I gave the best youth to marriage

I gave the best youth to marriage, when I was 15 years old, I met the boy I felt could be entrusted with for life, and as a result, the boy turned me from an ignorant girl into a resentful woman, from a resentful woman to a shrew, and from a shrew to a dumb person now, and since then there has been no laughter in my world!

I don't want to argue with him anymore, for some small things and quarrel, I have no strength to argue, I feel that I will always be just an outsider, I finally lived into a look that even I hated, when I got married I never thought I would live like this, I thought I married love, he would protect me and love me, the result was no love, no money and no company, except for the child who took his life in exchange, love is nothing!

I've been wondering, what exactly has marriage given me? Gave a place of chicken feathers, gave endless quarrels, gave a family the right to bully you, all the time, when our marriage has a problem, everyone is advising me, for the sake of the children to endure the past, yes, everything is for the children. Not for my own children, if I were alone, I wouldn't have chosen to start again!

Look around me, how many women are committed to living for their children, and how many women have given their lives and all for their children. No youth, no freedom!

The two words of "responsibility" have become our tight curse, so that many women are scaled and wounded, full of diseases, and strong and difficult to go to the end.

Why is it so hard to be a woman? In fact, I don't want everything to go as expected, even if he occasionally let me three points, I will not be able to retreat, but he is pressing step by step, and he has to force me to compromise, and the result is that the person who has been making mistakes is not wrong, and the person who has always chosen to forgive is really sick. Sometimes I think about waking up and seeing my grandmother cooking, my grandfather working, I haven't grown up, not for anyone's wife, not for anyone's mother! I wish I had been just a long, long dream."