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2017 Shaodong County, Hunan
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A pregnant woman accidentally developed cancer when she was three months pregnant
The doctor suggested that the child be removed immediately, otherwise her life would not be guaranteed, but the pregnant woman expressed her willingness to exchange her life for the child, only because her husband once told her that he wanted to share their child with her, when the doctor asked her husband"
Keep big or keep small
At the time, he said:
I don't want adults or children
！”
This skinny woman is called Yang Lingyun, she is already terminal cancer, but she is still pregnant with an eight-month-old baby in her belly, Yang Lingyun said that even if she gives her life, she will give birth to a child for her husband.
But since she was diagnosed with cancer, her husband has thrown her into her mother's house and ignored her, and she is also indifferent to the child in her belly
Why?
Yang Lingyun was born in one
barren
The family, with excellent grades in school, is the best three students in the eyes of the teacher. However, because her family really did not have the ability to provide her with college, Yang Lingyun took the initiative to withdraw from school.
Went to Shenzhen early to work
。
Yang Lingyun, who has just entered the big city, is blinded by the bustling streets in front of her, and she has seen the outside world for the first time since she grew up in the countryside.
People in the village say that the big city is fast-paced and makes a lot of money, and Yang Lingyun began a hard working life. She was simply kind and alone in the big city, and as a girl, how she wished to have a boy to fight with her and have a small home of her own in this city.
Finally, a man appeared. Yang Lingyun originally thought that he had met true love in a big city, but after getting along for a while,
Only to find out that he has met a "scumbag"
Yang Lingyun was eventually abandoned mercilessly, and it was not long before Yang Lingyun returned to his hometown alone.
Shortly after Yang Lingyun returned to his hometown,
A man named Peng Jiangping appeared in her life
Although the man was divorced and still had an eleven-year-old son. However, he gave Yang Lingyun meticulous care and love, and the two gradually came together, like glue all day, although Peng Jiangping's conditions were not superior.
But Yang Lingyun still married him without hesitation
At that time, Yang Lingyun was already forty years old, although Peng Jiangping already had a son, he still wanted to have another daughter with Yang Lingyun, Yang Lingyun also secretly decided after listening,
Be sure to give your husband this daughter dream
Regardless of his age, Yang Lingyun became pregnant with Peng Jiangping's child a few months later.
At that time, Peng Jiangping was moved to tears, and he hugged his wife tightly. Seeing that life was getting better and better, both of them thought that their tomorrow would be very happy, but when Yang Lingyun was three months pregnant, he did
Multiple malignancies have been identified
。 The doctor told her,
Cancer cannot be treated without removing the child!
Yang Lingyun has now reached the time when he has to make a choice, if he wants children, he must give up his life! But once you take off the child, you may not have any children of your own!
Because drugs and chemotherapy are undoubtedly fatal to the fetus!
Yang Lingyun was close to collapse, and she didn't understand why Heaven was joking with her like this.
She very much wanted to give birth to this child for her husband, but her family was advising her to beat the child off so that she could live a long time; after much consideration, Yang Lingyun chose to give up treatment and exchange her life for the child's life.
What do you get when you give up your life to have a child?
Just after Yang Lingyun chose to give up treatment, her husband not only did not double his care for her, but directly threw her at her mother's house without asking, and before leaving, he also removed the wedding ring of the two from Yang Lingyun's hand, at this moment, Yang Lingyun's eyes overflowed with tears.
Did she pay the price of her life to give birth to a child for her husband, in exchange for abandonment?
When Yang Lingyun was eight months pregnant, it had reached the final juncture, and in desperation, Yang Lingyun's family could only go to Peng Jiangping, after all, the two were still husband and wife in legal sense, but when they saw Peng Jiangping, his reaction surprised everyone
Peng Jiangping said that he now has to earn money to support his son every day, there is no time and energy to take care of his wife, and his parents died since he was a child, and Peng Jiangping, who grew up in an orphanage, has no resources in society.
For Yang Lingyun's high surgical fees, he simply could not afford to bear it.
But Yang Lingyun's eldest sister said, let's put the money aside for the time being, your wife doesn't even want her life in order to give birth to a child for you, why can't you take care of it?
As a man, where is your sense of responsibility and responsibility?
Peng Jiangping seemed very aggrieved at this time, he said that he did not have the ability to raise a child now, the eldest son is just in junior high school,
In the future, there will be more and more places to spend money, and he really can't get out to take care of his wife.
Now Yang Lingyun is lying alone in the hospital, her heart is full of mixed feelings, she thinks back to her life, why is she so fateful, if she continued to go to school at that time, now it may be another fate, and she will not be so miserable in Guangzhou North, nor will she meet Peng Jiangping.
But this can only be if...
Here Yang Lingyun's eldest sister and third brother came to Peng Jiangping's home and asked him to visit his wife no matter what, the two had not seen each other for three months, and even the iron heart should also go to visit his wife. Peng Jiangping couldn't help the sisters and brothers in front of him,
It may also be that their words poked at Peng Jiangping's heart.
Peng Jiangping returned to his shabby bungalow, constantly rummaging for something, when everyone did not understand what he was doing, after a few minutes he grew a breath and took out from the drawer the ring that was engaged to Yang Lingyun at that time.
