Son of God Star World 03

Institutional Rehabilitation Truth

Under the arrangement of the dean's expert, soon came a beautiful woman in her twenties who could make a man feel ethereal.

Although she is like the commissioner in charge of reception and guidance, she can really inadvertently exude a wisp of intoxicating delicacy and sincerity.

I think it is a blessing to see this beautiful scenery in this corrosive place!

I did four trainings, and when I did the first training, I started asking them what was the training? However, they always play tai chi, saying some obviously confusing professional terms such as sensory system, physiology, and physics.

Since I can't tell them clearly, I want to go straight in and have a look?

But unexpectedly, they have a lot of reasons to live and die, that is, not to let in, not to let see...

In desperation, it is difficult to force, thinking that since this is the case, let's see how the child reacts. After all, even if the temptation of money is greater, they will not dare to fool their children at will, right?

Yes, this time they really didn't seem to be fooling around, because half an hour ago, the child was crying and went in, but now he came out laughing.

Shortly after coming out, the child still curiously took my hand and wanted to go in again...

Because of this, rest assured. After doing the second training, I naturally did not ask for it again.

Because the facts are in front of me, because the child's smile and curiosity are enough to reassure me.

So half an hour later, the child was forced to cry and hug him.

At that moment, watching the child's pig-like crying, even if I knew it was okay, my mood was not very good.

It wasn't until I watched my children go with them that I talked to a parent with nothing to do...

The parent's face was rosy and slightly rough. At first glance, it may come from the countryside.

However, she was smiling very warmly, as if she were an old person from afar, which made people feel unrestrained.

When I inquired, her round, ruddy face said with an excited expression: "My child used to go to the supermarket disobediently, taking things randomly, and if he didn't give it, he would roll on the ground and not look at people..."

Looking at her passionate and hopeful face, I respectfully asked in the midst of concern, "So what now?" ”

She listened and naturally replied, "I've been here for more than a month, I don't take anything, I didn't look at people much before, but now I see people much better..."

Hearing her say this, I couldn't help but say happily for her: "That's very good..."

However, as soon as I finished speaking, she suddenly said melancholy: "But there are some places where she seems to be not as good as before, although she is more obedient, but she is not as lively as before..."

At that moment, her words seemed to validate my concerns again. So I went on to ask, "So how much did you spend?" ”

When I asked this, she looked at her and said with a little excitement: "More than a month, it cost more than 30,000 yuan, as long as you can do a good job, it doesn't matter if you spend some money..."

Yes, it's almost every parent's voice. If you can solve the problem with money, I think even if you are poor, it is not a fatal problem. Afraid of the problem that is difficult to solve with more money is the most helpless sadness!

Thinking of this, before I could ask again, her daughter had already finished her training and run over.

I looked at this white, fat and fat little girl of more than four years old in front of me, and under careful observation, I always felt that her two round and dark eyes were full of spirits, and there was a sense of indescribable lack...

When I imagined her eyes, I realized that the child's transparent and beautiful eyes always seemed to have a vague feeling of depression and dazedness...

I was already worried, and when I felt the little girl's psychological state again, I felt that this institution was terrible. Doubts have even arisen about the entire field of rehabilitation.

Think about more than thirty thousand yuan, more than a month, but with the psychological cost of looseness and depression, in exchange for some improvement in its local behavior.

This kind of progress is not worth the loss, and it seems that the child's recovery is indeed effective. But in fact, it is undoubtedly the pulling of seedlings that promotes the killing of chickens and the retrieval of eggs.

After inappropriate training, although it can promote temporary progress in children's behavior, it is also easy to cause more psychological hidden dangers.

Because autistic children are physiological functions and acquired environmental problems, the psychological problems caused by them keep the body and mind in a vicious circle.

However, I wanted to observe again, but unexpectedly, the fat girl was carried in without discussion.

The moment I listened to the child's howl, I felt as if I smelled a hint of blood!

Think about how many children in blind rehabilitation is equivalent to sacrificing psychological health, in exchange for more than worth the loss of progress. Even at the cost of ruining a lifetime, those interest seekers who corrode human nature have been achieved!

