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Yi Shu's "We Are Not Angels": It is not the years that make people mature, but the experience First, kindness and strength, is the first lesson that life teaches Qiu Qing, the second, to look down on gains and losses, to work hard to live three, life to bloom, and to move forward with gratitude

Some people say: "Yishu's era has become farther and farther away from us", no matter how the times change, the worldly human feelings mixed in it have always remained unchanged, and what I read more in Yishu's novels is the kind of soul that grows up in the years of suffering and tempering.

YiShu once said: "Life is never fair, and as much as you get, you have to rely on that amount to do your best and live hard." ”

"We Are Not Angels" tells the coming-of-age story of an illegitimate daughter who lives in a walled dance girl in Kowloon City, Hong Kong.

Kowloon Walled City is a three-way strip of mountains and bends. In Jackie Chan's film "Major Crime Unit", you can vaguely see the complex and dangerous environment there.

Qiu Qing, her mother and sister depend on each other for their lives. The hardships of life have made Qiu Qing more well-behaved and sensible than her peers since she was a child, and has tempered her strong will to survive.

She is like a weed growing in the cracks of the stone, growing more and more courageously and tenaciously.

Yi Shu's "We Are Not Angels": It is not the years that make people mature, but the experience First, kindness and strength, is the first lesson that life teaches Qiu Qing, the second, to look down on gains and losses, to work hard to live three, life to bloom, and to move forward with gratitude

Someone said: "No one will always be whose armor, no one will always be whose destination, a person's ultimate destination will always be himself." ”

In the end, only they can rely on themselves, and children without umbrellas must try harder to run forward, no matter whether it is stormy or sunny, Qiu Qing can only accept to go forward.

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Yi Shu's "We Are Not Angels": It is not the years that make people mature, but the experience First, kindness and strength, is the first lesson that life teaches Qiu Qing, the second, to look down on gains and losses, to work hard to live three, life to bloom, and to move forward with gratitude

Hong Kong's Kowloon Walled City was once the most densely populated place in the world, with 1.9 million people per square kilometer, almost 2 people per square meter. There are all kinds of institutions and shops, just like a small society.

Qiu Qing's mother and daughter lived in one of the huts. Qiu Qing never knew who his father was, let alone seen him.

Qiu Qing's mother performed on stage in the nightclub with a good face, and the sisters accompanied their mother through various stages since childhood. There will always be many new people on the stage of the nightclub, and gradually, Qiu Qing's mother will be seriously ostracized, and the opportunities and income for performances will become less and less.

The pressure of life made her physically and mentally exhausted, overwhelmed, in poor physical condition, and sick in bed.

Qiu Qing's sister said that she was not the material for reading, and offered to go out to work, and at a young age, she took up the burden of supporting the family.

The children of poor families have long been in charge, and the hardships of life have made the sisters know how to live on their own early, and they have also experienced the coldness of the world.

In the face of discrimination and cold eyes of others, they never pay attention to it; they treat their families with the most sincere feelings.

Qiu Qing knew that her sister was very hard to make a cameo performance in the crew, and sometimes, taking the opportunity to go abroad, she would also help people smuggle some unsightly goods back and forth.

Every time her sister went out, Qiu Qing was very worried, and she must wait for her sister to return safely before sleeping with confidence.

Qiu Qing's happiest thing was to see her sister come back and see her smile.

Although sometimes, her sister would also lose her temper, whenever this happened, Qiu Qing would remain silent, and she knew in her heart that her sister had unspeakable grievances.

No matter how hard it was to earn money, her sister promised to help Qiu Qing pay her tuition until she finished elementary school.

Every time the sister came home, the first thing she did was to hand her a pile of crumpled bills of various denominations, partly for her to pay for tuition and one for her neighbor, Zhu Apo, who helped them take care of their mother.

Qiu Qing didn't know how to help her sister share the pressure, the only thing she could do was to study hard, take care of herself and her mother, and reassure her sister.

Qiu Qing was wronged outside and never told her family.

Despite her good academic performance, her mother was discriminated against and ostracized in school because of her special status.

Prohibited items are often raided in schools, and everyone's school bag is searched, without exception.

Unlike everyone, after each group inspection, Qiu Qing would be called to the office alone to check her school bag again. It was as if the searchers had decided that they could find what they wanted in Qiu Qing's bag in order to complete the task as quickly as possible.

In the face of these people's questioning and cross-examination, Qiu Qing took it for granted, and every time he disappointed them.

Qiu Qing did not want to be like her mother and sister, and she decided to go out of her own way and live a normal life. Therefore, I never avoided things that should not be touched, and never inquired about them.

Yi Shu's "We Are Not Angels": It is not the years that make people mature, but the experience First, kindness and strength, is the first lesson that life teaches Qiu Qing, the second, to look down on gains and losses, to work hard to live three, life to bloom, and to move forward with gratitude

Of course, Qiu Qing sometimes does not understand her mother's rebuke, and she will run away from home angrily.

Once, she fantasized that her mother would come out to find herself, but in fact, no matter how far she went, she would obediently go home every time.

No one had ever accommodated Qiu Qing, let alone spoiled her, and her unpleasantness had always been digested alone.

