Author: Lu Ying
Source: Goddess Library (ID: nvshenshuguan)
I haven't seen Tao Xinran for a long time.
On the first day of 2022, she posted a video: "In 2022, I wish you all the best and surrounded by love." ”
The smile was gentle, and most importantly, her attitude was as sincere as ever.
I still remember that a while ago, when the tenth anniversary of the launch of "The Biography of Zhen Huan", Weibo was very lively.
The lead actors have posted blogs to commemorate it.
Sun Li.
Ada.
Lan Yingying.
Jiang Xin.
Most of them are commemorated in a mocking, humorous way.
As long as Tao Xinran sent a thousand-word blog post.
In the form of letters, the words are earnest and the sentences are sincere.
The opening sentence "Ling Rong: See the letter is good!" ", all at once, pull people back to ten years ago.
This thousand-word blog post, in addition to commemoration, is more to comb through her psychological journey along the way.
Because the role of "An Lingrong" means a lot to her.
At that time, "The Biography of Zhen Huan" swept the north and south of the river, several starring actors were red through half the sky, only Tao Xinran suffered endless network violence, and everyone shouted and beat.
The car parked in the underground garage was also scratched three times by a big aunt.
After the crossing, she also pointed to her nose and scolded Tao Xinran: "You are 'An Lingrong', bad woman!" ”
No matter how Tao Xinran explained, the big mother just wouldn't listen.
Tao Xinran was helpless.
"Me and 'An Lingrong' are really two completely different people."
She is different from An Lingrong, it is all aspects.
An Lingrong has a gloomy personality, she is soft; An Lingrong is not loved, she has a legendary love.
At that time, she had just graduated from the Department of Drama, Film and Television of Tianjin Conservatory of Music, and found that the ideal was very full, and the reality was very bone.
Tao Xinran faced a dilemma.
She has no background, no resources, no team, and after playing several supporting roles, Tao Xinran quickly has no drama to shoot.
She ran through countless groups, no one looked for her, she tried countless plays, no one decided.
But at this time, the career did not improve, and love came first.
That day, she was lying bored in her room resting, and the phone rang, and it was a friend who called.
"Xinran, come out and sing K."
I went to see that there were many men and women sitting in the box, and the cosmic ball was full of lights.
Source: Tao Xinran Weibo
Tao Xinran sat silently in the corner, not talking or singing.
At this moment, the thick door of the box was pushed open, and a man came in, and the cosmic ball light was projected on the man's face.
Tall figure with thick eyebrows and big eyes.
"This guy must be an actor." She guessed to herself, not expecting the man to go straight to herself.
"Hello, my name is He Jianze."
A sentence of self-introduction, to resolve the embarrassment, next, He Jianze is actively looking for a topic.
Asking about hometown, asking about constellations, asking about schools, He Jianze's enthusiasm opened Tao Xinran's heart.
And his thick and deep voice is like a very Hua Tsai.
Tao Xinran looked at He Jianze, who was concentrating on singing, for a few seconds, and suddenly had a feeling of heartbeat.
And He Jianze, in fact, has already paid attention to Tao Xinran.
The moment he pushed the door in, he glanced at Tao Xinran sitting in the corner, and the thick bangs covered her eyes, unable to see her expression clearly, but feeling very lonely.
Tao Xinran's quietness was in stark contrast to the other playful girls in the box.
So he walked up to her, and after some exchanges, he was more certain that the girl was good.
They began dating, and at a small lake, He Jianze couldn't hold back his heart: "You be my wife." ”
No relationship, no marriage proposal, just become a wife?
Tao Xinran's face was sullen: "Don't think that you are handsome, any girl can be chased." I'm not that kind of girl! ”
He Jianze was anxious and hurriedly explained the meaning of "wife".
Tao Xinran threw him down and left in a huff.
After separating, Tao Xinran quickly regretted it, was he too impulsive? But if she had to apologize, she couldn't do it.
A few days later, she went to Beijing on a business trip, and after sitting down, she looked up and found He Jianze sitting next to her.
Tao Xinran was stunned!
It turned out that the two of them had just bought that day, the same day, the same train, and the adjacent location.
The location numbers are 13th and 14th, 1314, which is destined by Heaven to be together!
Tao Xinran could not suppress the tears, and He Jianze hugged Tao Xinran into his arms...
That day was May 12, 2008.
The train "D542" carries the little couple and heads to the station of love: Beijing.
They rented a house in Beijing, small but cozy.
Tao Xinran loves to be clean and cleans his home spotlessly.
Looking at Tao Xinran's busy figure, He Jianze always said: "Don't be busy, just live." ”
I feel guilty.
After coming to Beijing, He Jianze had almost no drama to shoot, and when he went out to run the group, most of them found nothing.
After returning home, He Jianze didn't even want to say anything, and Tao Xinran never complained.
Every day, she crowded the morning rush hour subway and gave other people line lessons. When I came home in the evening, I cooked for He Jianze and chatted with him.
He Jianze did not speak, and she sat silently next to her.
Feeling the time, minute by minute, it was also from this time that He Jianze decided to give the girl next to him: enough love; enough protection; good for her for a lifetime.
In 2009, He Jianze finally ushered in some turnarounds, and Tao Xinran also met the role that changed her life - An Lingrong.
That year, "The Biography of Zhen Huan" opened a casting event, most of the actresses in Beijing flocked to it, and Tao Xinran also went.
In the long corridor, the bright-eyed and toothed actress swung the dragon.
Most of them have teams, or agents, except for Tao Xinran, who sits in a chair outside with a resume.