Do they base their children's well-being on interests, or do they base their interests on their children's suffering?

The more I thought about it, the more I was afraid, until I was angry and discussed the issue of autism recovery with the child's aunt, hoping to attract the attention of the parents in the hall...

However, as she spoke, the child's aunt was in tears at the moment when she received a call from her uncle, remembering that the child wanted so much money, could not be fully done, and there were sequelae, and she was scared to tears...

Although I understood her feelings, I was even more angry at her ignorance. Angry, I used the topic to continue to discuss the problem of autism. However, just when I was talking like an expert, a woman who looked like a parent dressed as a parent intentionally or unintentionally hit me at the service desk with a finger-pointing and scolding method!

Although I doubted whether she was the one arranged by the hospital, she was not in the mood and did not have to make a fuss.

Until she had the courage to deliberately raise her voice and said, "I can say so, so why can't I send the child here?" "I suddenly understood that whether it was from the way she dressed or talked and behaved, it was enough to be sure that she must be the tou arranged by the hospital.

At the moment of my reaction, I looked at several parents in the hall and saw that they were also looking at me.

At that moment, I looked at the proud woman again, as if I smelled a disgusting smell, and quickly walked to the bathroom...

However, at the moment when I lit my cigarette and swallowed the mist, suddenly there was a call from my aunt...

I was worried about depression, afraid of another situation, in a hurry, I reluctantly threw away my cigarette and quickly rushed back to the hall...

At the moment of returning to the hall again, I saw the child who had already come out lying in my aunt's arms, desperately trying to find me in the midst of crying.

Seeing the child crying like a pig, I couldn't help but fight back his aunt's scolding of me for smoking, so I immediately took the child's angry roar: "What's going on?" It was fine just now..."

Unexpectedly, as soon as my voice dropped, a young woman came forward and said, "Because the child woke up and couldn't see you, I cried!" ”

Before she could finish speaking, I looked at my aunt in disbelief, maybe she was afraid that I would lose my temper again, only to hear her say the same thing: "He was asleep just now, and he woke up and didn't see you before he cried..."

My aunt said the same thing, which made me feel a little out of shape in a moment of worry. Maybe it's what makes me ignore the word "wake up" they say...

It wasn't until I saw the circle on the child's forehead again that I suddenly remembered how the child could fall asleep?

At that moment, I couldn't wait to ask, "What's going on here?" ”

They listened and immediately replied, "This is all right, it will soon disappear, it is the mark made when I was doing transcranial magnetism just now..."

At that time, I was really dizzy, and I may also be worried about not being able to go back because of the time. So let the sense of urgency drill the hole in the brain, and once again ignore the word "wake up" and did not pursue it any longer. I didn't expect that the child's sleep might be related to injections and medicines...

Because the car at eight o'clock in the evening has already passed five thirty, there is still a transfer distance and two trainings have not been done. In addition, I didn't have confidence in the institution and was anxious to go back early, and I didn't want to do the rest of the training. Maybe ignore it again under this tension!

Because I know that it is true that I am worried about not being able to go back, but the most important thing is that I have found from all indications that many rehabilitation programs in this institution have not actually helped children with autism. The real purpose is to obstruct people's eyes and ears and achieve the effect of reasonable charges.

Perhaps the reason for not being lazy to think again leads to the thinking consciousness being directed to prepare to leave, and finally forgetting the word "wake up" at the subconscious level.

At that moment, I already knew the general situation of this institution, and at the moment when I decided to leave, the child's aunt persuaded like buying something: "The money has been paid, and if you don't make money, won't it be wasted?" ”

I knew it was hard for her to explain. However, at the moment of convincing the aunt, a beautiful receptionist came over and said, "Let them train your children first, so that you can leave early..."

Her kind words made me hesitate for half a day, and then at the instigation of my aunt, I once again accepted their arrangement with an in-depth mentality.

