I am 39 years old this year, in an eighteenth-tier small county town in a public institution work, the unit is not large, the total number of leading colleagues is less than 10 people, since the university graduation was admitted to the career division to this unit, I have been working here, and has always been a section member, no promotion, no transfer, colleagues around me have changed several waves.
I've always been a Buddhist, and I do my best every day, and I bear the brunt of it when I need to work overtime on weekends, but I rarely think about promotion before, and I always feel that I am still young and have great opportunities.
But in recent years, I have been a little unable to sit still, and my colleagues who work in the same year as me have been in the associate department for several years, and the new deputy department has gradually become younger than me in recent years, and I feel that I have been left behind.
I'm also a little anxious, but I don't know what to do, I can only work harder, now the business of the unit I am familiar with the road, and I also belong to the qualified old man of the unit, I hope the leader can take a fancy to me.
Two days ago, I heard that our unit has 2 promotion places, I feel that I have to do something, so I came to the leader's office, and talked to the leader, I have worked for 15 years, no mistakes, no mistakes in the work, no credit and hard work, I hope the leader can see my performance.
At that time, the leader did not express his position, but just said that I should work with peace of mind. But yesterday, the leader called me to the office and said to me: Now the unit urgently needs young cadres with a sense of innovation, and I hope I can understand.
I understood what the leader meant, that is, I was out of play, and although I was very sad, I could only obey the leader's decision.
In this way, when I was young, the opportunities were all experienced old people, and now I have rich work experience, but the opportunities are all young people, is my fate too bad?
I'm about to run four, I feel that my future is bleak, I can't hold my head up in front of relatives and friends, I don't know how to face my life in the future, maybe I will always be left like this!