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In the city of Suzhou in 1921, the spring came very slowly, and it seemed that it did not want to witness the death of the dust settled.
At that time, the Zhang family in Jiuru Lane was no longer lively and joyful in the past, but was filled with thick sorrow everywhere.
In the East Wing at the corner of the promenade, nine children knelt in front of their mother Lu Ying's bed and choked up.
Seeing the weak Lu Ying, holding on to his last breath, summoned the nannies and nurses at home, and divided the dowry jewelry prepared in advance, not for anything else, only to ask the servants to take care of their young children for themselves.
After doing these things, she only felt very tired, but her heart was full of endless bitterness.
The world calls her the most elegant lady, but she does not know that in this life, it is difficult to ask her mother-in-law to please, and it is difficult to seek the consummation of life.
Thinking back to that year, she was crowned with a phoenix, ten miles of red makeup, and a huge welcoming team from Yangzhou to Hefei, what a scenery it was;
Can marry into the Zhang family for 16 years, what did she get? It was to inherit the inheritance of 16 years and 14 children in a row, giving birth to 4 daughters and 5 children in a self-depleting manner, but still being picked up by the mother-in-law; until the birth of the last child, it also completely took away her strength.
The oil is exhausted, the toothache is unbearable, the blood loss is excessive, and the heavens are weak... That's how she ended.
The children on both sides of the bed were still crying, and when she heard the pain, she laughed bitterly and quipped:
"Don't cry now, the days of your crying are still ahead!"
Yes, she had expected all this.
Husbands will have new wives, Zhang family will have new mistresseses, only their own children, there will be no more mothers who love them...
In the past of the Republic of China, the name Lu Ying has always been light and ethereal.
But the 4 daughters she gave birth to have become legends of the Republic of China.
Known as the "Four Sisters of Hefei" by later generations, they all grew up in Jiuru Lane, and their gentle temperament has attracted their attention.
As a combination second only to the three sisters of the Song family, the four sisters are not only talented and beautiful, but also have a complete marriage, and the people they marry are all junjie among people, and the love between the third sister Zhang Zhaohe and Shen Congwen has composed the most beautiful love poems in the Republic of China.
However, the early death of her birth mother, Lu Ying, also allowed the four sisters to experience the most turbulent life.
The father remarried, the stepmother did not allow ... All the encounters were related to the woman named "Wei Junyi".
As a famous educator in the Republic of China, Zhang Wuling was married twice.
The first wife was Lu Ying, a salt merchant in Yangzhou, and the biological mother of the famous "Four Sisters of Hefei"; after marrying into the Zhang family for 16 years, Lu Ying gave birth to four daughters and five sons for Zhang Wuling, and frequent production and housework also made Lu Ying's body weaker and weaker, and eventually lost blood and died.
Half a year after Lu Ying's death, Zhang Wuling married Wei Junyi, who was also from The Xiangmendi; as Zhang Wuling's step-wife, Wei Junyi was only seven years older than Lu Ying's eldest daughter, Zhang Yuanhe.
I have to say that marrying Zhang Wuling, who has nine children, does require courage.
Especially for Wei Junyi, she was born with a good appearance, excellent character and learning, because she was good at Kunqu opera and Chinese painting, and she was famous in school.
If she had not married Zhang Wuling, she might not have lived like a wounded beast in this life, living sensitively and twisted.
Even though she was a new-age woman who participated in the May Fourth Movement, she could not make her own decisions after all.
Her union with Zhang Wuling stemmed from a careful planning.
At that time, Zhang Wuling sold his property to build a school in order to organize a new school, and the land among the Leyi girls was bought from the Wei family.
Later, when the Grandfather of the Wei family learned that Zhang Wuling had lost his wife, he wanted to give his granddaughter Wei Junyi to the other party; Zhang Wuling was initially reluctant, but the Grandfather of the Wei family made some means, and finally made Zhang Wuling agree to marry Wei Junyi.
It can be said that Wei Junyi's marriage to Zhang Wuling is not so beautiful.
Since ancient times, there has not been a woman who does not desire affection and affection, and does not fall in love with her!
The grandfather of the Wei family favored Zhang Wuling's famous family origin and prominent position in society, so in a coercive way, he let his granddaughter continue the string.
It can be said that Wei Junyi's marriage is more like a family marriage where the grandfather weighs the pros and cons.