Although I accepted their arrangement, I said to them seriously in my irritability: "Then I want to see how the child is inside!" ”

However, the women in the institution who don't seem to be very old are mature in the escort business...

Originally, I felt that their facial features were arranged by chance, but they were like clowns, which was ridiculous!

In their clever refusal, I wanted to jump like thunder. I really want to point at their noses and scold: "Even if you have sex with your children in it, it won't be against the law at a glance, right?" ”

In desperation, I restrained my emotions and thought that maybe only by forcing them into a dead corner could they possibly give in!

Thinking of this, I narrowed my eyes, like a police officer interrogating a suspect, and asked, "Why can't parents see?" ”

The woman listened but replied calmly and confidently: "This is the rule, if the parents go in, the child has dependence and does not cooperate with the training!" ”

I believe that many parents will feel very right when they listen to it. But I looked at her habitual face and asked again, "Then I stand outside the door and secretly look at him, how can this be?" ”

Unexpectedly, when the woman heard it, she was still like a scarab centipede dead but not stiff. He replied in the same tone as before: "No, because there will be sounds when walking, it will disturb children, and the door has no glass, and it cannot be seen outside!" ”

Her answer again, it sounds the same way...

However, she did not expect that when her voice fell, I smiled contemptuously and said, "If you feel embarrassed, then I can tell you how to solve this simple problem, not only will not disturb the child, but also let the parents see the child..."

As expected, she listened to me say this, rolled her eyes up, and finally looked at me with some closed moon shyness...

At that moment, I saw her once clever mouth with an expression of wanting to say goodbye, like waiting for a hug and kiss, as if she knew what I was going to do...

However, seeing her like this, I looked at her silently and deeply in a daze...

At the moment when the four eyes are facing each other, I think that my respect is exchanged for helplessness, am I afraid of you? Either way, you're not going to use violence, are you?

I wanted to keep going, I wanted her to taste autism, but I didn't know where an older woman would emerge. As if unintentionally passing by, he asked, "What's wrong..."

However, before she could answer, I finally couldn't help but say, "I want to go in and see the children, but they don't let me see them, saying that they disturb the children, if your operation is okay, can't you install a camera in it?" So simple, don't you all think? If you go in like this for training, even if you play in it, we don't know anything..."

After eating for a few more years, it seems different. Unexpectedly, I saw her listening quietly, and when I finished, I actually said as if nothing was wrong: "Then when you wait for physics class, let her take a video to show you?" ......”

That being the case, I said, "Okay, so let's wait!" ”

However, the time to wait, like the wind, has passed again...

At the moment when the child had not yet come out, I saw that the beautiful woman who was holding the mobile phone just now was like holding a dragon egg, and still shyly closed the face and walked in front of me to open the video...

After waiting for half a day, I thought that there was something hidden in the video, but when I watched the video that did not even have ten seconds, I suddenly wanted to laugh wildly, and the physics class that was originally engaged in like a military secret was not as good as the program where children played on the kindergarten sofa stool...

Think of the ignorance and pathosity of human nature under the corrosion of money and fame, and the more ignorant and pathetic can make people crazy.

I wanted her to forward the video to me, so that my family can grow up and give me the greatest support and encouragement in the future autism battle, but unexpectedly, she actually engaged like an Oscar-winning actress, firmly saying in fear of spring light: "That can't work, the video is for you, it will infringe on my portrait rights!" ”

As soon as I heard this, I suddenly felt that the whole building was inexplicable. Almost couldn't help but say to her, "You might as well just say that I violated your body!" The soul is about to become a dishwashing cloth, and the right to portraits..."

However, after thinking about it, it is still enough...

If you don't watch that video, you may go less to pity and helpless nausea...

By the time she turned and left, it was past half past six, and it was time for the child to do his last training.

Unexpectedly, at the end of the day, the restlessness I had before seemed to have suddenly disappeared, and began to become relaxed and simple.

Maybe I don't think the world's problem of autism seems so scary. They are so mysterious, it turns out that they are just a different way to take the child. I think this I'll...

I think if that were all there was to it, even if I was compared to them now, I would be a super master in the field of autism rehabilitation...

