Yi Shu | "She is lonelier than fireworks"

The heroine of the book, Yao Jing, is a popular actress, and after her unfortunate and untimely death, her inheritance was not wanted.

Her rich life is only composed of the brilliance of her appearance and the loneliness of her heart.

People are fascinated by her beauty, wealth and rich husband's family, but no one can truly understand the bitterness and sadness in her heart.

Long life, what is the true meaning...

As a journalist, an innocent heir to the estate, the author, after understanding the story of the heroine's life, no longer insisted on his own persistence, excitedly went to her fiancé, and she said the following passage:

"I'm not going to be a modern person anymore, I can't even have a baby." I hope to be able to sit confinement and drink cinnamon soup. I don't want face, no matter what you think of me, think I'm old, I also want to be a vulgar and ordinary woman in the eyes of trendy women. If it is affordable, carrying a false name, suffering is also bitter. ”

Sister Ji laughed and said, "But all the women who are unhappy in their careers, because the road is not passable, are clamoring to return to simplicity." This is exactly the same as the female star who went to school when she was not filming. ”

What these two paragraphs explain, it shows that the author can't stand the loneliness of the heroine's short life, she is lonely and lonely to the point that no one wants anything from her, love, money, and nothing. People loved her, but they didn't want her.

When I read this, my heart suddenly tightened, and I was in a lot of pain...

When I was a child, I was a lonely child, with parents and siblings, but I felt that I had no love and no ability to love others.

Someone in the village said, "This girl is not as enthusiastic as her sister, always loves to lose her temper for no reason, and does not like people." ”

"This girl, unlike her sister, loves to read, does not know how to be polite, and does not speak when she sees people."

"This little girl, don't look at it silently, don't like to talk, have your own opinion."

When I was a child, I was lonely, no one understood, and my parents didn't understand. When my mother introduced me, she always liked to say that this child had a bad temper and spoke badly, so that others could be more inclusive. In fact, I just can't get used to those people, and I have nowhere to express them, so I can only show them with childish and strange tempers.

Be sensible too early. Every time I come back from school, every weekend, silently doing things for my family. Cut the grass for the pigs and sheep, cut back a big box, the pigs and sheep are happy to eat, and the chickens and ducks are happy to peck. Once, at noon, his hand was punctured by the stubble of the reeds, and he shed a lot of blood, almost fainted, and did not let his parents know that there were still scars on his hands.

In autumn, the branches and dry timber are picked up, stacked into stacks, and used for fire in winter.

In autumn, when a man goes to the ground against a hoe, a person can hoe a piece of weed on a field, and then he does not say, no one knows.

Autumn, soybean leaves. There will always be soybean worms, take the glass bottle to the ground to catch, the day is very hot, the bean leaves are very loud. A large bottle was caught and fed to the chickens and ducks in the yard.

One year, it was raining heavily, my brother was sick and hospitalized, and my parents had to take care of my brother. I transplanted all the sesame seedlings in the house by myself, and this transplant needed to be carried out on a heavy rainy day. In the overwhelming rain, in a large area of empty land, a small figure wearing a raincoat swayed.

When I was in middle school, I often felt lonely, lonely, and lonely, and my parents never paid attention to what I did, and when they were extremely tired, they would think of me and say, "You can only read, only write homework and don't do things." ”

But I knew that my parents loved me, and they didn't force me to stop reading, and at that time, some parents in the village didn't give their children a chance to read at all.

When I was admitted to the village and went to the provincial capital to study, many people in the village began to praise and envy, my parents were happy, and they began to hang on to me from time to time.

But for a child who has never been out of the village and has never seen the world, when he first arrived in the provincial city, how lonely, helpless, inferior, and old-fashioned and sad. My parents never knew, and I wouldn't say it.

Later, I was lucky enough to make two friends and spent a time together for a study that was not alone.

Later, I was glad to be shown love, and I was flattered to be nervous, excited, warm, and happy. After gaining a period of no longer being lonely, a cold and lonely heart was slowly opened.

"She's Lonelier Than Fireworks" tells us that a woman who is too lonely is something that no one can stand. Women, can not live like this, women, have to pursue something, so as not to be so lonely; women, have to toss something, people will care about you; women, you have to let relatives and friends want to love you, you also have to think about loving them.

The process, the result, whether it's good or bad. In this world, at least it can show that we have come, we have made noise, and our living life has beat.

Finally, a woman must not live like the heroine in the book, she lives more lonely than fireworks.