It seems that he still has a place in his heart for his wife.
After they rushed to the hospital, Peng Jiangping watched his wife's eyes gradually moisten, I don't know if he was too indebted to his wife or his wife's appearance was too shocking, he brought a wedding ring for Yang Lingyun again, although Yang Lingyun was lying on the bed, although her body was extremely weak, we could also see that she was very happy, and the hand wearing the ring could not stop trembling
Peng Jiangping lay down next to the hospital bed without saying a word, as if his heart had been filled with guilt at this time; Yang Lingyun did not take medicine or chemotherapy in order to save the child in his belly.
The fetus in the womb is now eight months old
According to the doctor's diagnosis, the fetus is still intact,
It's just that Yang Lingyun's life is in jeopardy!
Peng was born of love, born of love
Yang Lingyun had already given birth to a child with the determination to die
, ready to be named "Peng Yin Love", Metaphor: Born of Love! Now Yang Lingyun is about to come to the end of his life, but Peng Jiangping still doesn't want this child! This made Yang Lingyun's eldest sister very angry, reprimanding Peng Jiangping for having no sense of responsibility, and a few short words made Peng Jiangping feel inexplicably annoyed! However, the eldest sister also has no way, now Yang Lingyun has been like this,
Wouldn't it be a waste of your life if you didn't want a child again?
Peng Jiangping listened to his sister's reprimand and turned around and left the hospital
As a man, he may also face a dilemma, if he really leaves this child behind, he is likely to be unable to raise, and may even treat his eldest son badly, but Yang Lingyun has given up his life for the child.
The collision of thoughts made the man finally choose to escape
Shortly after Peng Jiangping left, Yang Lingyun's eldest sister received a text message from him. He told his eldest sister that he didn't want to deal with adults and children now.
As for whether to keep this child or not, it has nothing to do with him.
Looking at her departed husband, Yang Lingyun's heart was like ten thousand needles stinging, and her mouth kept repeating it
"It doesn't make sense! It really doesn't make sense! ”
Once upon a time they were
Attached
, and now it has come to this point. Yang Lingyun's heart and body were tormented, and he saw that the due date was coming, Yang Lingyun
Despite the discouragement of family members
, gave birth to this child
Due to the relationship of premature birth, the baby was born less than three pounds, after careful examination by the doctor, it was found that the baby as a whole was still healthy, Yang Lingyun heard the news, his face showed a long-lost smile, but it seems to be mixed with some despair and helplessness.
Just when everyone's hearts landed, Yang Lingyun did
Suddenly, something happened
Trade your life for your life, and be lonely until you die
In the ten hours after the birth of the child, she did not see the figure of her husband Peng Jiangping at all; and Yang Lingyun had reached the end of her life, and she passed away.
In the last moments of her life, she still did not wait for the care of her lover
Even if it is just to meet once, so many years of husband and wife, so it is reasonable that she hopes that her husband can accompany her at the last moment, even if she is no longer in this world,
That feeling can also make her smile and face death
After Yang Lingyun passed away, her husband finally appeared in our sight. When he learned that Yang Lingyun was no longer alive, the guilt in his heart broke his last line of defense. A man who was nearly fifty years old cried out without controversy, and we could see that he was actually very tormented inside, but we also learned that
He did have a very hard life
As for what he said before that he was afraid of not being able to raise a second child,
Nor is it an attempt to evade responsibility
Peng Jiangping told us that he and his ex-wife actually had two children.
The first child was because of cancer
He spent all his family's savings and finally passed away early. Therefore, the reason why Peng Jiangping did not want children was because when he saw Yang Lingyun at that time,
My mind was full of the figure of the child of that year
He was afraid that Yang Lingyun's cancer would be passed on to the child, if that was the case,
This child might as well not!
Finally, under the persuasion of everyone, Peng Jiangping went to the hospital to visit the newborn child, and the child in the incubator slept very quietly, and the cute appearance was like a ray of sunshine, which made Peng Jiangping's heart warm. At this time, his eyes gradually burst into tears. This is the child that Yang Lingyun exchanged his life for, and the shame in his heart surged into his heart.
Now Peng Jiangping wants to apologize to his wife too late, he said that he must raise this child,
This is used to compensate for the debt to Yang Lingyun.
In response to Peng Jiangping's special situation, the local government said that it could give Peng Jiangping a poverty subsidy according to the policy, so that their family could live less difficult.
Now everything is back to calm
There are many great mothers like Yang Lingyun in this world, how many people will choose to sacrifice themselves for their children, we also pay tribute to the mothers of the whole world, I hope you can all be healthy and happy families!
Peng Jiangping chose to take responsibility at the last time, although Yang Lingyun could no longer see it, but I believe that if she saw this scene under the Nine Springs,
I'll be at peace!
There is too much bitterness and helplessness in life, and many things are
Not as good as expected
But why have people ever given up because life is difficult?
I hope that Peng Jiangping can take good care of his children, so that it can be regarded as the best explanation for Yang Lingyun, and perhaps many years later, Peng Jiangping will stand in front of Yang Lingyun's tomb and proudly say:
I raised our kids!
Okay, that's the end of the issue
We'll see you next time!