My Prison Life (5: Meeting Relatives in Detention Centers)

The day after I signed the arrest letter, I was notified to meet with him.

On the way to the meeting, I was uneasy in my heart. Imagine seeing my family later, I will definitely give me a stinky scolding, saying how I am so disobedient, how to do these illegal and criminal things, telling me to study well, not to read well, to go to the society to fool around, and now mixed into this, net to find us trouble! With all the anxiety in my heart and the warmth of longing to see my loved ones, I nervously entered the meeting room.

First of all, I saw several pairs of eyes through the glass that had been staring in the direction of my entrance.

I felt countless needles piercing my heart, my face felt hot, and my eyes felt like I was about to burst into tears.

I didn't dare to wipe it with my hands, for fear of being seen by them, afraid of being laughed at by them, I knew today, why should I have anything to cry now, I had to squeeze them back with my upper and lower eyelids.

I pretended to be calm and slowly walked to the phone. Dad sat in front of the phone opposite and saw me coming, so he picked up the phone and put it in his ear, and I picked it up.

"Are you okay inside?" Dad sniffed his throat and asked with concern, looking at me intently.

"I'm fine, don't worry..." I replied with an understatement. The one who worries you the most is you! Dad suddenly roared hysterically.

In an instant, my vision was blurred, and I hung my head heavily, and the tears couldn't stop dripping down! I couldn't say a word again. Dad didn't say a word either...

After a long time, I heard my father say again: "Are you serious or not?" How long will it be sentenced? ”

At this time, I took a few deep breaths, adjusted my emotions, and immediately came to mind what others said to me, "You have to sentence this to at least 15 years." ”。

I didn't dare to tell my father, for fear that he would not be able to accept it on the spot, and I was not sure yet. I had to say, "I don't know how long I'll be sentenced now, and I'll have to wait for the procuratorate's indictment to know how much the sentence will be." ”

Dad stopped talking for an instant, just looked left and right. I saw tears in his eyes.

He said to the relatives next to him, "Tell me about it." "I was ready to put down the phone.

I suddenly realized something, my face suddenly felt hot, and quickly shouted "Daddy! He looked at me again.

"Can you... Give me some money? The dishes here are too unpalatable, there is no oil at all, and I can't eat enough, so you give me some money, so that I can buy some stir-fried vegetables to eat..." After saying that, I felt that the top of my head and the back of my neck were hot.

"How much do you want?" Dad asked with concern. A warm current in my heart rushed straight to my whole body at once, but I was embarrassed to say how much money I wanted directly, so I was embarrassed and said: "You see your own convenience..."

"Is 500 enough?" Dad asked. "Well, enough!" I replied with relief.

Then I saw my father take the phone to the third aunt, and the third aunt picked up the phone and said, "I know you're not doing anything good!" These things are done! What a harmful thing! Now it's good to hurt yourself! Before saying that to you, you just don't listen, you want to mix, now regret and no chance, you can transform yourself in it! "He's counting me down.

I didn't dare to answer a word, and only remembered in my mind that when I skipped school, he caught me, and then arrested me back and scolded me fiercely. At the end of the scolding, he raised his big hands and prepared to slap them down, but they didn't fight down, just stopped in the air for a long time, and said in their mouths: "Your father, they are reluctant to beat you, do you believe that I slapped you here today!" "But he never fought.

After a pause, he gently explained various reasons to me, but where I could listen, I finally decided not to go to school.

Now he was right across from me, across the glass, holding the phone and counting me hard again. But this time, I felt regret from the bottom of my heart, regretted that I didn't listen to him, and angry that he didn't beat me up and wake me up! But when I think about it, if my parents don't beat me, how can he get his hands on it?

After he finished speaking, he took the phone to the third sister. Sangu picked up the phone and couldn't say a word, it was a strong tear, constantly wiping tears. I couldn't find anything to comfort her, just muttered "It's okay, it's okay..."

She cried for half a day, and finally squeezed out a few words: "Your aunt's stomach disease is harmed here, you have to make a good transformation yourself, and strive to come out as soon as possible!" After saying that, he continued to wipe his tears.

