.
Seeing this scene, Chen Xiaoxin put it down, he smiled, without the slightest self-consciousness that his ugly deeds had been discovered, and asked softly: "What's going on, did you have another seizure this morning?" Serious or not? ”
"Did you take the medicine?"
The movement in my hand paused. At the same time, despite the concealment, I noticed the curvature of the corners of his mouth.
Sure enough, the pill thing is the ghost he made!
No wonder these days I feel that my mood has gradually become unstable, even if I take medicine, there is no big progress. Now it seems that the medicine he gave me did not ease my mental state as expected, but added fuel to the fire of my already fragile spiritual defense line, and made the fire of anxiety burn more and more intense.
Thinking of this, I squeezed the handle of the knife, but hung my head, with a frustrated look: "Hmm... I don't know what's going on, but recently I feel that my illness is getting worse again, and taking medicine doesn't work..."
"Don't think about it so much, just take your medicine on time and you'll be fine."
Chen Xiao had a concerned face, if he hadn't found out that he had secretly changed my medicine, I was afraid that I would really be tricked by his gentle words.
I was furious, but the words remained as usual: "Hopefully... Can't you spend more time with me? ”
"I thought, too, baby." Chen Xiaogu was embarrassed, "But the company is really too busy, I was about to tell you about this, I am going on a business trip tomorrow, this time I still go to Y City, and it may take at least a week to come back." ”
Pull it down, you must have gone to find that woman to mess with.
Chen Xiao's dignified look made me almost lose control again, the fruit knife in my hand snapped and fell to the ground, I hurriedly looked down to pick it up, not letting Chen Xiao find out that something was wrong on my face.
"Why are you going to a meeting again?" I said, "Doesn't the company have anyone else?" Can't you just take the time to spend more time with me? Obviously, I said at that time, you can't be absent from my life in the future..."
Seeing me mention the events at that time, Chen Xiao's face obviously became unnatural, and he could only respond with shame in his heart.
Fortunately, I didn't intend to continue to ask questions, after all, no one would admit that he had cheated on him, and I was not interested in his clumsy lies that he had painstakingly made up, I just wanted to find out whether he was trying to change my medicine.
On the contrary, Chen Xiao could no longer sit down, he watched me cut the apple and hair, quickly found a reason to work overtime, and ran back to the company.
I didn't say anything, just waited for the courier to knock on the door.
In addition to my medication, I also purchased a new phone and computer.
Before being knocked down by depression and having to go home, I studied computer science at one of the best universities in the city.
Chen Xiao changed my medicine and watched me sink in the abyss of emotions, so he had no fear.
But now, it's different.
Chen Xiao did not return for one night, but the next morning he told me perfunctorily and hastily that he had gone on a business trip.
I pinched the time to call him, and sure enough, it couldn't be connected, which meant that he was on the plane. Chen Xiao's family is poor, after graduation, even the notebook is reluctant to buy, just took my to use, which also left me this opportunity, I quickly used the new computer to remotely connect to my old computer, and then through the background port to board his WeChat.
If it weren't for the fact that I had been diagnosed with depression, I looked at this content and almost felt like I was delusional schizophrenic.
These contents simply refreshed my understanding of Chen Xiao, just as when I first met him, the more I knew him, the more I felt that he was completely different from what I had previously realized.
When I unveiled the gorgeous camouflage on the surface and lifted his last fig leaf, I found out that this guy started by pursuing me—
What he saw was not me, he only saw my family's tens of millions of possessions in the city.
And I am the only daughter, it is his step up to the bridge to heaven.
He was determined to suck every drop of my family's blood — and for that he planned to marry me and send me to a mental hospital so that my parents could only rely on him for the elderly, and he was plotting to take away my family's tens of millions of properties.
The psychiatric hospital was my home, and the nursing home was the end of my parents.
He Chen Xiao, in the future, will be able to live in the large flat floor of our family's downtown area, occupy all the family property of our family, and even he only needs to perform the appearance of deep filial piety to the outside world, and may also be able to get the sympathy of my rich relatives, so as to get resources.
We are the soil, and he will stomp on us and turn us over completely, and then let us die.
I was shaking, crazy, he's crazy! Good times are always short, thank you for reading here, I hope the story between us will continue, Xiaobian is ready to listen here, is your story ready?
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