Gradually, she learned to reconcile with many unhappy things.

Life makes her learn to be strong and independent, be kind to her family and friends, and let her know how to understand and tolerate.

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There is no feast in the world, and life is moving forward in the reunion and farewell again and again.

Not everyone can accompany us to the end, and some people fall behind as we walk.

Qiu Qing's mother left the sisters after nine months of bedridden illness.

Faced with the departure of her mother, Qiu Qing found for the first time that death was so close to her. She covered her face with her hands, tears pouring out like broken beads.

She felt that fate treated it so unfairly, and wanted to vent, but she couldn't roar.

There is nothing more painful in the world than watching one's loved ones leave without being able to do anything about it.

Zhu Apo looked at Qiu Qing painfully and whispered: Qiu Qing's life is destined to be a colorful picture. Life has just begun to face the most cruel separation in the world, how can such a painful sadness make her breathe?

The two sisters supported each other for their lives, and thought that life would let the sisters go, let them get through the difficulties, and live a stable life, but the world was unpredictable.

After a few years, the sister planned to marry her boyfriend Jacke, bought a new house and moved out, leaving Qiu Qing alone in the family. When Qiu Qing is in a bad mood, she likes to lie on the large terrace built by her neighbor Zhu Abo, watch the stars bend the moon, or close her eyes to recuperate.

Sometimes, my sister would take Qiu Qing with her to the theater, and she could always find a seat and a seat for her to feel comfortable in an environment full of fruit shells and drink bottles.

In addition to studying, her sister, Jie Ge and Zhu Abo are all of Qiu Qing's current life.

On the surface of seemingly calm life, there is actually a dark tide.

During a gang fight, the sister was shot to protect Jago. She clutched her wound and rushed home, slamming the door on the ground.

Seeing the blood on her sister's body, Qiu Qing hugged her sister tightly and whispered in her sister's ear that she was going to ask someone to take her sister to the hospital. The sister's breath became weaker and weaker, and she left peacefully in Qiu Qing's arms. Qiu Qing laid the whole person on her sister's body and cried bitterly: Sister don't leave me.

There is a lyric in "Sorrow Against the River": There are many reasons for flowers to bloom, but I do not say cause and effect, minus the lost happiness and melancholy, there is more, since everything has been seen through, it does not matter, who will wait in the future to say goodbye to me again.

The trees want to be quiet and the wind is not stopping, and Qiu Qing's world is always more sad to leave.

Yi Shu's "We Are Not Angels": It is not the years that make people mature, but the experience First, kindness and strength, is the first lesson that life teaches Qiu Qing, the second, to look down on gains and losses, to work hard to live three, life to bloom, and to move forward with gratitude

Since then, in this world, Qiu Qing is alone, and her only relatives have left.

Lu Xun once said: Life, the people who accompany you at each stage are different, someone to accompany you should cherish well, no matter, there is your shadow to accompany you all the way forward.

There is a song that sings: The breeze walks with two sleeves, and the past is difficult to keep.

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After her sister left, Jie Ge volunteered to take on the responsibility of funding Qiu Qing's tuition until she got her college diploma.

After Qiu Qing graduated, Jie Ge gradually transferred the nightclub business to Qiu Qing to take care of.

Life always teaches people to grow, and after thousands of times of tempering, Qiu Qing has become stronger and stronger, and she has become "not loving anyone".

It is not that people's hearts have changed, sometimes sadness is too luxurious, when there is no dependence behind them, they can only be strong.

Even if she wept bitterly behind her back, people still cheered up their spirits in front of her, and those injuries that had been suffered in Qiu Qing's heart and the tears that flowed in her eyes were all milestones in her growth.

Yi Shu said: Everyone is only given a skin bag in his lifetime, and he has been entangled with it for decades, and the shell has been destroyed, and even the most clever spirit must go with it, and cannot survive alone.

Watching Qiu Qing take care of her career better and better, Jie Ge is ready to leave Hong Kong and start a new life in another city. He was reluctant to remain in the place that had once brought him joy and sorrow.

After Qiu Qing sent Jie Ge away, she found herself truly cut off from the past. The book reads: "The people of the old world have left her one by one." ”

With the development of the times, the Kowloon City Walled City was reconstructed.

This carries Qiu Qing's full childhood memories, familiar to the point that it can no longer be familiar, has long been deeply imprinted in her mind, belongs to her growth part, the mountain in the mountains, the bend in the kowloon city wall, will completely disappear from her life.

Yesterday has passed, and the people and events in those distant and deep memories seem to have happened yesterday, and they are clear and unforgettable.

However, to Qiu Qing's relief, her home will be converted into a playground that can bring joy to people.

Every end of life is the beginning of a new journey.

Yi Shu's "We Are Not Angels": It is not the years that make people mature, but the experience First, kindness and strength, is the first lesson that life teaches Qiu Qing, the second, to look down on gains and losses, to work hard to live three, life to bloom, and to move forward with gratitude

Having experienced the baptism of life, the polishing of the years, still smiling at the sunshine.

Shake hands with the past in order to live in the present and meet a better tomorrow.

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