Thinking of this, I thought that this final training would have to continue to watch.

Because of everything about them, I constantly think of more hidden methods and problems in my discoveries.

So I thought it was necessary for me to continue to validate and determine my reasoning through their actions.

Because I think many problems of autism can be summarized as psychological problems. If that's the case, I think I'll be confident in my child's future...

In a moment of contemplation, until the child, in a cry, was once again taken into the arms of the young teacher.

Unexpectedly, when she walked to the door, the child reached out with a small hand in the crying, desperately grasping the door frame, and shouted in the struggle: "No, no..."

However, when I heard the child say "no", I suddenly froze there, feeling very surprised, even a little shocked!

Because of the word "no". It is the meaning he has always used to express peeing.

Unexpectedly, the child is in a hurry, consciously used to correctly express the negative demand. This has never happened!

If you look at the child's performance just now, it can be summarized into two points. First of all, the child has a correct understanding and application of "no". It's just that repression leads to closure, forgotten at the subconscious level...

And it can be inferred from this that he has the full potential to develop more languages from the understanding and application of individual or minority languages, in the interlocking effect of radiation...

Secondly, from the usual lack of language expression and the performance just now, the normal expression behavior that the child has just shown in the state of emergency can show that his thinking consciousness is in excessive tension and fear, resulting in a decline in thinking function, allowing the subconscious mind to open up instantaneously, experiencing the perception function by the explicit consciousness, and awakening the suppressed subconscious "no" information...

Therefore, the hidden information of the subconscious mind is induced by the conscious feeling, and at the moment of skipping the control of the mind consciousness, it correctly says "no".

It can be seen that the child's repression not only exists in the subconscious, but also has the cognitive function of the thinking consciousness!

If the child's performance is just now, then appropriate psychological pressure can also play a certain effect on autism rehabilitation.

Perhaps because of this, many children can make progress in forced rehabilitation.

However, once this method is overused or reused, it will inevitably cause more psychological and emotional problems to children.

This phenomenon may be the main reason why many children seem to have improved in some aspects, but at the same time, some places are not as good as before...

At that moment, I believed even more that the problem of autism in children must be psychological problems caused by the child's physiological differences in the acquired environment...

However, when I think about it, I suddenly feel that something is wrong? This feeling of wrongness, as if separated from the problem of autism by a thick board, is both obvious and serious...

So I began to think back to the experience of the day. When the image of the dean expert appeared in my brain, I suddenly felt that the reason why something was wrong seemed to be him...

Because I always felt that he was like a wall, blocking my view and at the same time like hiding something? He seems to be missing something that he should have?

At that moment, I thought that since this institution was full of problems, this dean expert should also be the first of the problems.

When I thought about it, I inexplicably felt that he seemed to lack some of the temperament that the dean should have!

Maybe because it was the dean who made the appointment, although I felt that there were many problems, I never doubted...

Because I asked them to arrange for me to be a first-class specialist in the hospital...

Because I indirectly told them that only by solving me first, you could help me solve the problem of the child...

Because I have indirectly told them that I am not a professional, but I can surpass the professional, I am not an expert, but I can surpass the expert...

So, in the end, I told them directly that if I couldn't arrange first-class experts, then they wouldn't even be able to reach my level, and there was no point in me going...

As a result, they promised to help me arrange the so-called first-class experts within the scope of their hospital, that is, their dean...

On the day of the appointment, they said that the dean did not come out until 135. We identified Wednesday, December 25th, the day of the first snow in Hefei...

But why did I suddenly realize that this dean expert didn't seem to have a general problem?

Now that I think about it, no matter how I look at it, it is difficult to capture any breath of being a dean from him...

As a dean, I think even if he is more straw packed academically, his temperament will never be so...

Is he a fake?

Could it be that he is posing as the dean to diagnose the child?

So what if my conjecture is true?

Isn't that a groundbreaking joke?

But before that, why didn't I realize that he was a fake?

How did it come to be suddenly suspicious by now?