Fortunately, Wei Junyi, who married into the Zhang family, received all the treasures of Zhang Wuling.
Zhang Wuling is a gentle gentleman, and he knows that this marriage is not mutually willing.
In order to let Go of the mustard in his heart, he tried his best to erase the traces of his ex-wife's home to make her feel at ease.
In addition, the nine children also called Wei Junyi as their mother and Lu Ying, who died, as a big deal, as if this practice was the best choice to ease family conflicts.
He knew that Wei Junyi was a talented woman, so he couldn't bear to let her be buried in the trivialities of life, even if the school affairs were busy, Zhang Wuling would still take his new wife to Shanghai to see art exhibitions and listen to plays; Wei Junyi did not want to become a traditional housewife, So Zhang Wuling let her serve as the principal of Leyi Girls' Middle School.
All kinds of pampering and pity have gone beyond his feelings for the original Lu Ying.
But can such a favor really be exchanged for the peace of the family home that Zhang Wuling is looking forward to?
He was prepared that his children could not accept this stepmother, but he did not expect that it was his 9 children who were really not accepted and welcomed.
As soon as Wei Jun married into the Zhang family, the impact on lu Ying's 9 children was huge.
But this was the father's decision, and as children, they could only watch the invasion of a strange woman; even if they did not want to accept it, they had to accept it.
But as a stepmother, Wei Junyi, what is it for the children?
It is deep suspicion, endless vigilance, deliberate difficulty and punishment!
Before Lu Ying died, she entrusted her children to reliable servants, which was the only thing a mother could do for her children.
But this arrangement passed into Wei Junyi's ears, and she identified Lu Ying as a scheming woman, and in her opinion, Lu Ying's arrangement before her death was to let her fight alone, and she was scorned and ridiculed in this huge family house.
Such an idea also doomed the Zhang family to have no more peaceful days.
She was jealous of the children, but also jealous of the maids, especially the fact that she had even given birth to two children but died prematurely, which made her feel that someone in the family wanted to harm her, perhaps those children who seemed to be respectful and obedient, or those who were loyal to Lu Ying.
This suspicion made her more sensitive and irritable.
When she became pregnant for the third time, she ran directly to her mother's house to raise a fetus; when the only child, Zhang Ninghe, was born, the doubts and suspicions in her heart became even stronger.
Naturally, her conflicts with her children became more intense.
Once, on Wei Jun's birthday, the Zhang sisters knelt down to pay her a salute according to their father's request; but somehow, Wei Junyi actually reached out and slapped a daughter, and directly scolded in front of Zhang Wuling: "Are you worshipping the dead?" ”
The grievances of the daughters, Zhang Wuling saw in his eyes, but he did not know how to reconcile.
He thought that Wei Junyi was extremely wronged to marry into the Zhang family as a second wife, because of this heart that wanted to make up, Zhang Wuling seemed to forgive her willfulness and excesses.
Therefore, whenever the children have conflicts and conflicts with their stepmothers, Zhang Wuling does not help anyone, and no one expresses his position; because he feels that no matter which party he helps, it is a kind of partiality, and it is better to let the two parties solve it by themselves.
However, it was this self-righteous "no help" that encouraged Wei Junyi's arrogance.
When the eldest daughter, Zhang Yuanhe, was studying in Leyi, she had a good relationship with the instructor Ling Haixia and recognized her as a dry sister.
Because of the incompatible relationship with his stepmother, whenever there is a contradiction, Ling Haixia will also help come up with ideas; Wei Junyi felt that the close relationship between the two was really insulting, so he stopped rehiring Ling Haixia as the principal.
Later, Zhang Yuanhe was admitted to Shanghai Guanghua University, where Ling Haixia was teaching; after learning the news, Wei Junyi asked Zhang Yuanhe to withdraw from school and go home on the grounds that his family had large expenses and financial difficulties.
You know, at that time, Wei Junyi also signed up for the Chinese painting course, which can be said to be the oldest student; since the Zhang family can provide Wei Junyi with interest in electives, there will naturally be no shortage of tuition for his daughters.
This tough approach also completely annoyed the other daughters of the Zhang family.
In particular, Zhang Yunhe, the second daughter of the Zhang family, learned that her stepmother would not let her sister go to school, so she ran directly to the door of Leyi Girls' School and encouraged the students to strike en masse.
