After a lifetime of searching for a home, a lifetime of searching for love, will there be even one family member who says "go home" when Matsuko falls, and Matsuko will not end her life with tragedy? - "The Life of the Rejected Pine Nuts"
The movie is very different from the good painting style I imagined, very beautiful and fashionable, very gorgeous, very hip-hop, very Japanese, just like the gorgeous mv after the song, the heroine is so beautiful, how do I think Hanzo Forest looks very similar to her. I love this play, which portrays the lives of people at the bottom very delicately, like a film that explores psychology.
Unfortunate families are all similar, which reminds me of the contradictions between my relatives, there is a lot of powerlessness in the process of watching, but also learned some lessons, it is more like a movie that makes me grow and enlighten me, at the end I cry, sigh what I have lost, but I hope that the people who have seen it can stand up again like pine nuts.
The sad words in the book, presented in such an exaggerated and grotesque joke frivolous and gorgeous retro stiff advertising film, admire Tetsuya Nakajima's style as always, and unexpectedly fit very well, I don't know if he is a believer in PKD. The love that pine nuts can't grasp, like those repeated rivers, the river is always flowing, always indifferent, even if the pine nuts are involved in it, they can't give her any sense of security, they can only bring her deeper and deeper destruction.
At the end of the new century, a "self-defeating" Pine Nut died under the bats of a group of minors, which was also like the end of the old era, Asuka gave up her drunken dream of dying and went to work that could help others, And Sheng gradually understood Matsuko after encountering Matsuko's past, and saw the holy marks that she had suffered from weak people on the road of tenacious love.
So in the end, Matsuko, like the dead Son, ascends the stairs of the temple, becoming both a kind of god as a symbol and walking toward her home, to the one who truly loves her unconditionally, and at the same time forgiving herself that she has never been able to forgive.
I'm sorry for that sentence. Poke at the tears of many people, all their lives are longing for the pine nuts to be loved, hurt again and again, each time is to do their best to pay, to love with all their might, but the reality always shines into the world of pine nuts.
Human nature is complex and fragile, in the polishing of life, walking alone, but still warm pine nuts, so want to hug her, so difficult, not only warm can ... The music is pure, like a distant dream, and the style of the film is also dreamy, probably The dream of Matsuko is the dream of each of us, and we all long to be loved.
Because she did not get love, she always gave love to others, she did not get anything in her life, but she has been giving for people. Originally, I went to see this movie with the critical ideas of the original family, social problems, etc... Unexpectedly, he fell into the life of the rejected pine nuts. I wanted to use what I had learned to analyze the film, but I was deeply moved by the story, just like the mentality of watching the movie when I first watched it, just to see the story.
There is nothing wrong with pursuing love, but more importantly, pursuing the self, love is the relationship, and the self is the essence of existence. A brave and dignified lover, but always retaining the strength not to be hurt. The so-called emotional intelligence is to be able to judge what true love is and to guide people to be good. I'm lucky I can understand Matsuko's pain, but I'm more inclined to think of it as a screen image.
When I was a child, when I encountered differential treatment and hurt, I would feel that it was someone else's fault, and now that I met someone who didn't love me so much, I would accept the dashing departure and continue to entertain myself.
I cried into tears as I watched, and I was so sad, I didn't know if it was because of Matsuko or because of myself. I don't know why things are sad, I don't know who is sad, I miss a lot of people, I especially want to call my grandmother, I am really sad and sad, I have become less like myself.
In such a life, I miss my parents at this time, but I am afraid to get along with them. I don't seem to be very happy in love, but what am I not happy about? I don't know anything. I want to love myself, why do I have to live my life like this. But is it wrong to love sincerely?
Pine nuts are so beautiful, I often think of it this way. But she gradually gave up being a beauty, and finally ended her life in the garbage heap. I remembered reading a report in Japan that a former lover committed suicide after learning that the two were separated brothers and sisters, and the woman spent the rest of her life in the garbage heap.
But that was her own life, and I had nothing to blame. She couldn't have a better life, but it didn't make any sense. Seeing "I am sorry to be born as a human being" suddenly understands that Matsuko's love of grimaces is a metaphor for Dazai's flattering personality.
A childhood that desperately desires to be loved, so love is also deep and intense, as if it is not to give everything for love, but nothingness allows her to grasp love and live. She may not have hated or shed tears, nor may she desire the light, or death may have made her breathe. She had reason to be trapped in nothingness, and even death was a long sigh.
"Even if you are beaten, it is better than living alone." Matsuko has been lacking love all her life but has been pursuing love, and has always met people who are unladylike, but still has expectations for love.
The influence of the original family on Matsuko is really great, the lack of paternal love allows her to pin her desire for love on men, obviously Matsuko alone can also be very good, beautiful, warm, in prison also quickly got a beauty certificate, if Matsuko can see open and do not believe in the love that men say, it should not be so miserable.
Until the end, I never believed in anyone again, I never loved anyone anymore, and I never let others interfere in my life again. Although I once couldn't see it, how could there be such a pure and simple woman, how could there be so many scumbags who were unworthy and undeserved, and perhaps the essence of human beings was so, even if they were repeatedly ravaged by life, some things just couldn't be changed.
Matsuko's final reconciliation with her sister is actually reconciliation with herself and the world, but if matsuko is given another chance to start over, maybe the result will still be so, because she was born to be Matsuko, she was born like this. I hope that if there is an afterlife pine nuts can be born as a human being, it is very happy.
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