These days the mood is not very good, thinking of finding a few movies to see to relax, accidentally saw the "Life of the Abandoned Pine Nuts" movie, I thought it was a movie that would be very sad to watch, but I did not expect that after watching it, my mood was very calm.
If there is any feeling after reading it, I think it seems pale to use words to describe it, and the mood in it is from confusion to pity, from respect to regret.
In terms of feelings, like most friends, when I first watched it, I also thought that Matsuko was a fool, a woman with a bad brain, and her life was what she deserved, it was not worthy of sympathy, and it should be a tragic end. At first, I also thought why a woman would be stupid like this, but from another aspect, Pine Nuts is sincere and simple, not mixed with any distractions, not putting their own interests first, and always considering the feelings of others. Such a naïve and simple person cannot live in this world, because such a person is not called a person, she should be "God", just as Long Yangyi said.
Life has pulled her into the abyss again and again, but every time she faces a deeper abyss, she can always live, yes! In any case, she lived, even if it was just to live aimlessly, but she could always rekindle hope in the aimless. Even if you are beaten and scaled all over your body, even if you are treated as a rotten person, even if you kill people and go to jail, but your life is still long, and if you can't die, you will continue to live. We should not blame her for self-seeking, because if she had never made that choice, life is so wonderful, this is all the arrangement of fate, but the stop button of life is in her own hands, and Matsuko has never taken the initiative to press the stop button, just let life continue.
I think this makes me respect her very much, because there are many young people in this society who can't stand the pressure and commit suicide, life can't see hope and commit suicide, I think in front of the pine nuts we are all small, she has been respecting life, fearing life, living in her eyes is not worth mentioning, whether it is a miserable life or a happy life. She's all acceptable. In her eyes life and life are different concepts, most people see The miserable life of Pine Nuts, while what I see is her tenacious vitality. On the contrary, I have great respect for pine nuts, and even a little envy, a person can live so freely, can not be kidnapped by life at all. Witnessing her lover die in front of her eyes, having killed people as a prostitute, having been rehabilitated in prison, having fallen in love at first sight, having loved and not being able to, it was as if Matsuko could forgive everything that life had done to her, the darkest bottoms of life were all seen through by her, fearless, life was ashamed, because life could not defeat Matsuko, because Matsuko did not give up life until the last moment, there was no hope for life, but she never disappointed in life, even if she was like a pig every day just to live, but she just did it!
I don't think this movie is at all sad! From Matsuko, I saw a person's life, I was able to distinguish between life and life, and even her miserable life gave me confidence! Let me think that people can have many choices in this life, even if all the choices are wrong, then they must live, and they can see more scenery by living, even if these landscapes are fleeting, the thickness of life is increasing.
I like the song "What Is A Life" in the movie, I hope to encourage everyone, don't worry, don't be sad, don't give up, I hope that when you have no goal in life, you can also lie down and enjoy a life without purpose, just to live like a pig, which is also worthy of respect.
!["The Life of the Rejected Pine Nut": Even if you are beaten, it is better than living alone[fig]](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAP///wAAACwAAAAAAQABAAACAkQBADs=)