At the school gate, Zhang Yunhe shouted: If the principal does not support his daughter to complete her studies, then why should other students come here to study?
This courage to tear the fig leaf of the family also helped the children of the Zhang family win the initiative in the struggle.
The students who knew the truth were talking about it, which made Wei Jun, as the principal, extremely embarrassed and embarrassed, and it was also forced by the pressure of public opinion that the matter ended.
Ke Wei's counterattack was fatal to the children of the Zhang family.
She burned all the photos and letters about Lu Ying, completely ignoring the cries and resentment of her children.
Even, in this fierce contradiction, she felt a sense of revenge:
In this family, there is no longer the existence of Lu Ying, and no one can restrain and hurt himself anymore...
In this wedding with youth as a funeral, she is almost crazy because of paranoia, and she is also infinitely resentful because of paranoia.
In 1938, Suzhou fell under Japanese artillery fire.
In order to avoid the smoke of gunfire, Zhang Wuling and his family returned to his hometown in Hefei again, and died of illness in the same year, only 49 years old.
This year, Wei Junyi was only 36 years old, and she was still in a good year, and she could have restarted a marriage; but somehow, she thought she was trapped in this marriage and chose to die alone.
In the years since Zhang Wuling's death, Wei Junyi has written many mourning poems; as she grows older, the resentment and hostility she once had seem to have disappeared, and the four sisters, who were once regarded as a thorn in her side, have long since left home.
The years have diluted the hatred, but they have never been able to annihilate those unspeakable pasts.
Wei Junyi's relationship with the four sisters has never been repaired and repaired; but her own son, Zhang Ninghe, is extremely close to his half-sisters and brothers.
When he grew up, Zhang Ninghe, with the financial support of his sisters and brothers, went to the Paris Conservatory to study, and later became the principal conductor of the China Radio and Film Symphony Orchestra; while in Paris, he met Gillan, the lifelong violinist of the Belgian National Orchestra, and the two fell in love and married each other.
After the outbreak of the Pacific War, Wei Junyi made a living by treating people for approval and transcription; after the founding of New China, she had a stable job and served on the Suzhou Municipal Cultural Relics Management Committee.
Because his own son Zhang Ninghe went abroad very early and never returned, Wei Junyi's old age was extremely lonely.
Without the care of her relatives, she resolutely did not go to the nursing home, and completely relied on the outside to ask someone to deliver food.
When she was older, she could only bend down to do things, and a room was her full possession; because of the inconvenience of her legs and feet, she did not want to trouble the Zhang family's children, so she chose not to go downstairs for many years.
In this way, day after day, I survived the vicissitudes of the years, and things were not human.
In 1999, Wei Junyi, who had been lonely for half a lifetime, quietly died in a narrow room.
Since her son Zhang Ninghe never returned, her funeral was carried out by Lu Ying's child Zhang Huanhe.
Xu was to save trouble, Xu was reluctant to let the stepmother and father be buried together, Zhang Huanhe finally chose the water burial method without a tombstone.
After the decision reached Belgium, Zhang Ninghe also nodded in agreement.
For Zhang Ninghe: Running away from his family is his plan and determination since childhood.
Although Wei Junyi was his biological mother, all the teachings of his childhood were mixed with his mother's dissatisfaction with the family, resentment toward marriage, and strong resistance to the identity of the continuation of the string.
As the youngest child of the Zhang family, he seems to be smooth and carefree, but the warmth and care of this life comes from his half-brothers and sisters.
I think: When Wei Junyi died, he was probably lonely.
She once had a happiness that was difficult for ordinary people to reach, had innocent and kind children, and had the infinite tolerance and accommodation of her husband...
However, with the sharpest precaution and vigilance, she pushed away these beauties alive.
If she can open the pattern, understand the trepidation and uneasiness of the children after losing their mothers, if she can release the grievances in her heart and be more gentle and tolerant of the family, her life may be a happy ending!
But partial, a thought difference, the opposite of what you want...
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![Qianjin Luying: After marrying, she gave birth to 9 sons, and the second daughter Zhang Yunhe was born in a thrilling way, and was almost killed by the umbilical cord[fig]](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAP///wAAACwAAAAAAQABAAACAkQBADs=)