A middle-aged woman, a full-time housewife, returned to the county with her children after the unexpected death of her husband.
The mother and son tried to integrate into the environment and actively manage their lives, and everything seemed to be getting better slowly, but at this moment, the son suddenly disappeared, and when people found him again, his small body was already lying in the pond - brutally killed.
When people reach middle age, they lose their husbands and children, and women's spirits are on the verge of collapse.
At this moment, the religious people in the county found her, accompanied her to pray, accompanied her to sing poems, and encouraged her to get out of the haze.
With the help of church friends, the woman prayed and chanted every day, and her mental state did improve. She slowly came to believe in God and that God would lead people to forgiveness.
So she decided to go to jail to see the murderer of her son.
She wanted to tell the murderer, and she decided to forgive him, in the name of God.
Finally, she sat down in front of the murderer and whispered to him what she meant.
But the murderer calmly told her that he had received God's forgiveness through repentance long before she had forgiven him.
The woman went mad at that moment, and she rushed out of the prison in anger and began her stormy revenge.
She sabotaged the sound of church events, seduced the believer who advised her to forgive, and even lured devout believers into having sex with her in the empty fields.
When the woman lay under the male believer and looked up at the sky with a pair of extremely angry eyes, the scene was extremely shocking.
Forgiveness, how can it be? She couldn't forgive at all.
All she can do is self-paralysis and self-deception.
She persuaded herself to believe in God, to persuade herself to try to forgive, but it was only the most instinctive desire to survive—if it were not for this spiritual dependence, she would probably not have survived.
Until she sat down in front of the murderer, all the elaborately disguised tolerance and generosity disintegrated. It was the man who killed her child, and no one could forgive him, nor could God.
The story comes from the movie "Miyang"
Guo Degang once said such a sentence: "Stay away from people who do not understand any situation and persuade you to be generous, because when thunder strikes him, it will affect you!" ”
Deeply impressed, I remembered another story.
The girl comes from a family with a serious preference for sons and daughters, and since she was a child, her parents have scolded her, "lost her door star" and "lost money" at every turn, and the so-called parents smashed her head with an ashtray and broke her front teeth.
She hated her family, but she didn't dare to be blatant, because everyone told her that it was your biological parents, they gave birth to you and raised you, how can you still hate them?
She was entangled in what others called the right path and her own hatred and could not save herself.
Especially in the face of her parents' old age, her heart is even more contradictory, looking at her parents who are getting old day by day, she tries to reconcile and forgive in the past, but finds that she has never been able to do it.
There are memories of the brain door smashed by the ashtray, and there are memories of broken teeth. Those memories reminded her that all the pain had really happened, and that it wasn't something that could be completely erased with a single "I'm sorry" or "it didn't matter."
If hate can be taken for granted, then hate is good, there is nothing awkward.
In fact, love is a human nature, and hate is also a human nature. Hate is hate, what's the matter?
Why do you have to force yourself to be possessed by our Virgin Mary and be generous?
To say that you are vengeful, stingy, and not generous is to tell you that my weakness is protected by armor, and you don't want to be bad to me. If you do evil to me, we will be worse than anyone else.
Mr. Lu Xun once left admonitions before his death:
Those who damage the teeth and eyes of others, but advocate not retaliation, do not get close to him.
A friend divorced a few years ago because her ex-husband cheated on her. Before the divorce, her ex-husband repeatedly begged her to give him another chance, promising to cut off contact with Xiao San, but she refused and insisted on leaving.
When she divorced, her ex-husband changed his previous habit of being generous to her in terms of money, leaving only a minimum living allowance for her and her daughter. Subsequently, he turned around and married Xiao San.
Now, a few years have passed. The friend and daughter lived a relatively plain and poor life, while her ex-husband had a child with the "superior little three", and the little three who were once despised are now rich wives and live an enviable life because of a "stolen marriage".
The friend naturally had some difficulties, and she said with some sadness: "Don't believe that negative people will have retribution and the like, that is just a soothing statement spoken by literature and film and television works." The pain you've suffered, they can't possibly empathize with. Man, you still have to know how to protect yourself. ”
I said: "The curse is not painful, the oath is not working, only hoping that the gods and Buddhas cannot change anything, they should have a clear sense of grievances, happy to take revenge, seize the evidence of the ex-husband's cheating, grasp all the favorable information, and fight for themselves and their children to fight for a life foundation." ”
Therefore, Lu Xun made a famous statement:
Beat up all the dogs that fall into the water!
Although I am a basic atheist, I like a saying in the Bible: If I am wronged, I will repay!