I think maybe I'm paying too much attention to kids...

Maybe I didn't expect them to even dare to make such jokes...

Perhaps it is the obsession with passing their level of hypocrisy, hoping to obtain the verification of self-level too much attention, resulting in the subconscious corresponding original consciousness being covered by the new consciousness repression, resulting in neglect in the squeeze of thinking consciousness...

Therefore, at the moment when my mental consciousness changes from tension to relaxation, let the subconscious mind have the original information, and in the exhaustive relaxation, let the new information regain the intuitive perception formed by the opening. Then, in the thinking consciousness cognition, the things perceived by the explicit consciousness are awakened and fed back to the brain, thus reminding me of the problem of this dean's expert...

I think if I guessed correctly this time, then for the same reason, the appropriate relaxation of the subconscious information of autism is elevated from conscious feeling to thinking consciousness, so as to obtain the coordinated interaction of the three major consciousnesses, and it should also have the possibility of miracles...

At the moment of thinking about this, although I was a little excited, I also hoped that my judgment was wrong!

Otherwise, I might actually be angry, but I'm too tired to lose my temper. But such a chance, I ask for proof, I want to know the truth, I want to know whether my cognition of the three major consciousnesses is correct, because this may be another mystery to solve autism, because exploring the truth of life is my consistent style...

So, without hesitation, I was like encountering an urgent mega-event, and in an instant, like a cup of tea, I found the beautiful woman who once made people intoxicated...

However, the beautiful woman, who may not have known it at the moment she saw me, still let her stare at me with the tranquility of a sinking fish and a goose...

Although this scene is a little pitiful, it is difficult to cover the emotions in my heart that are about to erupt...

So, in my direct question of pity, she once again waved her lips and replied, "Then how much is your outpatient number?" ”

Hearing her say this, I immediately replied, "Fifty!" ”

Does it have anything to do with this? I was about to ask urgently, but unexpectedly, she said like a lake tide: "That is an ordinary outpatient clinic, and the director's registration fee is three hundred..."

Hearing her say this, I suddenly felt really confused...

Although her words validated my suspicions, I did not feel any gratitude. On the contrary, I felt that a nameless karmic fire was rampaged through the body...

At that moment, I forced myself to resist the emotions that wanted to erupt and unceremoniously accused: "I made an appointment with you as the dean, but your arrangement is not, why is this happening?" ”

Unexpectedly, she listened to my questioning and said with irrefutable words: "Then you are hanging up an ordinary outpatient clinic!" ”

Her attitude suddenly made me feel sick, and when I looked into her spring-hearted eyes, I really wanted to strip her of her clothes and let her ride bare ass on the back of the orangutan to drive her across the street...

At that moment, I began to faint, and said unceremoniously: "Yes, I hung up the fifty yuan outpatient clinic, but when you made an appointment for me, it was the dean, since it was an appointment, then you should have arranged it in advance, otherwise, is the appointment still meaningful?" Is the rain and snow in Hefei more beautiful than Anqing? Do I have to come and see it today? ”

When she heard this, she actually squirmed her lips and tried to shirk her responsibility, and I finally couldn't help but roar: "When making an appointment, you say everything is good, is this the result of the appointment?" Is shirking responsibility also your appointment procedure? ......”

Unexpectedly, under my thunder, she finally said like a child who realized that she had made a mistake, and said with the breath of a three-point jade girl: "That is really sorry, this is the unsuitability of our arrangement, and we are also responsible for this..."

What is called our responsibility...

But I had long been impatient to think that the matter had come to this point, since there were a bunch of bear soldiers, the dean of the bear general would definitely not be much better!

He waved his hand and thought to himself, anyway, the hero is sad to be beautiful, it is a common sentiment in ancient and modern times. Although I am frivolous, I will not forget my ancestors, and today's encounter should be a sacrifice for a beautiful woman...

With that said, the child's training is long over. Think about the careful preparation of the day, and the final result is a hasty end. Frustrated, he walked out of the hospital and was quickly escorted by his aunt to the South Station of the high-speed railway...