Beginning nostalgia is the biggest sign of a person's old age.
It is not true that I feel old, but as I get older, the life route gradually lengthens, and the past always comes to mind unconsciously.
No wonder some people say that the books you have read, the roads you have traveled, and the scenery you have seen have melted into your unique temperament. Time passes, what has been experienced, is carved into the bones.
Idle, recently pulled out "Parental Love" and slipped it out again. Good things are always new, and as experience grows, each time it brings a new experience.
When he was young, he envied Anjie, a good origin, and from a young age, thousands of favors were gathered in one, even later, when capitalism was overthrown and the toiling people were wantonly attacked, because of the protection of Commander Jiang, he also hid happily and comfortably.
There is a scene, the memory is particularly deep, Anjie and Anxin Anxin and Anjie stand at the bow of the ship, reminiscing about the past scenes, running away for half a life, facing the sea, the wind blows up their gray hair, but the face is always filled with the soft light of the years.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that the passage of time may never be the deprivation of fate, but the gift of the years, allowing us to hide the fanaticism of our youth, and the years have been quiet since then.
Anjie said that in my life, I have been happy compared to anyone.
An Xin turned his face and looked at his sister's side face in a daze, with envy that he couldn't ask for, and there was also relief after being weathered by wind and frost.
If life is calm and quiet, and no waves is happiness, then Anjie's happiness is really rare.
Compared with An Xin, Anjie's life is undoubtedly lucky.
The same sisters, An Xin and Ouyang have suffered from wind and rain because they were born for half a lifetime, while AnJie, because he met Jiang Defu, the soldier with a red background, is the young little princess of that year.
No one can always be right, born as a human being, everyone is the first time, so it is natural to feel the stones to cross the river, and walk and grope. The country is naturally the same, and the road of socialism, from the concept to the reality, the people have lived a happy life since then, which is too fairy tale.
A society that has been enslaved by landlords and capitalists for thousands of years, once turned into serfs and sang, will inevitably go from one extreme to the other.
During the Cultural Revolution, the country began to overthrow all "cattle, ghosts, snakes and gods", and Anjie's origin, coupled with this flamboyant personality, was bound to be doomed.
Coincidentally, Jiang Defu was transferred to the island of Little Black Mountain, a place that was so poor and backward that there was no toilet, but compared with the cowshed, the shaved head was already heaven.
It was not completely unaffected, because of the relationship between An Ming's body, jiang Defu had no chance to be promoted to commander, but as a leader in that small place, he also just shielded her from the wind and rain.
For people who love each other, fame and fortune are too vain, and protecting the pillow person is the most pyrotechnic happiness of men.
Meeting Jiang Defu is Anjie's luck.
In contrast, An Xin's life is much bleaker, and she is also a big girl born with a golden spoon, but after all, she can't avoid the twists and turns of her life.
It is not that Ouyang Yi is not good, he is well-informed, elegant and humorous, but he also has the bravado and wantonness of a literati.
In that special period, it was inevitable that he would be branded as a rightist if he broke the four old and established the four new.
Also went to the island, Jiang Defu is dispatched, Ouyang Yi is a distribution, but it is not a bite to chew words, but the difference in treatment behind it is really different.
They moved to the island of Little Black Mountain, where their families were surrounded by walls and struggled with day-to-day heavy work. At that time, the days were certainly bitter, but the lack of materials had nothing to do with spiritual poverty, and happiness or unhappiness did not depend on whether the material was abundant or not, and life was never such a superficial definition.
When they returned to little Black Mountain Island again, the group of villagers they had helped and were welcomed by the villagers they had helped, I knew that the life of Lao Ou and An Xin was not as bitter as we had predicted, and that good people could always live to the death and find the meaning of life in despair.
In Anjie's life, I call her lucky, lucky to be able to rub shoulders with all the hardships at every turning point. And An Xin, although she does not have the reflection of this protagonist's aura, she is frank and strong at every chosen node, elegant and beautiful.
Chicken soup text says that the best temperament of a woman is to be able to accept the best and bear the worst.
Becoming Anjie requires luck, because meeting Jiang Defu is not the inevitable of life, and becoming Anxin is indeed a choice. The heart is rich, the life is open, even if it is not facing the sea, it can blossom in spring.