At this time, I realized that the third aunt had also come in before, no wonder that after I stopped studying, I often met him in some night scenes, and his speech was still very social, not at all like the elder who had taught me before.

After the third sister finished speaking, she took the phone to the eldest aunt again. The aunt picked up the phone and said with a sad face: "Are you killed by others, cheated by others, yes, you have to make it clear to the police, let them let you out!" You used to be such an obedient child, I grew up watching you, how could you do such a thing? When your sister talked to us at that time, we couldn't believe that it was because of this matter that we were arrested, and we thought it was because of the fight, because of my sister, hey... I didn't expect it, how could this be..." The more she said, the more worried she became, and there was always a deep sadness and regret in her eyes, and her face was full of words that she did not believe that the nephew in front of her would commit a crime.

In the face of this living bodhisattva-like aunt in front of me, I just had a deep self-reproach in my heart and felt very sorry for her! She hurt me the most since she was a child, and in the winter, she would knit me sweaters and scarves. I went to boarding school, and every week she would prepare me a big jar of prepared dishes with all kinds of diced meat, tempeh, peppers, etc., and stir-fry them all together.

Every time I eat at school, I use a spoon to scoop out a few spoons to go bibimbap, and it tastes so good! At that time, I silently swore in my heart that when I grew up, I would repay her well!

But I never bought her a dress, bought a pair of shoes, and never said thank you to her. But now, I have committed a crime, entered the detention center, and said that I would repay her, and now I am repaying her in this way? Let her shed tears for me!

Thinking of this, the tears couldn't stop flowing down!

I couldn't say a word, and I struggled in my heart for half a day before I squeezed out a sentence: "Big widow, I know... I'll remember what you said! I will be obedient and come out to be a good person in the future! Don't let you worry about me..." As he spoke, he was already completely choked up, and he couldn't say a word.

My sister has been watching me from the side, but she has not been shedding tears like everyone else, and there is more determination in her eyes, and she feels that she has grown up a lot!

Yes, she was the first relative to know that I had been arrested, and she also accompanied me through the process of being arrested, fear, despair, helplessness... She went through all of these things that shouldn't have been experienced by her.

It's all my fault! She must hate me in her heart! When she picked up the phone to talk to me, I felt a deep sense of self-blame in my heart, didn't know what to say to her, said sorry, seemed to be a little too out of sight, struggled in my heart for half a day, and asked guiltily: "Are you okay..." My sister firmly said to me: "What can I do, I am not involved!" I smiled awkwardly. My sister didn't look at me either, but kept her head down at her fingers.

Then I asked her, "When did the police release you?" "My sister told me about some of the things that happened when I was taken away. She said that after I was taken away, the police were asking her if she knew what your brother was doing, and she said she didn't know.

My sister asked the police if the matter was serious, and the police told her that if the drug was bought by the two of us together, it would be a complicity.

If I had just bought him a few small packets, I would have been an accessory and would have been given a lighter sentence. Although K powder is not as heavy as the white powder, but this number is too much, if that person is the main offender, he will definitely be sentenced to more than ten years, your brother will be sentenced to a maximum of several years, and if two people are jointly committing a crime, it must be sentenced to more than ten years.

Then my sister asked me, "Did you buy that thing, or did he buy that thing?" I said, "He bought it, but I also got the money." ”

Hearing this, the sister bowed her head and was silent for a long time, and then said: "You are still very young and have been arrested, for you, it is also a good thing, otherwise, it will definitely become bigger and bigger in the future, and the sentence will become more and more serious, and there will be no chance to turn back!" You reform well inside, strive for more commutation of sentence, come out early, live again, stay away from your previous circles, and be a useful person to society, we will all be waiting for you outside! After saying that, my sister looked at me for a long time with an unusually firm look.

From the look in her eyes, I did not see a trace of sadness for me, not a trace of pity and regret, but a hope of rebirth!

A warm current instantly surged from the bottom of my heart, and my eyes instantly became moist, blurring my vision. I raised one hand and wiped my tears with the back of my hand, and again saw my sister clench her right fist and give me a cheering gesture. I also clenched my fists and gave her a cheering gesture in response!