"Tao Xinran!" Someone called her name, she immediately got up and walked into the office, in front of director Zheng Xiaolong sat, and an actor wiped his tears and left.
"How can it be like the director of discipline reprimanding elementary school students?" Tao Xinran sat down and handed over his stills and resume.
Zheng Xiaolong flipped over and said, "You've filmed a lot of dramas." ”
"Hey, most of them are not famous."
Source: Beijing News
Tao Xinran looked fearless.
This audition, originally did not have much hope, pure luck.
As he was speaking, Zheng Xiaolong flipped to a still - Tao Xinran was dressed in ancient costume, tilted his head, and looked into the distance, which was the "Tanchun" in "The Biography of Daiyu".
Pictured: "Tanchun" played by Tao Xinran
Zheng Xiaolong paused, "Can you send me this photo?" ”
Then, the staff was posted on the wall of character photos behind them.
Zheng Xiaolong said softly, "An Lingrong."
Source: The bad sister is coming
Tao Xinran couldn't believe it, because the photos behind her besides her were Sun Li and Chen Jianbin.
Tao Xinran realized that he had been selected!
After the interview, Tao Xinran walked out of the gate, crossed the stone steps, and almost flew up happily!
It was her first encounter with such a large production and a professional team.
Just after joining the group, she held the script and studied it every day, "An Lingrong" had a lonely personality and inferiority.
In order to experience the role, Tao Xinran pulled himself away from the crowd and often hid aside.
He also designed a lot of small actions for "An Lingrong", such as the gesture of reaching out and retracting when sitting in the carriage; and Zhen Huan whispered a few words quietly, and then pulled her eyelids down.
Her eyes, gestures, status, all illustrate—
An Lingrong was a timid and inferior person.
She is doomed to go astray and be eaten by "jealousy", and in the end, she and Zhen Huan fall out, kill Meizhuang, and embark on the road of no return.
Such "An Lingrong" is a villain who has the ambition, and is more hateful than the "empress" and "concubine".
"The Biography of Zhen Huan" has different roles, wonderful and colorful, and the ratings are all the way up.
Tao Xinran also became a hit, but she did not know that in the next ten years, she would become the object of "online violence".
After "An Lingrong", she played many roles.
But no matter what she plays, there are always people on Weibo who come to insult her.
From time to time, she came to ask her ancestors about eighteen generations.
Tao Xinran didn't pay attention to it at first.
Because she was getting busier and busier, even busy enough to ignore He Jianze's "change".
Once when he returned home, Tao Xinran saw ThatHe Jianze was concentrating on typing with WeChat.
"What are you doing?"
He Jianze's face was panicked, "Nothing, talked about work." ”
Tao Xinran is very confused, usually He Jianze uses WeChat, always likes to send voice, how to patiently type?
Tao Xinran turned around and went to the bathroom, and He Jianze quickly replied: "Okay, that's it." ”
Tao Xinran immediately asked, "With whom to send WeChat?" ”
He Jianze immediately hid his mobile phone. "It's okay, work."
Later, Tao Xinran answered a phone call, and she did not pay attention to it.
A few days later, He Jianze asked Tao Xinran to attend a dinner party, and Tao Xinran went.
As soon as I arrived at the scene, I found that it was He Jianze's elaborate marriage proposal scene, and all the media were present.
He Jianze held a champagne-colored rose in his hand and knelt down on one knee: "Will you marry me?" ”
Media reporters kept coaxing: "Marry him!" Marry him! ”
Tao Xinran covered his mouth and trembled.
It turned out that the previous "sneaky" was all for today's happy moment, Tao Xinran stretched out his left hand and put on the ring.
The next year, their daughter He Tao was born, and the photo of the family of three was very warm.
At the moment when he should have received his blessing, Tao Xinran was once again subjected to online violence.
"I feel like your daughter won't end well." A netizen impressively typed this sentence.
Like a knife, it stabbed into Tao Xinran's heart coldly and piercingly.
Tao Xinran was furious!
"X your uncle, is it not forcing civilized people to say dirty words?" Curse my daughter, you think you will have a good ending, I am not the Virgin White Lotus, I have the bottom line! ”
But since then, Tao Xinran's online violence has hardly stopped.
There was scolding that wanted to kill her.
There was a scolding of her "sorry for this bitter love drama face".
At one point, she was so depressed that she wanted to quit the circle.
Until now, there are still people cursing under her Weibo.
Every time you post a weibo, @ her once.
Full of malice, it makes people sweat and stand upside down.
But fortunately, she survived with strong psychological qualities.
In the face of this network storm, Tao Xinran was much calmer.
"You value me so much, if I don't react, it seems like I'm sorry for you."
Not rigid, not shy, with the most peaceful mentality, to face online violence.
In the past ten years, Tao Xin has risen and fallen.
Enjoyed a soaring speed of popularity, but also encountered a lot of online insults.
At first, she would complain and be upset.
Later, Tao Xinran felt that why should he praise and criticize outsiders too much?
"Acting is just a profession, and outside of this profession, you don't have any aura, and your aura is brought to you by your character."
She is no longer stubborn, no longer resentful, and more like a network troll, but empty herself.
Keep moving forward in a confident, soft way.
She was idle to write.
Appreciate the great rivers and mountains of the motherland.
More often, she squatted down and accompanied her children with her husband.
Last year, he was upgraded to producer.
She can struggle and she can enjoy.
Not in a hurry, always on their own path.
The dark arrows of public opinion are constantly on, and for her, it is just a strong background in life.
The controversy, for her, is nothing more than a tense accompaniment.
Her life has started anew.
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